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Baby sat on my belly playing with his small toys: “Papa, why does this yellow duck never sunk?” I said: “It’s made of plastic and filled with air inside; unless its broken otherwise it always float and not sunk.” Baby shook his head: “Yellow duck has a layer of oily in her feather, she has also web between her toes; she kept swimming so never sunk.” I stared: “You are not saying the yellow duck in your hand?” Baby weave his yellow duck and smile cunningly: “Have I asked for this yellow duck?”
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Baby threw the yellow away, and move his little hands in the water of the bathtub, he turned around and picked up the small towel, kept moving the towel on my chest like cleaning. He asked: “Papa, why you didn’t print a yellow duck? Yellow duck was cute, yours with only green, not brightness, not colourness.” I have a look on the Phoenix, I thought for a while said: “This is the wedding token of Papa and Mama. I tattooed a Phoenix and Mama tattooed a Wolf. Phoenix is Mama’s birth animal symbolic and Wolf is Papa’s birth animal symbolic. They are witness of the known of Papa and Mama ”
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Baby waved with his hands happily: “Papa, soak in winter is the number one thing in Winter, do you agree. Even not feeling cold with no clothes. We should have to soak everyday, if you promise me for that, I will take bath everyday.” I smiled: “It will kill you if bath daily. Half an hour ago, who cried and yelled, fight and not allow me to take his clothes off. Someone has said, he would sure hate the one who took his clothes off. ” Baby heard my complained, he swing my head with his arms: “This is all because I hate winter. Let me eat the grill pork chop with you everyday, later when I as strong as you, I would not hate winter anymore.”
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After we have taken long enough time in the warm water, I help him dried up and clothes on, he jumped off on floor and ran out, he stopped and turned his head: “Papa when will you print Mickey on me? My animal symbolic was mice.”
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I looked at Uncle Tusen, he took a small plastic bag from his coat’s pocket. He took a small sheet of aluminum foil, he pour something on; he gripped a matches box in mouth and lit on the candle. He moved the foil on the fire and boiled, kept moving his head to follow the grey smoke.
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I looked at Uncle Tong who twisted a rubber tube on his own arm, he pour something onto a teaspoon, added in a bit water and mixed them with his fingers. He put a syringe on the liquid, after I saw blood came out from his arms, he already injected them all into his body.
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Someone slap on my back, I turn around and King Keung’s there. King Keung’s took a smoke and said: “Tomorrow, you now come and join us. You should enjoy life like me, have a good smoke with a good drug, happy life no more than that.” I said: “King Keung, thank you so much for take care of me these days, but I wouldn’t take such things. As in the TV showed, it just hurt us.” King Keung softly knock on my head: “Hey boy. I just describe my happy life, and not yours; that not what you should enjoy. You could see Uncle Tong and Uncle Tsuen, they had already relied on it. There is no chance to get rid of it, they are not candy; once try even return.”
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I looked at Uncle Tong and Uncle Tsuen, they just laid and slept on floor, with worriless on their face. I looked at King Keung, and hardly said: “Well, all well. I know well, King Keung, let talk again those later. Anything I could help today? I feeling not good for just sit and eat.”
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King Keung smiled: “OK, OK. You help me to arrange the girls for works, buy them the lunch, and arrange them back after works.” King Keung hand me with a few bank notes: “If anyone of them you like, just have fun with her. You have to hold your bad temper, those men paid for the girls, there must be something unpleasant. You are not strong nor fighter, don’t get involve in; it is stupid to be hurt for that.”
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I bit on my lips: “King Keung, I know then. I would not argue with them again. Anyhow I must protect those girls, if there is anything happen, I will sure fight with those guys.” King Keung soft knock on my head, gave me another few bank notes: “Take it easy boy, take care of yourself is more important. Here some money for you, to buy a few books. If you like, you could take a night-school; it just ten minutes walk, you could back easily if things happened.” I took the money: “Thank you so much. I wouldn’t take school anymore, even then I have no chance to Britain. My mind is clear, I rather get some money, to give the chance of study for the younger brother and sister. In future, when they grow up, I could then afford them for Britain.”
