So this is it.
This is what had happened.
This is why I left.
I want you to know that I knew from the moment I saw you that I would love you. Perhaps it was this fluttering curiosity that filled me, the moment I had laid eyes on you.
I wondered for a long time, you know, if I would love you the same if you didn't have this moon light soaked hair. If you didn't have the stars from the night sky twinkling in your iris instead of the dark blanket above us. If you had an odd laugh, something that resembled a duck crying, if you were a boy instead. If your eye hadn't resembled the candy made by stars.
I truly would have loved you the same, I had realized.
I would have loved you with the same intensity no matter what.
Which is why I can only promise you with confidence that in this lifetime I shall suffer to pay for my sins. In this lifetime I will stay as far away as I can manage from you. Keep you safe from the shroud of misfortune that follows me like a shadow.
In every other lifetime I shall find you. I shall pray to the gods that laugh at me above the horizon to allow me to love you freely in our next life, and every life after that.
Even if I am not able to love you without restraint, you will never feel the thirst for affection, my love.
I will be next to you till you pass on, then I shall follow you to your next life.
The way the tides reach for the moon.
Simply being next to you would be more than enough in our lifetimes after this.
But in this one, forgive me, my angel.
My dear Ayla, I love you.
And I always will, no matter what.
To the moon and back.
Good bye, my angel.
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