Friday. 9:02 pm.115Please respect copyright.PENANAm22E2ROVLf
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Mika called 10 minutes ago. She sent me a message five minutes ago.115Please respect copyright.PENANA53c4kIQqFV
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Right now?115Please respect copyright.PENANA2G1iWUpARQ
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At that point, I just stood where I was after getting off the train, and just stared at her. Not moving. Still. She was waiting on the platform, arms crossed, eyebrows furrowed.115Please respect copyright.PENANA3hn4GESdlL
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I am in trouble.115Please respect copyright.PENANAxFj49BvmzX
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I am in really big trouble.115Please respect copyright.PENANAITc6RvWgsJ
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She hadn’t noticed me yet. And I hoped it would stay like that for a few more minutes. I was not ready to face her. Not yet.115Please respect copyright.PENANAwECtD2yy7E
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Her eyes caught me.115Please respect copyright.PENANAeyJ6QmkvzN
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I stepped back a little. I thought maybe getting on the train was the best option to do at that moment. But… I slowly peeked at her… I guess there really wasn’t an option. Her eyes were the only option.115Please respect copyright.PENANANosTZXYfoj
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Mika’s eyes cut sharper into me.115Please respect copyright.PENANAONTu8poFVi
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Without even saying a word, I knew what Mika wanted. I started to walk. Reluctant. Slow. Like what Kuroiwa usually did. Unhurried. Her look got sharper. My steps got faster. Then I stood right in front of her.115Please respect copyright.PENANAxRQaDRLUkZ
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“You’re late!” Mika said. “You’re exactly thirteen minutes and twenty-six seconds late!”115Please respect copyright.PENANAJOG0Gr4G5A
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“That’s oddly specific,” I replied.115Please respect copyright.PENANAI2UxgrJOxs
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“It felt that long.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAcjnp76nzka
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“Come on, it wasn’t that long.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAMogHoAibuW
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“You made me wait for you here, alone, a young girl like me, on a train station platform. Where some creepy old men could be walking. And I am here waiting… ALONE!”115Please respect copyright.PENANA650CLMAu8q
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“But there aren’t any creepy old men walking around?”115Please respect copyright.PENANAOSAS7XnU1y
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“There are still some possibilities!”115Please respect copyright.PENANAyuRvX2CJJG
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“I was just ten minutes late.”115Please respect copyright.PENANA9PBxd2cBIc
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“That’s long enough! And it felt longer than that.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAYPbR6lk6Wm
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I sighed. “Alright, I’m sorry.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAxIimth5EnM
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“I don’t feel any sincerity from that apology,” she said.115Please respect copyright.PENANAIm4RP4rSmD
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“I’ll buy you a pudding next Monday as my sincerest apology.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAQssifv2jnu
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“Good. I don’t want the ones they sell in the cafeteria. I want the one sold at 7/11.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAxLt66oS2Wi
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“That’s—”115Please respect copyright.PENANA0HSpTsgBQw
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“I said it, you buy it. Done.” Mika gave me another sharp stare.115Please respect copyright.PENANAj4cqiq3kBj
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“Oookay,” I said reluctantly.115Please respect copyright.PENANAA3d17ZTByX
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“Let’s go,” Mika gestured for us to move. She walked first and ended up in front of me. I walked fast until I caught up beside her, then I matched her speed.115Please respect copyright.PENANAxhqj8sg7VD
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I glanced over at her. She started smiling as she muttered a chant to herself as we exited the train station.115Please respect copyright.PENANATsTIi3xGvU
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9:07 pm.115Please respect copyright.PENANAHoZvK9vYtM
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Mika continued to chant while we walked.115Please respect copyright.PENANAq3SddvdEqG
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“Pudding~, pudding~.” Her smile got wider the more she chanted.115Please respect copyright.PENANAWXFW5jvpje
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“You’re too into pudding, you know,” I taunted her.115Please respect copyright.PENANAq4HW573x9U
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Sharp Mika eyes appeared from their corner. “Are you calling me fat?”115Please respect copyright.PENANAQA216JhER1