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King Keung said: “Alright, Tomorrow is now a big boy. OK, go works with the girls, start work earlier, leave works earlier.”
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Once I turned around and opened the doors, lots of girls crowded by me. “Tomorrow, you are late. I am hungry, I work only after I have the lunch.” “Tomorrow, my period has came early; I couldn’t work these days, I help you to do those clean-up.” “Tomowrrow…..” “Tomorrow…. ”
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A hand twist sharply on my ear and shouted: “You all fuck off. Fuck the way out from Tomorrow.” I rubbed on my painful ear and looked at the girl of this hand’s twist: “Winnie, clam down. They were just joking with me. Don’t make argue, you push away the God of Wealth, King Keung will again scold and hit you gals.”
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I tried soften Winnie and wave hands to others for their moving. When we walked down onto the street, I saw those neighbours whispering. I say Hi to them: “Good morning, Aunt Tsuen; you are on the way school with Tiny?” “Good Morning Uncle Tong, you are always on time for the buses.” “Good morning to all of us, hope us all with a Bright and Smooth day.”
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Aunt Tsuen walk by me: “Tomorrow, you are a good boy. You should have a job, and not join with those hookers and drug-user.” I still not yet reply, Winnie in my arms yell and shouted: “Aunt Tsuen, oldies is never a reason for rumor; there is no reason for Tomorrow leaving. Tomorrow must work with us. He is the best, if it is other, we will suffer a lot of hurt and rape.” Winnie started her complaining: “Tomorrow, you got to have a firm mind; never taking other suggestion, not even Aunt Tsuen.” She continued: “Why you looked at Susie’s boobs in this morning, you have kept that for long time? You could look at mine, and not others. If you need more, I am available also.” “You always refuse me, and said we must wait till our weddings. I need it today, if you refuse again, I will ran onto the busy road.”
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I whisper and tried to soften Winnie, and push others keep going. I hand in Winnie’s arm: “My problem, all are my problems. I am bad, I shouldn’t look at Susie this morning. I will look at you all today.” Winnie curve her lips and twist my ear: “Not just today. You could only look at me only.” Winnie take my hand onto her chest: “Do you have the desire, if you desire I am available. I will ask also with King Keung, to allow us stay together at night. Or even let him charge higher margin. You together make such request, King Keung treat you not bad, he will grant us.”
When we walked to the building, I hand in Winnie’s arm and walked upstairs: “Alright, I will ask King Keung to allow us stay together at night, I could offer him to get involve the drug selling.” Winnie put her head on my shoulder: “Tomorrow, do you have any girl-friend. Could I being your girl-friend. I don’t mind even if you have, I would be fine where you just spare some times with me. If you have the desire, I am available. Susie, Shelly were witches, expose their body to charm you. You shouldn’t look at theirs, I have all they have. If you need have that desire, I am here for you; if you worry I am dirty, I could help you by my mouth.”
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I hug Winnie to sit down, comb her hair softly: “Winnie, we know each other only on yesterday. I really haven’t looked at them, I dare not to look at any of you, you all just kept trick on me.”
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I heard Winnie just whispering: “Tomorrow, I know you love me. I know you come from our past life, I must have lost you once, this time I will tied us tight. I will never let you go. You are the only one who treat me such warm and loveliness. Yesterday, when I am in the room hurt by the man; I screamed and you rush coming in. I never forgot when you pull him up and your punch, your punch was so charming. Do you still pain? You never fight and being a Hero, this is dangerous, never do that again. That was our works, we all sound like that; all are not real, man coming for that, they pay tips when they are happy. More tips, more money saving; we could be together earlier.”
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Winnie was fell asleep. I looked at her, I put off my jacket onto her, I lean near her ear: “Winnie, I couldn’t change everything which has happened, I couldn’t assure what tomorrow will be happened. Start from this moment, for each seconds of my passing, I will protect you, take care of you, and would never leave you down. I will try hard, devote with my effort. I wishes the same like my father and mother, living in the small house, with our fatty baby; we could also move in our palace when we pass away. ” Winnie made a move, I know it was only unconscious, I lean up again: “I would never hit you, and would let any such violence happened on you. If anyone hurt you, I will hurt him back. I may not love you now, I am sure I will love you soon.”
