You are My Fate
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Baby sat on his King’s rest, turn his head and said: “Papa. Why the lady sat on the bicycle would not feeling happy? Bicycle riding is one of my favour; once you ride me on, faster then uncle and aunt, I will laugh and funs. ” I and Baby were watching the Friendship Matching show, the conversartions from one of the guest, bring me with such dead-air.
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Baby hug my head: “Papa. Would you bring me, a mother from the show?” I hold him by my right hand, I stratch on my belly and said: “We all well by ourself. How come if your new mother treat you bad.” Baby shook his head: “We are well. Upon I grew up, I will go out for work; may then married and leave you home. You may lonesome, I would not feel comfort for this.” He bent and show his arm: “I am strong, no one could hurt me. If in case there is, you help me hurt them back.” He smiled in his shaking head.
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Cheung hand in the mobile:”Mr. Ming, this line is yours.”
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“Tomorrow’s speaking.” “I hope you all well, Mr. Ming. I am Cheng, from the show You Are My Fate. We plan to meet you on next Friday, and there would be some recording works. We just call and you could spare us some time.” I said: “Who you are? You Are My Fate, what it is?” Cheng said: “We are the team from the Jiangsu TV broadcast, You Are My Fate is one of our show, a popular friendship matching show. I am the team leader for your recording and interviewing.” I said: “I have watched the show, it does none matter with me. Had you made a wrong call? Or you are some cheater? I will call the police if you go ahead for such cheating thins.” Cheng said: “Mr. Ming. We are really the team from Jiangsu TV broadcast. Please don’t hang up and let me finish the conversation.”
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I said: “I give you another minute to make clear the point.” Cheng: “Mr. Ming. Our member received a letter from your son Ming xiaobao. Inside, he sincerely hope to have a new mother for his father, which is you. He worry when he go out for works, upon his marry; while watching our show you would not still being single and lonely. Our Director positively willing to accomplish this task. Firstly, xiaobao has written over ten pages to show his loves on you. The most important, he promise if we didn’t help, he will encourage the fifth grade pupils of Ming’s primary stop watching our show. ” I was shocked by Cheng’s : “Oh, Oh, my son. Mr. Cheng, I am sorry for those troubles brought by my son, please don’t take it serious. Children always practice such childish things, they just follow their mind and not rule. I will warn him when I am home tonight.”
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Cheng smile and said: “Mr. Ming, we do take it serious. Our Director believe this will be a good topic and hope you could join our show. We hope you could bring along your son to the show; you could make xiaobao’s dream come true, and could bring us a warm night too.”
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I wonder and said: “I think this is not a good idea, and I do not have the matching’s need too.” Mr. Cheng said: “I believe xiaobao wishes you happy and have a new partner. I believe in his life there is still some miss up; in his memory, you perform both mother and father duties and bring me up. He has a desire on love of his mother. In the letter, he has drawn elsewhere with a couple hand in hand with a child. In one of them, he is an angel with a bow; a fat gentleman wearing in wedding suit; a long hair lady in wedding dress but with a Question Mark on her face. On the wedding suit and wedding dress, the pattern with long chain of wording You Are My Fate. In another letter, he wrote in large words: Uncle of You Are My Fate, would you help me? Would you help my papa to match his fate.”
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Mr. Cheng stop a while: “Mr. Ming. We looked back on ours childhood, how many regrets we taken, how many missing we had. We, adult may not understand well the children. You may not have desire for a partner, you may thought a new mother for xiaobao not the best choice. Xiaobao has this dream. ”
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I made a hum. Mr. Cheng continued: “Mr. Ming. You may or may not bring xiaobao a new mother for joining us. The most important is you take serious on his desire. I believe, having his father’s attention worth more than other. If you do nothing, a regret will sure plant in his life.” I hold the cold phone: “OK. I will try. I hope you would not make his dream, to be one of a joke in his life. My only wish, he lives a happy life.”