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“That’s not what I said.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAUWo4QTsFWj
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“That’s what you implied.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAW398DgpszY
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“Then maybe you need to go on a diet.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAPN9VcaNER0
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“YOU, go on a diet, you’re 2 whole kilograms heavier than me.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAYsI5H43Imz
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“Sh-shut up!” I almost covered her mouth with my hand but she was quick to step back.115Please respect copyright.PENANACX9jPb8rz5
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She smirked at me.115Please respect copyright.PENANAS3jlJ2skFb
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“You’re slow, must be because of all that fat.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAfcTnjoG2lB
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“I am not fat, excuse me. And besides, I’m two kilos heavier than you because I am taller.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAuXc2asmf9G
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“Hey! Height doesn’t have anything to do with it, and you’re only three inches taller!”115Please respect copyright.PENANAvUjWM7tEQg
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“Three inches is still three inches. Admit it, you’re just short.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAwnInXXsZaU
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“It is not that significant!”115Please respect copyright.PENANAIW1aUK91Or
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“It is, though.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAjBbtFX0g5v
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“I am not that short!”115Please respect copyright.PENANAF08e7b4ocx
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We stared at each other. Then we both laughed.115Please respect copyright.PENANAsTW9nwqovu
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“Seriously, I am not that short,” Mika said after we caught our breath from laughing.115Please respect copyright.PENANAtW6RVdN8qR
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I giggled and winked at her. Mika pouted briefly but then smiled.115Please respect copyright.PENANA3p5qI68BJE
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We continued to walk, side by side.115Please respect copyright.PENANAPJKWfbqmkZ
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The street had become dark. And flickers of light, along with the shadows of bugs that were constantly hitting themselves on the bulb of the street light, were the only illumination that filled the night. I looked up at the sky. The moon was hidden. Then the night breeze started blowing into my skin that was not used to the cold, and now exposed to the air that suddenly embraced it. I covered myself. Mika just kept walking.115Please respect copyright.PENANAKVfQdXja5g
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“Too cold?” Mika asked.115Please respect copyright.PENANAExJJQtZ9IC
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“It’s still May after all,” I answered.115Please respect copyright.PENANAb77zzfIgYz
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Quiet occupied around us for a moment. The sounds of our shoes stepping onto the concrete, next. I bathed myself in this silence that I hadn’t had for quite a while, which felt like longer than quite a while. Like almost the whole month of May. But it was nice to know that at least, I was given a chance before the end of the month for this kind of occasion. This kind of comfort.115Please respect copyright.PENANAjoouxuRehn
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I moved my head slightly to where Mika was. Not to look at her but to free my eyes from all the stress I’d been having and cover it with nostalgia instead. Although the neighborhood mostly had houses with walls, and all my eyes saw were these concrete walls, these concrete walls carried memories that I had since I was a kid.115Please respect copyright.PENANAlGY2tfx4xT
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Then I noticed.115Please respect copyright.PENANAmdy1uF1PrI
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Mika had been holding her bag by the handle instead of using the shoulder strap like I did. She used two of her hands and her grip was tight.115Please respect copyright.PENANAvv90QTyE1i
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I looked at her.115Please respect copyright.PENANAv3JTlQggOZ
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“Are you okay?” I asked.115Please respect copyright.PENANA1pslzjMcgN
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Mika looked at me, stared into my eyes briefly and then resumed looking at the street. Her face was covered with worry. I was getting a little confused since we were just having a great time earlier. It was just banter, and it wasn’t like we were fighting. And we laughed too.115Please respect copyright.PENANAqvaxJ3s2lG
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“You know, I haven’t apologized to you yet,” Mika finally said.115Please respect copyright.PENANAxpN5r2I5Qe
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“For calling me fat?” I smiled. “It’s okay, I called you short so we’re even now.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAc4O8Zb4OwU
