I admit, things haven't been the same lately. Especially since we had a daughter, both of our interests turned to her, there were times when we neglected each other, but we always talked and definitely found a way. We promised each other, first of all, we would never cheat, when something was over, we would break up. As someone with trust issues, I never fully trusted Cenk, I always kept him under control. If something like this happened, I would definitely notice. I shouted angrily at the man sitting across from me;
“This is too much, but you've been saying something since you arrived, okay, but not that much. Get out of my house right now. Take your documents and your box, I don't want any of them.”
He slowly got up from the chair and placed a flash on the television. When he opened the file, candid huge photos of Cenk and a blonde woman appeared on the screen. Then he opened another file, and this time he played a video. The video was shot in a room. It was obviously a hotel room. Cenk and that woman were together again!
The man had prepared all the evidence beyond doubt. My heart felt like it was beating in my mouth as I looked at the screen. My nausea is back. This time my nausea was not due to medication but because of what I saw. When the video closed, I just kept looking at the screen without any reaction.
The man came and sat next to me and said in a gentle tone
“I'm so sorry Suna. Normally I would never interfere or approve of such things, but you are Kemal's heirloom to me, I did this because I thought you deserved to be with people who deserve you. You are a strong woman, I'm sure you will get through this too.”
I didn't react because all my emotions seemed to be taken away. In a straight voice,
“Can you give me those documents?” i said
“Sure. I collected records of every place they went, receipts, and anything else that might be useful. I thought you could use these if you wanted.”
I said “Thank you” and took the flash and the file he handed me.
“Yes, dear Suna, that was my time. I am very happy to have known you and talked to you, even if only very briefly. I'm sure what we talked about and this box your father gave you will make good things happen in your life. I wish you happiness in your life, girl. Remember, you have a daughter and you have to be strong for her. I trust you.” He said goodbye, packed his things and left.
When I heard the door closing, I waited where I was sitting for a while. It was as if the medicine from earlier was circulating in my body again. I couldn't move again. Then suddenly I went to the kitchen like a robot and poured myself a beer. I took a snack from the fridge and placed it on the tray. I took the materials, went to the living room, plugged the flash given by the man into the television and turned the video back on. Anyone who saw me from outside would think I was enjoying television, but I was watching my husband's lovemaking video. I took a sip of my beer. They were literally eating each other with the blonde woman. Then I thought about our own bed scenes and when he was with me, I saw the man who was a cat turn into a tiger in front of this woman. There was a tough guy in the video that I had never encountered before. It was as if he was holding the woman by her hair and strangling her while kissing her. They stood up, tearing their tops off, and Cenk literally threw the woman onto the bed. Then I started examining the woman. If we met someone I've never seen before, I would definitely know. She was tall, had big hips, long legs, and was attractive with hair coming down from her waist. The woman was curling up like a snake under my husband, entering from under him and exiting from above him. Her underwear was quite attractive. The sounds they made were so wild that my ears were scratched.
When the video stopped, I finished my beer and stood up to take the tray to the kitchen.
When I entered the kitchen, my whole body suddenly started shaking. In a deep scream, I threw everything I had on the ground and threw everything in front of me on the ground. I was blindsided and couldn't see anything. For the minutes I couldn't count, I made a mess and cried until all my tears dried. When I got tired and dropped myself on the ground, I felt a little better and sat down. The surroundings were in ruins and my hands were bleeding. I watched the blood flow and swayed like I was in a trance. The voice started to speak,
“My beautiful Suna, let's pull ourselves together, my dear. Look, time is passing and that bastard who will be your husband and your daughter will come. What will you say if they see you like this. Let's tidy up these places, bandage your hand and think calmly. What do you always say to me, I have a daughter. Now it's time to think about your daughter, honey. Everything will be fine. See what you've been through and what you'll get through. Come on, don't linger”
I came to my senses a little more with the voice inside me. It was telling the truth. I couldn't reveal myself this way. That's the voice inside me, it bothered me in normal times, but in such difficult times, it would be there for me and work hard for me.
I immediately took a short shower, bandaged the wounds on my hands, collected what I had distributed, destroyed the garbage and cleaned up the surroundings. When the cleaning was over, I made myself a coffee and went to the balcony. I breathed in the fresh air, sat for a while and smoked. I had to calm down, think and make a plan. I couldn't succumb to my emotions and do anything to put both my daughter and myself in a difficult situation. I can't just tell the man called Cenk, who will be my husband, that he cheated on me. I have to wait and talk to a lawyer and learn how to turn everything in my favor and then take action. I especially needed to make sure I would get custody of my daughter. I was going to go to my mother and learn about the real father issue. I have to do everything by thinking without rushing. As much as I want to strangle Cenk, torture him, I have to do it wisely. Besides, we have a daughter in between, I have to do everything in a way that will cause the least damage.
