Advik Dey:
Did she post it? 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbfWsH4EQw
Another 10 minutes of scrolling past her blogs and then...171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1FqIQWMuz
silence. 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLAiocLBhm
Again the sensation gnawed at me. 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX4GzRnsfK
What if it was a BBC article?
I spent another thirty minutes searching for BBC articles under her name.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQu46S4sHF5
Still, nothing.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHNhS7NV24
Fuck!171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHbbenXXKo
Why was she taking so long? 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6iBty7qmv
Was she still thinking? Or, was she busty interviewing my mistress? 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnc63x9h8p
I paced my chambers up and down. Up and down. My polished shoes against the floors that stunk with antiseptic.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbfvh4Lrd4
Suddenly, I felt like Anne Bloyen, the second wife of Henry III. 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtISgCCBVU
I had been watching that movie for too long I guess.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2CIwTaz6D
Anne was just like me, asking everyone, 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGEk1vKfp5
“When shall I die?”171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q6fgoVgCC
It was so frustrating. I could feel it in my bones. If I had someone, I would have still asked, 'Why Couldn't she post it right now? When will I be ruined?'
Like, seriously, it would feel 10 times less worse now that I was prepared to hear whatever the public will hear about me. About my supposed infidelity.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7q1SWZDq0
Another check at her instagram stories.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJAloN9vCL
Still nothing.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX5x5TRKSc
Fucking nothing!171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDpiDLCwic
Just then, the door of my chambers opened and Larisa entered.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3KPyNreNT
"Dr.Dey, there is another board meeting."171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Bbj5lzeJv
I pocketed my phone amd followed her, regretting each step I took. But I had no way. I had such a bad luck that I couldn’t even watch my own downfall.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfjwggteIT
The board meeting would cease my phone for hours.
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By the time I was back, the clock struck 2 PM.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC96gnoGaBm
I took my phone out and was already greeted by notifications. Hundreds of them.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyukCsyzJS
My fingers trembled. My eyes burnt. What had the bitch planned for me?
I scrolled past the bottom of the 'Fuck u's and the usual 'You don't deserve her'.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1wLZt8zR3
There it was.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUeDT44mWx
She posted a picture of me and her from our highschool. Where did she get this picture? I never remembered noticing her beside me. She smiled at the camera, her braces shining in the flash of the camera.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukTLCnIX3J
In the bottom of the picture, she wrote:
I knew, the moment he kept it closed,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYVazvSAmo
the visions naked in my eyes, kept composed.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdUqAeEF16
Even though it still burns, I had known,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCeJ07UUQg
The sun still burnt, the world kept moving on.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ5RMf5our
Our world is breaking and I know it's a token,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡic0hqh2ty2
Of the way we have been--me swollen now heartbroken.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALUBXZ77fy
You eyes are now the shiny starry night,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyycDu7s4I9
Gazing at the evening star as it shines bright.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOo4xH0vYz
And I was a dim comet, millions of. years old,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0QPcjyzGu
Why wouldn’t he leave when he found gold?171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgUuwgE3sh
I would have known in any way,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0kcunPYuo
there’s no use choosing different ways.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmH5XEMGktC
Knowing never hurts but finding always would.
She even tagged me. Like a fucking warning.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUtTseGM1d
I just forgot that she had the power to do everything. Literally everything. Without even lifting a finger.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe77C5R1Bj
I almost collapsed on my desk. Lots if DMs flooded through my phone.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj41yHZAK6i
Friends, long time acquaintances, relatives I knew.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNOtg7F0cG
Everyone asked,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHobeWIrfQB
"Why did u do that?"171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CdMZdrPIv
Maybe I shouldn’t have slapped her last night. She knew. She already knew. She always knew.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRI02sygWW7
But she also must know that...that it was wrong.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEFwB0iKbr
She knew that. I knew that.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHfAegvFCn
She dated a guy. A guy I had always wanted to be.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uqFbqkqh0
She Didn't sleep with him but at least, at least...they kissed.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0x3NtiHnzb
And I chose the different way. My phone screen lit up.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VKgr21Tw4
Ma171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpniwZJEri
I received the call.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYCxPZUUcb
"Look, ma, it was a--"171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzUazUbMVj
"Shut up, Advik. Just shut up!"171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPuM5FrhiP
She cut me off.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGEGhkNdKw
"Listen to me, listen to me very carefully, Advik."171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsT3dUEG5m
I nodded. I always listen to her. And look what listening to her turned my life into.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdfzE1Gktf
A fucking hell.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65aiUG3rx9
"I'm all years. What will I do?"171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJi0n8pA5Wl
She sighed.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8vrTIGweM
"Advik, I know that you don't like her. And I Don't like her too. But you have to act like a loving--"171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBpQk7a59m
"I Won't do that."171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJPzLmkSdI
"Advik, my son, she is powerful. Really powerful. She is successful and beautiful,"171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgeo8FO939
"Are you simping for her?"171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztKgVjruRC
"I'm stating facts. You are the perfect match. You two are popular in our area. No matter what happens, you havve to stay together."171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8NCEdCksO
"But I don't love her, Ma! I hate her. I fucking hate her. Why are you ruining my life with...fame..money and popularity? Who cares?"171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSVzjbw48E
I looked at my phone. She had already cut the call.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaTtCDaizw
Oh, how wonderful my life was! Even my own mother sold me to that bitch for...perfection.
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and then Add to home screen.