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“No, not that.” I thought she was going to be defensive, but she was mostly quiet. “I was talking about what happened yesterday… on the rooftop.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAHs79asxISd
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I almost forgot about that.115Please respect copyright.PENANAQ85GzOj7bf
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I opened my mouth, but before I could say anything, Mika continued.115Please respect copyright.PENANA9E64jZ2JwN
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“I know you’re probably going to say I should not apologize, but I think I should. I still think I was right when I was preventing you from going to that guy’s apartment alone. But.. I shouldn’t have said what I said after that…”115Please respect copyright.PENANAmqLkCEoKf1
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“That I was not going to pass no matter what?” I told her. Gently. Teasingly. But not accusatory.115Please respect copyright.PENANAUarLvBi7Zw
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My eyes never left her when she stopped walking. I took a step twice before my body could stop after I noticed. I was in front of her. But she was still looking down. She looked up and stared into my eyes. Then dropped her head low.115Please respect copyright.PENANAZAxRGZt1On
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“I’m sorry… I’m really sorry,” Mika said.115Please respect copyright.PENANAbhSIGVTMTp
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I walked toward Mika and carefully pushed her shoulders to lift her up from her bow. My hands stayed on top of them when she finally stood straight.115Please respect copyright.PENANA7RK0e6Ixbb
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“You don’t have to. You were not wrong after all,” I assured her.115Please respect copyright.PENANALBcUWTI1Go
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“But still—”115Please respect copyright.PENANAui8AFUPGBt
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“I mean, even I agreed with you at that moment, you know.” I giggled. “Besides, no one knows what’s really going to happen.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAUeQV0FUZz0
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I looked at her but she didn't seem convinced. So I sighed.115Please respect copyright.PENANA5hG21BSt4j
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“Fine, I forgive you,” I said. “So stop stalling us so we can finally go home.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAK9Y2bLZGPa
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I smiled at her.115Please respect copyright.PENANAy8Xxa4X9Ig
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“I was not stalling,” Mika said, and she smiled as well.115Please respect copyright.PENANADan99TGaF2
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I let her walk first before I caught up beside her.115Please respect copyright.PENANAfGUUhzo213
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“But didn’t you find him scary?” Mika asked.115Please respect copyright.PENANAksvIEPBmfK
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I thought about it for a bit. “...Yeah, he was scary, alright,” I answered. “But you know, if I kept getting scared, I wouldn’t be able to concentrate on studying. He’s the one teaching me, after all.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAgJD15yOQDD
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“Yes, but… I always thought he was a delinquent. Since… the first day of school. He showed up with a bandage patched on his cheek and some bruises on his neck. It was horrifying, and Hina was terrified too. She didn’t talk the whole day,” Mika continued.115Please respect copyright.PENANAFwHs8segyX
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I remember all that but… “He had bruises on his neck? I didn’t know. How did you see?” I asked Mika.115Please respect copyright.PENANArEw4RqTBzw
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“Well, I was sitting at the front when the teacher introduced him as a transfer student. I kind of got startled by his bandage patch that I accidentally looked at his neck, and then I saw them,” Mika explained.115Please respect copyright.PENANAVtRqZ9eJF4
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“Hmm? The neck?”115Please respect copyright.PENANAlkixC34dQM
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“Don’t make it weird.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAUjaV2LgYc9
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I giggled.115Please respect copyright.PENANAzZHKvaLZeO
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“It’s not funny,” Mika said, finally back to her usual self.115Please respect copyright.PENANApwkPOVaUEY
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“You know, Hina told me this morning that there’s a lot of difference between knowing someone, talking to them, and not caring at all,” I said. “I thought about what she said and it never really occurred to me at that time what she meant.” I paused. “But I thought, just being able to talk to Kuroiwa is enough to make me separate him from the rumors and all.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAasL3HjZgNr
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“Do you mean, you are not scared of him anymore?”115Please respect copyright.PENANAtvvK9B8cJG