I don't know how many minutes I sat like this. When I looked down, I saw Cenk's car entering the site. I immediately went inside, freshened up my make-up and went towards the door to meet them.
Cenk entered the door with our daughter and kissed me. I shouldn't have shown it, but I was nauseous.
“Hello darling. How're you? We couldn't talk at all, I was very busy today. I didn't have time to scratch my head.”
I thought to myself so you wouldn't be scratching your dick. The asshole eats all that shit.
“Oh, I'm so sorry, dear. I was very busy too and it was a terrible day. I don't feel well at all”
“What's up my love.” He said and saw my hands in panic
“What happened to your hands, Suna, what are these bandages!”
He's worried and he's dishonorable. I wanted to grab his throat with these hands and strangle him, but instead I started telling the story I made up.
“School is in a bad mess today. One of my students' father cheated on his mother. The woman learned this and came to school without wasting any time to pick up the child and go to her hometown. Then her husband came and they got into a fight. The woman literally tore the man apart in that anger. Of course, I was there too, trying to separate them, but when the man pushed me, I fell and my hands became like this. Then we had to call the police, and of course the ambulance man's head was split open, and my hands were ruined. I didn't know what to do. It was very bad.”
I stopped and looked carefully at Cenk's face. His color was red and his breath felt short, he didn't seem to know what to do, vaguely;
“it was really bad, my love. Anyway, I'll go inside and change, I'm very dirty. Then, if you want, let's go to the hospital again for your hands”, he said and quickly went to the room.
I was a little better now. I'm just starting to think about what this is, Mr. Cenk, look and see what I can do to you. I gave this bastard 5 years of my life. Throughout those years, I tried to make him happy and was rewarded by being deceived. I admit, I had a dominant nature. Like some women, I did not have situations such as you are the one who runs the house between me and my husband, if you are there, I am there, you are strong, you are the pillar of the house, but I was always with you in your most difficult times. After marriage, he started his business and went through very difficult times. I always supported him in this process. He always said to me “Without you I am nothing Suna you are my other half, my savior.I couldn't have come here without you.”and express how grateful he is. So, his gratitude to me was over and he was eager to pursue other things in other branches. Of course, I was going to make him pay for this in the heaviest way possible.hamelessly asks how he is doing and complains. I stepped back to calm down and as I went inside,
‘Mommy, I miss you so much’ When my daughter ran and settled into my lap, I got rid of my thoughts. How happy my beautiful baby was, unaware of everything. It was the only reason why I didn't let Cenk breathe his last. Cenk was a really good father. He was very fond of our daughter and tried very hard to make her happy. No matter what he did to me, the relationship between him and my daughter should always be good. I would do anything to ensure this. I don't know how the anger inside me would go away, but I was sure I would find a way. I was a woman who always used logic before her emotions.
“Mom, mom, you can't hear me at all, I'm hungry, aren't we going to eat.” I immediately recovered and placed a kiss on her cheek.
“Of course we will eat, my little caterpillar, but not at home we will go outside. And in your favorite place.”
“Hooray” she hugged my neck. Cenk coming out of the bathroom
“ let's see why my sweet girl is happy”
“Daddy, my mother said we would eat where I like, so I'm very happy now”
“Way is that? Then let me tickle you and you will be happier. Come here, let me take care of my sweet frog.”
“But dad, I'm so worried then hahaha. Don't do it”
The two of them were frolicking on the couch. My daughter Elif was very lucky to have such a father. It was obvious from her behavior and actions that she was already a happy child. My beautiful daughter was a well-behaved, smart, sweet child who immediately adapted to the environment she entered. She never tortured us. She had a very nice relationship with her father and me. Seeing this scene made it impossible for me to bear it. My tears were flowing down my cheeks like twine. When Cenk saw me, he panicked even more and,
“Have something happened my life, what is this crying.” He sat next to me and put his arm around my shoulder.
I sighed deeply. I had to pull myself together and say something sensible.
“You know I've had a rough day, my love. My student impressed me very much. And my menstrual period is approaching. When they all came together, I couldn't help myself.”
Cenk made a relieved voice, I think he thought I was suspicious of him at first, but the excuse I found worked.
“Oh then it's time for your dessert, let's go and how about I buy you and my daughter a nice dessert after dinner” Elif got ahead of me
“Hooray for dessert” she hugged Cenk's neck. We all laughed together and hit the road. As we lived our last happy days, we all went out to eat like a happy family, unaware of what the future would bring us...
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