Allyson raised her hand, tracing the map of the dark blueish birthmark on her left cheeks, how long could she hold back the urge of her devilish desires to committing suicide, tears streamed down her face as she leaned her chest forward, resting it to the table, her breath rustled.
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Her throat was dried like she has been starved of water for months, she sniffled again and smiles softly thinking again as to why she was smiling but came up with no tangible reason.
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A thousand mess of jumbled thoughts fought for dominance in her head, at this rate she was sure her brain was gradually deteriorating from been classified as sane and healthy.
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She rubbed the red bruises on her feet, the red marks was as a result of wearing a smaller shoe size to her parents wedding anniversary, she planned her escape but on the die minutes, she changed her mind, aware of the risk she was taking coming back to a home she wasn't welcomed to stay.
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She had a flash back to the time at the party when a stern ugly looking man brushed past her shoulders deliberately with the intention to get her to follow him which she did.
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She looked down at the golden business card in her hands, recalling the conversation they shared together and begins to worry with glossy eyes what her punishment will be now that she has communicated with a stranger other than her family. Over time in Secret, Allyson has learnt to get things done without the presence and support of her family, not without a price though.
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She had to be ready to lie for her mothers absence at the school meetings that, she became a pro at curbing disasters from escalating until, it became a natural phenomenal.
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Allyson dumped the business card in the trash bin and blindly but mindfully searched the upper parts of her walk in ward robe thoroughly, pulling out a soft silky blue night gown.
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Without hesitation, she takes off the cheap jewelries and wiped her make up face clean before proceeding to the bathroom. The rush of the water on her skin felt electrifying that she shivered from the stinging bite on her two days old bruised skin, gritting her teeth together. She hummed when the water mixture finally became warm, lifting her hands up in the air, she traced the water droplets to its tiny openings.
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The closer she gets, the father her mind drifted away to her problems, she hugged herself, wrapping her hands around herself in a form of comfort.
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At the young age of nine, Allyson at that time thought her family were too caught up in their very own affairs to be there for her, but the continuous reign of insults turned an opera music to her ears, introducing her to the harsh reality, that she was intentionally been neglected, from then on, she wished her memories could be erased.
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