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“Not really… I mean, I figured out later that talking to someone wasn’t enough to actually not be scared of them. But I figured out that the rumors weren’t true because of it.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAb7CiWcIzO3
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“So you’re intending to know more about him?”115Please respect copyright.PENANAmKvMEQFQzo
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I do.115Please respect copyright.PENANAiQUUleSjKh
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I kept it in my thoughts. I wanted to know more about him, but only to become more familiar with him. I was just afraid of him this afternoon, but I also saw the invisible warmth inside that ramen shop. His eyes never gazed at it, his ears never heard it, and his hands never touched it. But that warmth still existed.115Please respect copyright.PENANALnvRBRFbRQ
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Yet, doubts still lingered in my mind, filled by clusters of imagination that I was trying to navigate. The exit wasn’t open, but it didn’t mean it would stay closed forever. That was why all I could do was to keep moving forward, and maybe, if I knew him better, those thoughts would get erased and leave a picture inside my canvas of trust.115Please respect copyright.PENANAhwsEwlXvJv
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“I chose to believe in him,” I said.115Please respect copyright.PENANAY4dCWG1zRn
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“Is that so?” Mika sighed. “You’re so impulsive sometimes.”115Please respect copyright.PENANADCCHwCzxwe
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“What do you mean?”115Please respect copyright.PENANAG2cuVFfeuE
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“What I mean is that you always just decide before you even think.”115Please respect copyright.PENANACQWNP2YrGK
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“I-I thought of it, I mean, I really did.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAp62wa82LTr
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“Really?”115Please respect copyright.PENANAhRqe3aOtiJ
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“I mean, ask me what a quadratic equation is.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAQSYN3svd2k
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Mika looked at me. She wasn’t convinced.115Please respect copyright.PENANAUuu9iFdid3
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“Okay, so what is a quadratic equation?” she asked.115Please respect copyright.PENANAW31N5GdRi1
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“A quadratic equation is an equation that has an X squared with a number beside it that’s not zero. Plus or minus an X with any number on it. Plus or minus any number. Equal to any number. Oh, and if the number beside the X and the one after it are 0, I don’t need to write them.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAv6lTI5UEte
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Mika lifted an eyebrow. “Well, technically you're not wrong, but that's not what the textbook said.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAWlwrY0s5EX
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“But I understood it perfectly,” I said. “Wait a second, then.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAADgwvUs8WC
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I stopped walking and stood under a street light, then I started digging inside my bag. I took out a notebook and a pen, then flipped the back cover of the notebook. I began to write.115Please respect copyright.PENANAwczhMVepJk
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X2 - 6X + 4 = 0115Please respect copyright.PENANAcrZABTmnyC
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I showed her.115Please respect copyright.PENANAJQEv4hBVXS
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“This is a quadratic equation,” I explained.115Please respect copyright.PENANA6O35i2bemW
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“Yes, it is,” she said nonchalantly.115Please respect copyright.PENANAFWRxma2Uz3
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“See this X squared here? If the equation starts with it, then it’s a quadratic equation, right?”115Please respect copyright.PENANAdwKlryRJCd
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“I agree, but not every time it is.”115Please respect copyright.PENANADcRxX3jhht
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“Yes, like if the number beside X squared is 0, then it is not a quadratic equation.”115Please respect copyright.PENANA6CNx4wDQTf
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“Mhm.” Mika closed her eyes and nodded.115Please respect copyright.PENANAq69LtQ0IzS
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I was getting impatient as she seemed not convinced.115Please respect copyright.PENANAfBuZF2Z5ni
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“But that’s not the only way to find out,” I said. “Even if an equation starts with an X squared, even if the number beside it is not zero, it could still not be a quadratic equation.”115Please respect copyright.PENANA3zpRy80Gkh
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Mika opened her eyes. She opened them wide.115Please respect copyright.PENANAR8oqyavHBx
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“Huh?”115Please respect copyright.PENANAf2Hr5XNN9Q
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Then it clicked with me.115Please respect copyright.PENANAYs6SBIyWHg
