Hridhi Chatterjee:
If I were to describe my mother, I would use only one word--163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBxh5UXbGy
Perfection.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjX3OlhNXH
She was literally perfect. In grace, intellect and sense.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvmC5TNk6j
She looked like a tragically defeated princess draped in velvet and silk and cut open with a shiny silver dagger glistening with a red, perfectly red and perfectly shaped little drop of blood.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Kwt1LtQWN
So perfectly human. So perfectly who I always wanted to be.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3TRI5oKdl
She was so nice. So good. So polite. So...I don't know...perfect?
It was totally like how the bots commented on every channel,163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfupSmLNoKt
'She is a perfect combination of beauty annd grace. So inspiring!' Followed by a whirlpool of pink emojis.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ao5WLfzF5
Maybe I had a secret, a petty dark secret : I was jealous of my own mother.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYN7k6jVLG
You know why?163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPqWBMj9wG
It was because she was always..always right.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fXqPy5oYT
And there was only one ambition in my whole stinking life: To prove her wrong.
The moment I thought of pressing the publish button, I knew the outcome the way I knew the back of my hand.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVUsG7Ta7E
It was that obvious.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIV156msxoD
I texted my mother the next second:163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhGCnxG3HP
Spare key under mat.
Maybe she would notice, right after she had cleaned the entire house for 6 times and dusted the shelves like my father's perfect wife.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1XYJ5sJcx
I silenced my phone right after that. My cameraman looked at me with dovelike eyes.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52bARyg9E3
"What's up?"163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUogD7TcHZ
I shrugged my shoulders like the directors at Marvel movies lying about a new release any time soon.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiqyr4w2MZ
Jake even insisted on taking me to the bar. And at last, I finally agreed. He drove me to the nearest one. It had a lively atmosphere. People here were damn serious about drinking, I must say. So many people. So many dim colored shirt. Such randomly mixed scents lingering in the air.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLzkY72TvI
The bar was buzzing with lights.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljPsQe1lc0
Red.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4umeZ9RgAQ
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I smiled at Jake while he paid the bill. His cheeks were red, like the sweet guys like him go with cheap champagne.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFIjAsBahY
"Let me buy you another one," I offered.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlQdZeuY3T
He protested.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWMc9R0SrX
"Perhaps next time. Anyway, will I drop you home?"163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjN65n9KsN
I shook my head, my phone vibrating against my thighs.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnoKWprn0c
Not now. Please. I was not ready for her lecture.
"Issues?" Jake asked me.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMptSxi6Tra
I shook my head again and cast a fake smile.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLfVP0Z5nu
"Goodnight, Jake."
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I looked at my doorstep. He was not home. Thank God, he was not home. I finally took a deep breath, like a child famishing the absence of Their math teacher.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cUFPatCak
I took out my key. But unfortunately, it was unlocked.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpKaX9jHYO
And it was opened ajar, waiting, like the way a lion waits hours and hours for the zebra to come closer.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UwcOBQPkd
I felt like that zebra.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CndjlZUwP
I found myself face to face with my parents sitting in the living room.
"Why weren’t you picking up your phone, Hridhi?" asked my mother, her phone on the coffee table.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41vLza4vhd
"Oh, ma, I was actually in a really important meeting with the camera crew."163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFHCsDkCgO
I was trembling without any reason because my mother had big eyes and stared at me as if she could see my tar black soul.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUd5KYgSIB
My father however, looked at his phone. Facebook still hadn’t been outdated in Bengal, I guess.
"Hridhi, I can bet that you were in the bar," said my mother. "Sit down. Sit beside me."163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcBhOGeg6D
She gestured me to the empty Ottoman in front of her and I sat like the obedient little kid she had raised.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMzRQGFCLx
She glared at my father before she continued,163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHewxAhDM0
"Will you explain what just happened?"163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUEWTPiZ3B
I explained. From his hands on her waist and him fucking her at hotels. I had proof. I said I had his transaction receipts amd everything. Journalists had access to things like that. CCTV footages are our left hand and fishing out answers from stubborn people was our right.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUf9wdVU9A
After I had finished, my mother stared at the ceiling. She was in thinking mode. Deep thinking mode.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtct4HH4zNT
And the uncomfortable silence was something my father hadn’t gotten used to.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERMeZPj42R
"We can wait till Advik arrives, Hiya,"163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfoVWOLxh6
"No," interrupted my mother.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCBHem5Tf4
"Hridhi, let's talk in your room."163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIND79DDDt
I followed her to my room. I knew why. She wouldn’t be able to keep her cool with my father's constant questions that I stored inside my stomach.
"Ma, I have one and only thing to say. I am leaving him." I said. "Look, all the powerful women out there divorce their cheat of a husband and lives happily ever after."163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwJPgZcKwL
"This is not how it works, Hridhi. You have my blood in you. This is not how marriages work."163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ahTqO6pfr
"Ma, he literally cheated on me!"163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLvZwo7dCk
My mother smiled.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJrh3VhN6j
"Come on, Hridhi, don't pretend to be a saint. You are also dating guys like a whore."163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwXz5RQB4k
"Wait, at least I didn't slee--"163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVA8BFu12W
"Hridhi, I have seen the world for a longer time. You came from ME. I know that you are obsessed with him. Don't lie."163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjeYNiBIW3
Her words struck me like lightning in the sky. Fire burnt through my blood vessels. I wanted to lash at her. Burn her. Throw spit at her and tell her it was NOT TRUE.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg198TtvQMo
"I hate him, ma. I don't like him."163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mFDADvRit
"So lame, Hridhi. You are still not convincing enough. You are more like convincing yourself."163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFO9IBPPs3T
"No, ma! You are wrong like you always are."163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYcfSPS7JA
Just then, the door bell rang and my heart almost bursted out of its ribs.163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSsPRKbyBm
"Perfect!" said my mother. "Advik is here."163Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSe9x2iKol
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