I received the good news. I could move abroad.
At the same time, I was having bad days at work. Both in the job and with the certain guy. So I decided to go.
One thing I learned about adulthood is to never decide big things out of spite.
In short time I realized that I was not ready. Not financially, not emotionally. And I had never been abroad before. I didn't trust myself.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYPsUSZ80o
Another note here is to consider risks. At that time I didn't take the risk, I walked away from my dream and I regretted that decision many times. So if I could turn back time, I would take that risk.
But at the same time, I know that it was for the best. I needed to get to know certain people, experience certain things. But I do feel the regret.
In short words, sometimes a decision can be logical but can hurt so bad at the same time. We will circle back to this same mindset couple of times. This is one of the major things I learned along the way.
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