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Cheng smiled: “We have not doubt. We will have a go through and review with you together on our tailored interview and recording. You could ensure what will broadcast on our show. The only thing which we could not control, the interacting with the other guests and audience. I thought, the worst is you fail in the matching. We are a friendship matching show, we still keep the clean and positive line, there should not have any adverse impression on xiaobao. ”
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Music was loud, Meng Fei with microphone on his hand: “Welcome our final gentleman of tonight.”
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The lift door opened, I will instruction of Mr. Cheng, walk on the T-Platform. I said with my microphone: “Good evening, Master Meng Fei, Master Huang Han, Master Tim Le. All our Ladies and friends, hope you all well.”
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Meng Fei smiled and said: “Our final gentleman, he should be the most powerful one of tonight. Let us welcome him again with our applause.” Tim LE said: “Meng, you make jokes on our powerful gentleman, that is not good.” Tim Le walked along by me and gave his hand: “I am Tim Le. I like you. You showed yourself to be a gentleman who could protect your partner.” Meng Fei shook his head said: “You showed no difference. Protecting.”
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I smiled: “Glad to see you, Master LE. I am Ming Tian, or you may call me Tomorrow.” Meng Fei said: “Tomorrow, it is a good name. Your future partner, could always have a good Tomorrow.” Meng Fei brought a fun mood, he make a stop: “Well. We have to follow the follow. Tomorrow, would you please briefing introduce yourself for us.” Tim Le smiled: “OK, tomorrow. Then we could have a drink tonight, and wait the brief till tomorrow.” Audience just laughed. Huang Han smiled: “I couldn’t stay. Tomorrow’s look so nice, gentle and polite. You two behave like a kid, playing game of words. Mr. Meng, please take serious, all those are Meng Fei’s works, bring funs in the show.”
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I smiled: “There’s not big deal. I lived with my name, Tomorrow; always come with fun and jokes. As I grew up, I get know; serious is important, fun and joke are also important.” They laughed. I said: “If I no longer there, no more tomorrow, right?” Tim Le come over and shaking hand with me: “Tomorrow, you are nice and gentle.” Meng Fei smile and stop us: ‘”We should follow the 1-2-3 rules of the show, or we just let Tomorrow to hand in hand with his dreaming partner.” Huang Hang said: “I am sure vote for Hand in Hand, still the rules we must follow.” Hung Hand continued: “Tomorrow, I believe Putunghua should not be not your mother tongue. It’s your time for your story.”
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I said: “Hi all. I am Tomorrow. A Hakkas who born in Hong Kong. I do not speak well in Putunghua, Cantonese is my mother language. I have been my twenty five, and living with my son Ming xiaobao.” A loud came from the audience: “Papa, Bravo. Bring me and my new mama home.”
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Meng Fei raise his voice: “Tomorrow. You seem ready for tonight. Going home in three.” I saw Baby jump up and down on his seat, he was excited and kept yelling “Papa, Bravo.” I slap my hand, hope he saw my signal and clam down. Meng Fei handed up his ipad: “Tomorrow, please make your match.” I press on the botton “By Fate” Meng Fei walk ahead and said: “I propose to give one special grant. We grant this kid to make his match of mama.” Audience laugh: “Grant! Grant!” Meng Fei handed up his ipad: “Ming xiaobao. Press and match your mama; then with papa, three of you together home.” Baby in his pair of shiny eyes: “Yeah.” He look onto the guest on platform. Meng Fei said: “I grant another special. You go ahead and say Hi with those Ladies, after then you make up your final choice of mama.” Tim Le said: “Meng, this special grant is not good. And seem a bit rude too.” Meng Fei said: “OK. I ask for our ladies’ opinion.”
