Advik Dey:
Did she post it? 220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldWwK9TKjx
Another 10 minutes of scrolling past her blogs and then...220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuwn85d3kN
silence. 220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jO7k9ethZ
Again the sensation gnawed at me. 220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeezOfty3nx
What if it was a BBC article?
I spent another thirty minutes searching for BBC articles under her name.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG70DxAHrFN
Still, nothing.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpwR7s9qCN
Fuck!220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0okitEz7V
Why was she taking so long? 220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3wPK5GD1f
Was she still thinking? Or, was she busty interviewing my mistress? 220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAdixTvRnU
I paced my chambers up and down. Up and down. My polished shoes against the floors that stunk with antiseptic.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3QIwpUriw
Suddenly, I felt like Anne Bloyen, the second wife of Henry III. 220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ahl9AR2eg
I had been watching that movie for too long I guess.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQPX0rArnJ
Anne was just like me, asking everyone, 220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskDPek2npe
“When shall I die?”220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rR6GFDPSE
It was so frustrating. I could feel it in my bones. If I had someone, I would have still asked, 'Why Couldn't she post it right now? When will I be ruined?'
Like, seriously, it would feel 10 times less worse now that I was prepared to hear whatever the public will hear about me. About my supposed infidelity.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TghT2rrAD
Another check at her instagram stories.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaJywBT9IN
Still nothing.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUiINpshQH
Fucking nothing!220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qA5uNpl15
Just then, the door of my chambers opened and Larisa entered.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeHcVhDuVo
"Dr.Dey, there is another board meeting."220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPcpf38y7K
I pocketed my phone amd followed her, regretting each step I took. But I had no way. I had such a bad luck that I couldn’t even watch my own downfall.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMSGMHMeDP
The board meeting would cease my phone for hours.
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By the time I was back, the clock struck 2 PM.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpeOaztTpP
I took my phone out and was already greeted by notifications. Hundreds of them.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFnmdt3FpK
My fingers trembled. My eyes burnt. What had the bitch planned for me?
I scrolled past the bottom of the 'Fuck u's and the usual 'You don't deserve her'.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53tnWyLL2l
There it was.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX2aKrazyc
She posted a picture of me and her from our highschool. Where did she get this picture? I never remembered noticing her beside me. She smiled at the camera, her braces shining in the flash of the camera.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK07bRAHZEE
In the bottom of the picture, she wrote:
I knew, the moment he kept it closed,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LmsKQhCuw
the visions naked in my eyes, kept composed.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB006G7A0V
Even though it still burns, I had known,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PRPZwUqoc
The sun still burnt, the world kept moving on.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4V026DrbuW
Our world is breaking and I know it's a token,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Yi1LHlGv5
Of the way we have been--me swollen now heartbroken.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jW8wnkb0r
You eyes are now the shiny starry night,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymRrykv7Ks
Gazing at the evening star as it shines bright.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshcQjsofzW
And I was a dim comet, millions of. years old,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbE1EleW3vk
Why wouldn’t he leave when he found gold?220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjTFGyxJKX
I would have known in any way,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63hD9xNU2s
there’s no use choosing different ways.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgntpXEBu8e
Knowing never hurts but finding always would.
She even tagged me. Like a fucking warning.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteVPZpzCdP
I just forgot that she had the power to do everything. Literally everything. Without even lifting a finger.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcQPNuMD9E
I almost collapsed on my desk. Lots if DMs flooded through my phone.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcebiGktSN
Friends, long time acquaintances, relatives I knew.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUULVKJJESk
Everyone asked,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUtx23Cogz
"Why did u do that?"220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmpEJTMJ7v
Maybe I shouldn’t have slapped her last night. She knew. She already knew. She always knew.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiSo01znK5
But she also must know that...that it was wrong.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAErndhDS7
She knew that. I knew that.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME1IxVtidu
She dated a guy. A guy I had always wanted to be.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjFnwaMLIK
She Didn't sleep with him but at least, at least...they kissed.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOUisI67TS
And I chose the different way. My phone screen lit up.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNyR7zg91t
Ma220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FZVAMDnXP
I received the call.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1VZe2aJbu
"Look, ma, it was a--"220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdDvou3EGr
"Shut up, Advik. Just shut up!"220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsX3JVXslx
She cut me off.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPGCNoCAW3
"Listen to me, listen to me very carefully, Advik."220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrlzyVgTma
I nodded. I always listen to her. And look what listening to her turned my life into.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygBTv4Vw4c
A fucking hell.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynt2GoZ5Kz
"I'm all years. What will I do?"220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh13KKlmqVa
She sighed.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvYzunMonT
"Advik, I know that you don't like her. And I Don't like her too. But you have to act like a loving--"220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWc9vk1a1Vx
"I Won't do that."220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZUy7dMbD6
"Advik, my son, she is powerful. Really powerful. She is successful and beautiful,"220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiufNwJYkR
"Are you simping for her?"220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVV4NdbvQdN
"I'm stating facts. You are the perfect match. You two are popular in our area. No matter what happens, you havve to stay together."220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndcVRHhxVt
"But I don't love her, Ma! I hate her. I fucking hate her. Why are you ruining my life with...fame..money and popularity? Who cares?"220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgF7ISFje8
I looked at my phone. She had already cut the call.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhlqfk2jGr
Oh, how wonderful my life was! Even my own mother sold me to that bitch for...perfection.
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and then Add to home screen.