Advik Dey:
Did she post it? 35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrF2GAqf5V
Another 10 minutes of scrolling past her blogs and then...35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SRDT0SrME
silence. 35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcYrglsIyI
Again the sensation gnawed at me. 35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeGPOCoYVL
What if it was a BBC article?
I spent another thirty minutes searching for BBC articles under her name.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQD1Ybk5ZKn
Still, nothing.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatfl1S9ZRA
Fuck!35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK83trs6Tl9
Why was she taking so long? 35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRSalwTXJU
Was she still thinking? Or, was she busty interviewing my mistress? 35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQAv66NhGB
I paced my chambers up and down. Up and down. My polished shoes against the floors that stunk with antiseptic.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyJ8lz1S6x
Suddenly, I felt like Anne Bloyen, the second wife of Henry III. 35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxP2PVQWE1
I had been watching that movie for too long I guess.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGa1E3CPR3
Anne was just like me, asking everyone, 35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCZ0z2P9Gu
“When shall I die?”35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXi8JvekZCo
It was so frustrating. I could feel it in my bones. If I had someone, I would have still asked, 'Why Couldn't she post it right now? When will I be ruined?'
Like, seriously, it would feel 10 times less worse now that I was prepared to hear whatever the public will hear about me. About my supposed infidelity.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFVV0utWc2
Another check at her instagram stories.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMs5HqdOnWi
Still nothing.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwaWBkppUJ
Fucking nothing!35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFbYRlINTy
Just then, the door of my chambers opened and Larisa entered.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdbElhZ608
"Dr.Dey, there is another board meeting."35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUtbLbSrB3
I pocketed my phone amd followed her, regretting each step I took. But I had no way. I had such a bad luck that I couldn’t even watch my own downfall.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtwwkZngAv
The board meeting would cease my phone for hours.
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By the time I was back, the clock struck 2 PM.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOhROThTsP
I took my phone out and was already greeted by notifications. Hundreds of them.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfrIO8YhUn
My fingers trembled. My eyes burnt. What had the bitch planned for me?
I scrolled past the bottom of the 'Fuck u's and the usual 'You don't deserve her'.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3rfBkJQhm
There it was.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRK2xrzucD
She posted a picture of me and her from our highschool. Where did she get this picture? I never remembered noticing her beside me. She smiled at the camera, her braces shining in the flash of the camera.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfngSHJX4J
In the bottom of the picture, she wrote:
I knew, the moment he kept it closed,35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTguVlPvFG
the visions naked in my eyes, kept composed.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IQztN0dX0
Even though it still burns, I had known,35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi31PKPpAQL
The sun still burnt, the world kept moving on.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcEG8vVnz5
Our world is breaking and I know it's a token,35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6obOuyHwTe
Of the way we have been--me swollen now heartbroken.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6drQ32PuI
You eyes are now the shiny starry night,35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8htv1n7dD
Gazing at the evening star as it shines bright.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL639Nc83XR
And I was a dim comet, millions of. years old,35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSxLsbogCh
Why wouldn’t he leave when he found gold?35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsILOCQ17hs
I would have known in any way,35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAmelpODNC
there’s no use choosing different ways.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTZCB4kKqO
Knowing never hurts but finding always would.
She even tagged me. Like a fucking warning.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPjaQcSvzf
I just forgot that she had the power to do everything. Literally everything. Without even lifting a finger.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3cvuW7wNU
I almost collapsed on my desk. Lots if DMs flooded through my phone.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iu5i6MBw0
Friends, long time acquaintances, relatives I knew.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm6FGa6B1B
Everyone asked,35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFjcoa9j6Z
"Why did u do that?"35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXajzoTAySg
Maybe I shouldn’t have slapped her last night. She knew. She already knew. She always knew.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1t1B2SFUwO
But she also must know that...that it was wrong.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZVg3McSBv
She knew that. I knew that.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcjQm7hmzg
She dated a guy. A guy I had always wanted to be.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YRexiE7jN
She Didn't sleep with him but at least, at least...they kissed.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMQzpZlEHG
And I chose the different way. My phone screen lit up.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaZpmcQxtL
Ma35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvjeY6KYNq
I received the call.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjAi692wbt
"Look, ma, it was a--"35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ii6GqQam4
"Shut up, Advik. Just shut up!"35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVffMIt22nn
She cut me off.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bzS85slhf
"Listen to me, listen to me very carefully, Advik."35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3g4EpB8Lrw
I nodded. I always listen to her. And look what listening to her turned my life into.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsLyFhj8Lr
A fucking hell.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCrjuCjBFD
"I'm all years. What will I do?"35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWYVLr4uF4
She sighed.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNX91T1yryW
"Advik, I know that you don't like her. And I Don't like her too. But you have to act like a loving--"35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jvaqilKik
"I Won't do that."35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQqnWCH4Bt
"Advik, my son, she is powerful. Really powerful. She is successful and beautiful,"35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8Xy8ZIEHd
"Are you simping for her?"35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFXedOlrZs
"I'm stating facts. You are the perfect match. You two are popular in our area. No matter what happens, you havve to stay together."35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdsnijUMHX
"But I don't love her, Ma! I hate her. I fucking hate her. Why are you ruining my life with...fame..money and popularity? Who cares?"35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9Cu2ZipPq
I looked at my phone. She had already cut the call.35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYC2jjkfJl
Oh, how wonderful my life was! Even my own mother sold me to that bitch for...perfection.
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and then Add to home screen.