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“Hmm? You don’t know?” I teased her. I put up a smirk, feeling a bit superior since, for the first time, I knew something that she didn’t know. “Should I tell you? Hmm? Hmm?”115Please respect copyright.PENANAwtTNCLdinT
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Mika bit her lip. She opened her mouth, closed it, but in the end, she couldn’t resist asking.115Please respect copyright.PENANAJx04YCHw5G
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“What is the other way?” Mika asked.115Please respect copyright.PENANACOdvI5Kivh
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“Well,” I said, and wrote an addition on the equation. “If it’s like this, then the equation is not in its standard form.”115Please respect copyright.PENANA6eUlDIJHXN
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I showed it to Mika.115Please respect copyright.PENANAOvVF9FO8RE
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“Or like this,” I continued. I wrote another variation of the equation, then again showed it to Mika.115Please respect copyright.PENANAtUN2SFpnQu
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“Which do you think is not a quadratic equation?” My voice was smug.115Please respect copyright.PENANAuPgEggHnlr
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“Wait, what do you mean by standard form?” Mika asked.115Please respect copyright.PENANA6GK8VxIheY
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“Eh? You don’t know?”115Please respect copyright.PENANA85pRAq1hvK
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“It’s not in the textbook!”115Please respect copyright.PENANA8F4wc5IZ9l
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“It is though.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAH4l6jOgz2f
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Mika bit her lip again. She was not liking how this was going, I could tell.115Please respect copyright.PENANAOeEqOUEjYy
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“Fine, it is, but I just didn’t get that far yet.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAm4V3kEhpfn
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“Don’t worry, Mr. Tanaka will teach us this on Monday,” I told Mika.115Please respect copyright.PENANActDWguHraF
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Mika closed her eyes. She was frowning. Then she sighed and opened her eyes.115Please respect copyright.PENANA0YaVcDZCr4
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“Okay, you win. Just tell me,” Mika said.115Please respect copyright.PENANAdY9pXDl2t4
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I giggled.115Please respect copyright.PENANAHQWeB1XVI2
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“Standard form is the original form of the equation. Like this.” I showed her the original equation again. “And if it’s not like the default form, then it is not in its standard form.”115Please respect copyright.PENANA0pEUlW1Brb
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“Then how can you make it into the standard form?”115Please respect copyright.PENANAIvfTyNUsZ9
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“By simplifying it.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAwfRVBJn19b
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“How?”115Please respect copyright.PENANAhxfADQUgbh
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“Combining the same expressions.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAvXD6EI4SmG
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Mika paused for a second, tilted her head, and touched it with her fist while she crossed her arm to support the elbow of her other arm.115Please respect copyright.PENANAuM8mUPa1Fn
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A few seconds had passed.115Please respect copyright.PENANAVNx0ZCuNjb
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“Give me your notebook,” she said, finally.115Please respect copyright.PENANAPffP2H84IW
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I handed her my notebook and my pen. Then I went beside her and she started simplifying the variation of the equation I made.115Please respect copyright.PENANASOWVnKXlAw
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“That’s one,” Mika counted.115Please respect copyright.PENANAAqfocg1jGc
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“That’s two, was I right?” Mika looked at me when she asked.115Please respect copyright.PENANAOTp28k8eHw
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“...Uh, yeah,” I said, hesitantly.115Please respect copyright.PENANAmdKllIQF94
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“I see. Then… according to the textbook, the second equation isn’t a quadratic equation. I think I understand it now.”115Please respect copyright.PENANA6dwsGzRUzV
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The feelings of superiority were starting to fade. Erased. Trampled. Gone. I could not believe how fast she was able to understand it.115Please respect copyright.PENANAHMhMqS4lZe
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“You learned all this from Kuroiwa?” Mika asked.115Please respect copyright.PENANAehalt3nXok
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“Yes,” I answered. “He explained it to me five times until I understood it.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAvGtXW5txC1
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It was actually fifteen times. And we started from the very beginning every time I didn’t understand.115Please respect copyright.PENANAvvd4t3yckA
