"In the past".......
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My grandmother Sandra died after a long battle with leukemia, the news shattered the family especially me. She was my favorite nana, the one person who constantly blocked the holes in the wall, furiously getting on the lizards nerves.
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The worse thing is, she died on my birthday after she handed to me a long parcel neatly covered in a golden blue paper wrapper, in it was a beautiful pink dress and a long white wand with a matching golden crown. I remember rejecting the gift because I wanted a set of fire truck.
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The same toy the snobbish rich boy in my class had but, grandma thought it was time I dropped the tomboy attitude and grow up like a princessa. I was so upset with her that I walked away without grabbing the gift, i knew I should have looked back but I didn't and that caused us all a life.
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I blamed myself for it, maybe if I looked back for a minute, I could have seen my grandma convulsing and struggling to breathe. But I failed her, she was found some minutes after I left the room and that time according to the paramedics was too late to resuscitate her.
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My existence after granny's death became my greatest regrets and my mothers biggest threat. Everyday i was constantly forced to remember I was supposed to be dead in granny's place, i am frightened at the rejection of my family.
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My crimes were not always hidden from me, it was laid open like wall papers, sometimes at home, other times in public places. On my tenth birthday, my father drove me to the cemetery where nana was laid to rest, he left me there till nightfall, he didn't have to say much his actions spoke for him.
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