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Ladies in Booth secondth said: “In ages of my granny, marriage was decided by parents; we have the liberty now including freedom on marriage. May be it is only a short talk with xiaobao, but it could bring more comfort between both of us.” Meng Fei smiled: “Yang intend to build closer relationship, you should then retain your offer till the good ending.” Ladies in Booth nineteenth said: “I like Tomorrow. He look strong and protective; nice and humor. Xiaobao is cute; family in three, or even in four and five, must be happy. ” Meng Fei: “Tim, you are our bad leader. Our Ladies count protective now. Shelly, I must remind you, one child is our country’s policy.” Huang Han smiled and said: “Don’t worry, Shelly. Tomorrow come from Hong Kong, there were no policy in Hong Kong, the used culture with five or six children per family. In nowadays, they still encourage family with two children. In Tomorrow’s family, there is still space for one more children.”
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Meng Fei wait till the audience clam down, he push his hand out and pull Xiaobao onto the platform. He smiled: “You have to put on several more tire before catch up your Papa. OK, hurry up onto those booth; say Hi with them.” Xiaobao kep shaking his hand, he hug with the Ladies one by one. He stopped and stood before Booth Twenty-fourth, he just turned around, walk back in an angry face. The Lady just stood there with her opened hand.
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Meng Fei wondered and said: “Xiaobao, you kept nice, how come with such ending? Rose (Lade in Booth Thirdth), I notice Xiaobao walked and kept spelling, did you heard what he had said?” Rose smiled and put her hands over mouth said: “Xiaoboa, whiled he hug me, he said: “Nice to meet you, Mama. I am Ming xiaobao. The giant gentleman overthere was my father Ming Tian. Would you be my Mama, Mrs. Ming? ”” Meng Fei comb on xiaobao hair: “You show sincere to help your father. How come you stop your hug and whisper by Mayer? ” Xiaobao said angrily: “I love bicycling, my father too. When my father ride fast, I was always fun and laugh at his back seat. She said she didn’t like fun on bicycle’s back seat, I would also deny father to ride with her. ” Meng Fei shook his head said: “TV broadcast was open to all, we never know there would be something planted in children’s heart. They are pure, straight forward; our wording and behave will seed inside. This is really a good remind for us.” Meng Fei put Xiaobao back to his seat and said: “Our Ladies, would you retain your offer for Tomorrow.”
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Meng Fei raise his hand to clam down the hand slapping: “Here come with our first section ~ My first Love.”
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Winne was riding and I am on the back seat. She said: “Tomorrow, do you know how heavy you are? If you keep this going, I am sure I couldn’t give you any ride soon.” I hold my arm on her and softly moving on her belly: “No problem, I will ride you then.” She was in a bit angry: “I have taught you so many times, you were still not able to handle. How could I feel comfort to be with you? How could I rely on you? ” I said: “It will be fine. It will be all well soon. I will start again my practice tomorrow, and will soon handle the ride. You could then sit softly to enjoy the breeze.” She lean on my chest: “OK, this would be the last time to show your promise. I had never push you.” I smiled and said: “I must pass this time.”
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She ride us to Keung Restaruant, I jumped down to park the bicycle; I give her a hand to sit by the table. She call over Keung: “Tomorrow, what would you like to order?” I said: “one bowl of congee with beef, one bowl of congee with pork’s liver and kidney, and one dishes of vegetables.” Winnie said: “Keung, get us a steamed fish, a soya beef tounge, a fried noodle and one dishes of vegetables.” Winnie asked: “What more would you like to order?” I said: “I like to have one congee of beef, and for you with a congee of pork’s liver and kidney; and for us together with one dishes of vegetables. ” Winnie said angrily: “Who the hell take congee as dinner. No worry to empty your wallet, it is my treat, we have several good dishes, whatelse do you need?” I didn’t know how come my bad temper explode that day, I said loud and angrily: “I had told you, I need congee. You made all the ordered, what the fuck you are asking me for?” I stood up, walk and yell: “I go out for a while.” I kept walking and the mind stuck, I didn’t know how come I said those, I just saw Winnie was being shocked. I walked to the grocery store for a pack of cigarette, I light up one, I chocked while the smoke in and out. I walked back Keung’s restaurant, Winnie stared at me: “How dared you smoke? You should know it will hurt me and our baby.” My face turned red and I silent. She raise her voice: “Give it to me, don’t let me ask you again.” I took the cigarette out from my trouser and hand it over to Winner. Winner put it into her handbag, she starred and make a knock on her belly: “If you once again make another light, I will sure hit it out. You didn’t care about it, I sure wouldn’t care for you.” I grasped my hair: “I know. I will never then.”