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I lean my nose onto hers, perhaps my hair wake her up. She sneeze and wake up. She got one hand rubbing eyes, and another twist my ears: “Tomorrow, you have the desire?” She still in her face of asleep, she took off her T-shirt, she put her hand back to take off her bra: “You refuse when I offer you. You theft it, when I was asleep. You are evil.” I feel embarrassed and stop her: “Winnie, that wasn’t what I want. I just put my jacket on you. I lean my nose on yours and not willing to wake you up.” Winnie nod her head down: “You mind my dirty works.” I kept swinging my head: “This is the second day upon our met. Miss Chan told us, we could only have our baby after the wedding.” Winnie laughed: “I am not going to have baby with you; we just have sex. Number of days met was not important. Those man come at their first time, I have the same with them… ” I was a bit shocked by Winnie’s talk. May be my held on Winnie’s hand was too strong, she stuck the conversation.
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Winnie stopped for long: “Tomorrow, you have to believe in me. I have never love anyone, all other are just works. May be you couldn’t understand, sometimes nor do I. I have passed my life in this way, I couldn’t lie.” She took off her clothes and trousers and point on her body: “This, this, this, are the bites by the bastard. This is by a kick, the bastard complain my belly has lessen his fun; after his kick, I was bleeding. It was now four months, it has a devil fate; not even abort by a heavy kick. I didn’t know who is its father, everyday the man up and down; only God know who its father is. I have no answer if he ask in one day when he grow up.”
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I hold Winnie tightly: “Its mine. I am its father. You are its mother, I am its father. I wouldn’t allow anyone hurt it, I wouldn’t allow anyone hurt you.”
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Winnie nod her head up: “You are its father. Tomorrow, are you joking?” I didn’t let Winnie go: “I am its father. It is my baby. His name is Ming xiaobao. You are Mrs. Ming. Mrs Ming Winnie.” Winnie push me away, slap on me: “Tomorrow, are you crazy. You wake up. Don’t be stupid.” Winnie pointed on hers scar: “Did you see. I am dirty. Everyday with man on and off. I even didn’t know the father of the baby inside.” Winnie cried and hold me tight: “Tomorrow, you are a fuck crazy.” I gently push Winnie, I starred at her eyes: “Winnie, we have knew each other for already two days. I feel that I love you. I am fat and never been studied in Britain. If you don’t dislike me, I would be happy to be with you. We, three together be a family. Tomorrow is the father, Winnie is the mother, Xiaobao is the baby.”
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I had a strong desire, I lean and kiss Winnie, Winnie get pain by my hit, she twist my ear: “You pain my nose. Why you change sharply like this, you really desire?” She pull my belt, my face turned in red, I stopped her hand, I fasten the belt: “Winnie, I am sorry. I couldn’t hold myself and have the wishes to kiss you. I really didn’t need you.” Winnie in her pale face: “You are also liar. You have said we being family, and now it is just shit.”
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I knew I have wrongly expressed, I hold her tightly again: “Winnie, it is a mistake. I make bad expression. I have to be with you, I have to be with xiaobao; we, three living together. I just didn’t need the sex.” Winnie twisted my ear: “You need Susie, or need Shelly? Or you need them both together?” I was nervous: “Winnie, you know I easily make wrong expression. You trick me always.”
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Winnie yelled: “Susie, Shelly. Tomorrow, need yours help, he has the desire.” Susie and Shelly lifted up the curtains and put in their heads: “You and him are arguing? What’s happened?” Susie screamed: “Winnie, why you are naked? Did Tomorrow gone crazy to rape you?” I walked over and pushed them out: “Nothing happened. You all don’t make rumor.” Winnie walked over and push me away, she looked at Susie and Shelly: “I naked and offer, he refused. So I asked you to offer him help.” Susie walked by me, pull my hands on her boobs.