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I felt embarrassed. How could I feel academically superior against a literal honor student? If I could melt right now, I should.115Please respect copyright.PENANAfvcEosPvxy
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“It’s quite impressive actually,” Mika said, suddenly. Her eyes were still glued to the notebook. “You were able to learn all of this in just one night.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5uDvwJGw0
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“Well, it wasn’t without a lot of trying,” I replied.115Please respect copyright.PENANAZwUaLCpHn5
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“What about linear equations?”115Please respect copyright.PENANA0muG7pWErk
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I choked on the air and started coughing. Pretending to cough at least.115Please respect copyright.PENANAovUHFFVoYv
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Linear equation… uhh… linear equation. I didn’t know anything about linear equations. All Kuroiwa taught me was about quadratic ones. What is a linear equation?115Please respect copyright.PENANAMz79oOZei8
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I wanted to ask. But then I remembered something Kuroiwa had said before we separated.115Please respect copyright.PENANAxPog0gegVu
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Check your notes for the other parts we didn’t cover. All I taught you tonight were the most important ones since I anticipate where most of the points of the math exam would come from. The past lessons, you still need to review them yourself since we don’t have much time.115Please respect copyright.PENANAnfVqJC8RKH
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I covered my face with both my hands. And that also reminded me why I was late, because Kuroiwa had to walk me to the station. I said he didn’t have to, but….115Please respect copyright.PENANAcQqm45aOdE
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You’re in my care at the moment, so I am responsible for your safety.115Please respect copyright.PENANAPdbPGTyImh
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I screamed… internally.115Please respect copyright.PENANANsuVFI7joU
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“You still don’t know?” Mika asked me.115Please respect copyright.PENANAkQqlPR1L2l
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I nodded. Two slow nods.115Please respect copyright.PENANAm85FrnTpri
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Mika smiled. Warm. It wasn’t like the smirk I showed her earlier.115Please respect copyright.PENANAO5TeOOtkPS
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Now I was feeling more ashamed. Ugh.
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“You’re stalling,” she said. “Let’s go.”115Please respect copyright.PENANARmF7WipUqU
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We started walking again. I looked up at the sky. The moon was still not there.115Please respect copyright.PENANAM5bjdTedcg
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“It’s actually incredible,” Mika said, “that he was able to teach you all that in just a few hours. When I spent an entire week teaching you about linear equations. And yet you still don’t understand.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAsdafovgqP8
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I bit my lip and I smiled awkwardly then I hid the smile under my chin.115Please respect copyright.PENANAnF947fR0Ru
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“And that’s maybe why you chose to believe him,” Mika continued. I lifted my head and looked at her. “It’s because he knew what he was doing, and we didn’t.”115Please respect copyright.PENANA4a4bsc8ZtI
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“I trust you more,” I said, my eyes emitted a certain worry.115Please respect copyright.PENANAT5d5HRUbq1
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“I know, and I didn’t say that because I want you to pity me.” She frowned and flicked me between my eyebrows.115Please respect copyright.PENANASD9Jy6yWDT
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“Ow!”115Please respect copyright.PENANAG7Ungb0An0
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“It’s just that… maybe I was wrong… maybe I was wrong about him.” Mika looked up into the sky. “There is no moon today,” she said.115Please respect copyright.PENANA68QUHhdhT9
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A few minutes more and we were about to reach our homes. Her house was next to mine and it had been like that as far as I could remember.115Please respect copyright.PENANAyspqxHqnH7
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I stared at where she was staring and thought of the words she had just said.115Please respect copyright.PENANAn3QN3UrKcH
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“We all did,” I said to her, still looking up.115Please respect copyright.PENANAiwf2gbQnTT
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But I knew she smiled.115Please respect copyright.PENANA8bIKvcadAp
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9:15 pm.115Please respect copyright.PENANAEpzWxDPx1r
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“I’m home!” I announced myself by the entrance of the house. I was busy removing my shoes when Mom came out from the living room.115Please respect copyright.PENANA1QuN9zjYen