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Keung’s brought up with a lot of dishes: “Steamed fish, delicious beef tongue, beef congee, pork liver and kidney congee, and also the oyster sauce vegetables.” I said: ”They are too much, we couldn’t finished them by just two; it is a waste.” Winnie slap on table: “We are three together to have food for four. I, baby already two; and you count as two. How come we couldn’t finished them, this is your duty. They were not on your bill, you could save all your money to go joy with other girls. You were never will to spend a penny with me, never any good treat on me; these were how you taking care of me.” I serve her with the congee, and serve her with those dishes; we spent a silence dinner.
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When we left Keung Restaurant, I brought along the bicycle, put my jacket onto her, I sat her on the bicycle and sat myself on the back seat. We didn’t talk, she ride me to my quarter, she said: “Get off, I go upstairs by myself.” I get off the bicycle and walk upstairs. The stairs seems a lot longer than the others day, my legs also seems powerless. I stopped by, turned around, I ran downstairs, I ran on the street, till to her quarter. I looked up for the light, all darkness.
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I shouted loud: “Winnie, you have to forgive me. I know I was wrong, I would never do the bad temper.” I knocked crazy on the gate: “Winnie. I would never again. I really, really never do that again. I had promise to take care of you, I lost my mind today, I must be tempt by evil, orelse I wouldn’t behave like that.” I rock the gate: “Winnie, please, please forgive me. You are my destiny, you are my fate. You mush forgive all my wrong doing. From now on, you point my way East, I would walk West; you order me march front, I wouldn’t backward. You must give me this one chance.” My mind was empty, my brain was empty, I didn’t know what I have done, I didn’t know what I have said.
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It seems my whole life passed, the light was on, the window was being opened, a shadow there and said: “Hey, Tomorrow, Winnie has been with you out, how come you were there, what happened to her?” I had a looked, and saw Shelly by the window, I said: “Winnie has ride the bicycle away, I didn’t know why she hasn’t home.”
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I was worried, I turned around and intend to ran for her, I saw Winnie held the bicycle and stand by the fence. I ran by her: “Where have you been, I worry about you.” Winnie said coolly: “I have doesn’t matter with you. I am not yours, I am my own.” I hold Winnie tightly, I shook my head: “My Winnie, I know all my wrong. I would never offence yours. I feel hard, one I leave you, I feel so hard. I didn’t know what I have been, it is just empty. You couldn’t leave me like that again, never leave me again, I couldn’t stay that.”
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Winnie kept moving: “Clam down. You make me pain, clam down.” I loosen a bit of my arms: “You have to promise. Orelse I wouldn’t leave you free.” Winnie yell: “I will be there. I wouldn’t leave you. I have such big belly, how far could I go. Take your arm off, you make me pain.” She take my jacket off her and put it on my shoulder: “It’s been cold, you intend to get sickness and bring me other troubles. Put your clothes on, help me upstairs, my legs was sour; later when home, help me clean my legs with the bucket of warm water.” I wear in my vest: “I am sweating, I am always feeling hot.” Winnie seems didn’t heard me, she turned around her head and her hand out: “Come and hand with me.”
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The atmosphere was excited, the audience, guests, everyone courage me, loud and whisper everywhere: “Hand with Her. Hand with Her.” I didn’t remember if it is, or it isn’t. Xiaobao hand me in his right hand, hand Winnie in his left hand; he walked in between us; jumped and swing upside down. He called right-side by Papa, and called left-side by Mama. The audience along the corridor just stopped by and enjoy this happiness of our family. Shadow of two big with one small, move slowly and away from sight.
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