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Winnie screamed: “Stay away from my Tomorrow. My baby is Ming xiaobao. Its father is Ming Tin (Tomorrow).” Winnie said in an upset voice: “Susie, Shelly; you two are my best sister, you have to help monitor him. Never leave any chance to other gals, the more important, also not you two. Orelse, I will fight with you.” Susie pointed on Winnie’s belly and said: “Did he know? He is a plain white paper, know nothing; have you discuss with him.” Shelly whispered with Winnie: “Man promise everything when they desire, after cum, they count every penny. It will be an excuse for his regret.”
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I hold Winnie and said loud: “I am adult now, I know all. Winnie and I will be happy together. I, Winnie, Xiaobao; We, three will be happy together. We will have our small house, and finally move in the palace together with my parents.” Winnie hug me gently: “Susie, Shelly, you have to help, keep eyes on him; never leave chance for others. My belly grown bigger and bigger, I would be more ugly; I worry he couldn’t hold his desire.” I hug Winnie: “My belly was big too, this is couple’s looking.” Susie knocked on my head: “You are just a kid. It still too early for couple.”
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Winnie pull my head down: “Tomorrow, how old are you, which year you were born? Which chinese zodiac you are? ” Shelly laughed: “Are you marriage matching? You two look perfect, don’t worry.” I said: “I born in 1970, I don’t know what zodiac are, my mother never told me. And you, When do you born? How old are you? Which zodiac you are?” Winnie bowed her eyebrows: “You born in 1970? You are fatty, why you are not born in 1968, 1967? How come you born in 1970?” I said: “Mother bring me there at 1970, thus I born at 1970. I rather born in 1968, 1967, I could then stay with them for several more years. I could then not alone like now.” When I thought of parents, I could stop my upset and tears.
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Winnie hug me tenderly, and clean my tears: “From now-on, I am mother of xiaobao and you. I born in 1969. My Chinese zodiac was Phoneix, your Chinese zodiac was Wolf.”
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The bell ran, Susie and Shelly knock me and Winnie: “Let’s start work. If we couldn’t get enough count, we will be in big trouble tonight.” Winnie push me out from the room, I saw her dress up, I said: “Winnie, you have to take care of yourself, if there is anything, just shout. I am there, I will rush in to protect you.” Winnie in a sad smile: “I am pregnant, do not have much appointing, your worry too much. You should go downstairs and not staying there, while I works, I do not want you to be there.”
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Susie and Shelly walk like twins, they push me out of the door: “Winnie was right. Tomorrow, we are hungry; may be you could help us to buy a few boxes of fast food.” While doors opened, there is another man walk in, I heard Winnie said: “Hi, handsome. You haven’t been there for long time, I miss you so much. Let us going in and I will make you feel so right.”
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I was pushed out by Susie, I still heard Shelly: “Hi, handsome. How about twins? We have also beauty of pregnant.” My heart was slash. I feel pain on my every foot step, my blood feel empty. I lost my energy, walking down stairs of two floors seems used my life.
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After the day works, we went back to King Keung’s quarter. Before I make my request, Susie, Shelly, and Winnie brought and push King Keung into a room. They made a lot of sound, just as usual as their day works. It seems passed a few decade, a few hundred years. The curtain opened, King Keung walked out and with his hand resize the belts. He pushed me into the room. I saw there, Susie and Shelly were wearing their pants; Winnie was pouring out water from a pot, the water flow along her pussy and legs. King Keung urge them out where he need the room for a discussion with me. Susie and Shelly go over, took away the pot and help Winnie wear her pants.
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King Keung put his hand on my shoulder: “Tomorrow. They have told me, Winnie wishes to be with you, is that right?” I said instantly: “Yes, King Keung. I want to be with Winnie, Ming xiaobao together.” King Keung wide opened his eyes: “Who the hell is Ming xiaobao?” I said: “Ming xiaobao is the baby inside of Winnie.” King Keung shook his head: “Tomorrow, do you understand?” King Keung whispered again: “Tomorrow, do you understand?” I wonder: “King Keung, what should I have to understand?” King Keung sighed: “Tomorrow, you are a plain white paper. They are hookers. On their age of thirteen, they already sold themselves at the hand-playing mall, upon body built up they move to the club. They were no longer charming and thus staying there. They have sold all their soul, they have seen all you could never imagine. They were not pure anymore. Do you understand?” I still wonder: “King Keung, what should I understand?”