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“You’re late,” Mom said as soon as she saw me. She sounded like she was about to lecture me but then, she turned her eyes toward the one who was beside me.115Please respect copyright.PENANAgE9B665oqy
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“Good evening,” Mika greeted Mom. “Excuse me for intruding.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAxyEncpzYLE
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“Oh, you’re here, Mika. Come in.” Mom’s voice sounded delighted.115Please respect copyright.PENANAflzhW9H2DB
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Is she more glad to see Mika than me?115Please respect copyright.PENANATXON5tvQvl
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“Sorry we were late, exams were about to start soon and we had Hina to help us study.” Perfect excuse from Mika. I gave her a wink because she did not stutter this time unlike when we were still outside the house earlier. But she nudged me with her elbow and hit me in the ribs.115Please respect copyright.PENANAMHvnlXTiYS
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I closed my eyes. Took a deep breath. Then continued to take off my shoes as I eyed her menacingly. I knew she didn’t like lying but she didn’t need to hit me that hard.115Please respect copyright.PENANAKPRsPKUnoq
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After we were done, we headed to the living room, which also connected to our dining room and kitchen. At the dining table, I saw a portion of meat and potato stew in a bowl with a plastic cover around it. Mika and I sat at the dining table. Mom sat on the sofa in front of the television. She was watching some drama I hadn’t watched for about a week. I was curious about where the story was now when my Mom asked before I could.115Please respect copyright.PENANAoNIi0C2y2N
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“Have you eaten yet?” Mom asked.115Please respect copyright.PENANAiSRFTxIw6y
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I looked at the covered dish but it wasn’t tempting enough. After all, I had already eaten.115Please respect copyright.PENANAD26NYk7ukR
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“We already ate,” I answered but someone kicked my foot. I opened my mouth at the suspect while I rubbed my shin. “What are you doing, Mika?” I whispered. But my whisper had sharpness in it.115Please respect copyright.PENANAaSow0TN4LY
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“I haven’t eaten yet,” Mika whispered back.115Please respect copyright.PENANABkd5BsDm7m
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“Then go eat at your house.”115Please respect copyright.PENANA5SMJwi5kan
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“Mom went on a weekend vacation with her friends and Dad is going to be late.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAnvja54e4VX
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“How about your big brother?”115Please respect copyright.PENANAk2Ylc4HIC8
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“He doesn’t know how to cook. You want me to eat cup noodles when your Mom’s cooking is better?”115Please respect copyright.PENANAn92DRdLLAD
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I conceded. I sighed and turned toward my Mom.115Please respect copyright.PENANAjHLvF45lEb
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“Mom, Mika is still hungry. We already ate but she still wants to eat more.” I looked at Mika afterwards. Her eyes were wide open. I felt her kick coming and I was able to avoid it.115Please respect copyright.PENANAtrqAdCVNTs
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“Is that so?” Mom said as she stood and walked toward the kitchen.115Please respect copyright.PENANAozqbPLsNue
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Mika was preparing for another kick but my Mom approaching us prevented her from unleashing it. I stuck out my tongue a little toward her. She looked away instead.115Please respect copyright.PENANArDkp4ABIvr
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Mom took the bowl sitting on the dining table and put it into the microwave. Then she took another bowl and filled it with rice from the rice cooker.115Please respect copyright.PENANAY4xweXSnV4
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“So, how’s your Mom?” Mom asked Mika while still waiting for the dish to heat up from the microwave. Mom leaned by the counter to look and talk with her.115Please respect copyright.PENANAjKjFp4Asom
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“She’s okay,” Mika answered. She sounded stiff. “She just went on a weekend trip with her work friends today. She said she’s coming home on Sunday.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAzr4ht2QHvF
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“Hmm… How about your Dad?”115Please respect copyright.PENANA9XWCLY1s4H
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“He’s okay.” Mika’s voice was getting even more stiff. ”He was very busy at the university today. He said he would work until night today and probably go home around eleven P.M.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAe68wtjSpKZ
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I snorted quietly. The way she answered both questions was mechanically the same. Like how she sounded when a teacher asked her a question during class, but more nervous and less dignified. She clearly was still shaken by the fact that she lied to my Mom when we were still at the entrance.115Please respect copyright.PENANAXV59Y137MG
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I felt Mika’s stare. Sharp.115Please respect copyright.PENANAQS8Nrg1zLJ
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“It’s nice that they’re doing well.” Mom continued. “Well, I haven’t really seen them that much lately.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAdPnyR1j1q1
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“Ah,” Mika tried to sound less monotonous this time but she still failed in the end. “Well, they have been very busy lately, and during the weekends they mostly come home late. Mom tries to come home early to cook for me and my brother, but sometimes she can't come home in time.”115Please respect copyright.PENANABQqYX7SYXI
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“Is that so? Well, can you tell your Mom that whenever she’s free, I’m inviting her to go to that salon we went to last time? I’ve been meaning to go but I needed someone to go with.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAo7dj1IdieA
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“Can’t you just call her or text her, Mom?” I asked an obvious question trying to be witty.115Please respect copyright.PENANADnSDYosnD1
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My Mom turned to me to answer my witty question. “Talking in person is more important than talking on the phone,” she said.115Please respect copyright.PENANAHSMYjm42Pb
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“But you’re using Mika as a messenger.” I wittily replied.115Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6Prwy1HVG
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“That’s not the point.” Mom sounded a bit defensive. I giggled a bit. “Speaking of phones, you should’ve called me when you were planning to be late.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAESmecgaRXr
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My smile faded. I didn’t feel witty anymore.115Please respect copyright.PENANAhV0CfoAmz9
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I looked at Mika. She smirked.115Please respect copyright.PENANA9hfkWPbjxa
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“I agree,” Mika said, sounding less flat and sounding more smug, which I didn’t appreciate at all and I proved it to her with my eyes. “She never calls even when you tell her to.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAVuIUwAHO2z
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“Right?” Mom said. “No matter how many times you remind this girl, she always forgets.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAb6gwRbZovA
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“I am being unfairly teamed up here,” I said. I put my head on top of the dining table. Forehead kissing wood. I sighed.115Please respect copyright.PENANAdHfvmDQyV5
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“Listen,” Mom continued the lecture, “I am not trying to be strict with you, but you have to understand as well that people get worried about you. I didn’t buy you a cellphone just to be a decoration. I bought it so you could reach out to us whenever it's needed.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAFqBJAjPUjS
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My Mom’s voice was calm. But her tone had already adapted to being a parent, lecturing like a professor. It’s not like I don’t understand what she was saying. It was just that sometimes I got into the moment of what I was doing that I genuinely forgot. Like tonight, I was so focused on studying and wanting to pass the upcoming exam that I failed to message her.115Please respect copyright.PENANAY6rbxQGP3X
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I sighed in defeat.115Please respect copyright.PENANAcWWzphCIhQ
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“I’m sorry,” I muttered into the dining table. I didn’t move for a few seconds then I decided to sit straight. Slowly. “Where’s Ruri, by the way?” I asked.115Please respect copyright.PENANAr6kpP1nj9I
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“Look at her, she’s just now remembering Rurika after getting scolded,” Mom commented. “She already went to sleep.”115Please respect copyright.PENANAtbOu97yLPJ
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My face dropped back onto the table. The table was comfortable. The table was my friend.115Please respect copyright.PENANAkfaD6jcs9s
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“I’m sorry,” I muttered for the second time.115Please respect copyright.PENANAHPnB2CRbvM
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The microwave timer went off. I turned my head to look inside the kitchen. Mom turned off the microwave, carefully taking out the bowl of meat and potato stew while wearing a mitten. I looked up toward Mika, and she looked a bit uncomfortable because of the lecture. I heard Mom start walking towards us and when she reached us, she placed the bowl of rice in front of Mika together with the dish.115Please respect copyright.PENANAU606Qdxbu4
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“Sorry, you have to hear all of that,” Mom said to Mika. “Just forget about it and eat, okay?”115Please respect copyright.PENANAotZaDmDMmq
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“Yes, thank you,” Mika replied.115Please respect copyright.PENANArvCVwtH0qw
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I, on the other hand, was waiting to get back to the comforts of my bed.