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King Keung said: “Tomorrow, you have to know. The girl you are sleeping with at night, she has been slept by others all the day. Those on TV are just a show.” I knee and said: “King Keung. I still not understand what you have said. I just want start from now on to protect Winnie. I wishes to protect xiaobao too. King Keung, you are the only one could help me.” King Keung kept sigh and shook his head: “Tomorrow, you are still too young.” He walked out and said loudly: “All well. Once a man get hurt, he will grow stronger when he recover.” After a few step, he walked back and sit on the sofa: “You wishes her stay away from the works, then you have to carry up her debt. From hereafter, the money I suppose she could contribute, will be carry on by you. Have you think about that, you are just a kid, how could you make money for me.” I grasp on trousers of King Keung: “King Keung, please, you help Winnie and me. I sell mine. I could sell in the hand playing mall, I could sell whatever I have. I could sell also the drug.”
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King Keung made a big knock on my head: “I have done too much devil, good things wouldn’t help me much. Her belly get bigger and bigger, her business would also get worse. You do the same, arrange the girls works, and Winnie tutor the future new comer. ” I whisper: “If then, could Winnie not working at the room.” King Keung starred at me, bowed his eyebrows, he sighed: “Alright. She could not working there. I really couldn’t understand what you are doing.” King Keung grasp out from his pocket with some bank notes, he put them on my hand: “Buy some leaves of grapefruit, bathing with it could clean away all the devil and bad luck. Get also some joss stick for her walk over. You two should prepare for a new living.”
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I grasp tight on King Keung’s leg: “King Keung, you are not tricking me?” King Keung shaking head again: “You have no money nor rich, what fun or advantage I could have for tricking you?” I bent my knee and push my forehead on ground: “King Keung, you are our saviour. I, Winnie, and Ming xiaobao, our whole family will memorize you in our life.” King Keung pull me up and give me a few more bank notes: “That’s enough. You thought we are in drama, saviour. Get go to the grocery store, you both sleep at Victory’ Inn tonight. This is your honeymoon.”
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When I went out, I saw Winnie sat there, she starred at me, I walked up her and pull her up: “Well. We go for the grocery shopping.” Winnie in her tearing red eyes, she walk gently and hand in my arms.
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When we on the way to Victory’s Inn, she stopped and asked if I fear pain. I pull my trousers up and said: “I fear most is pain. While I was a little boy, everytime I get hurt and bleeding, I will sure pain and tears.” She mad and bit my ears: “You couldn’t fear. You could tears but not fear.” I walked followed her into Steven shop, she whispered with Steven. She started took off the clothes, I was angry and shouted: “What you are doing. King Keung has promised, you never work anymore.” She walked by me, put her finger on my lip, she took off my clothes, I was fear and crossed the hands over my chest: “Winnie, what you are doing. You sell me to Steven?” She push me laid on the surgery bed, one hand over my eyes, another comb my hair, she softly whispered: “The first moment will leave you some pain, after then you will be alright. Don’t move, you have to behave, follow what I and Steven said.”
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I heard the noise of machine operating, I feel sudden pain on my chest, Winnie kiss over my ears: “Tomorrow, clam down. Be patience, it will be finished in very short time.” She kept kiss me and whispering, I rather this is a never ending scenery, rolling over and over again.
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We walked together to Victory’s Inn. In the bath tub with water and leave of grapefruit, we are both naked. Her back just on my chest, she sat on my thigh, my hands round her on her belly. She hand the water mud over me, pouring softly on me, and sometimes on herself. She turned her head and kiss on my neck, she made a breath: “I can feel it. You desire me.” I took over the mud, help pouring warm water onto her, in my face in purple red, I said: “I didn’t know why. I have never like this.”
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She move over her head kiss me, she took back the mud, she pour water on her boobs: “I have your Chinese zodiac ~ Wolf.” She pour water on my chest: “You have my Chinese zodiac ~ Phoneix.” She laid back onto my body, she turn half side, she kept kiss me and hands on my head grasping. My only memory was her whispered: “You are my Wolf. I am your Phoneix.”
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