副題:有些光,不是照亮,而是被他看見的那一刻開始閃耀。
那天的陽光太亮,亮得讓人不敢直視。82Please respect copyright.PENANA44JqnnTnw2
拍哭戲的時候,我幾乎連呼吸都忘了。82Please respect copyright.PENANAK8OGDsbJXI
導演喊「卡」,我抹去眼淚,正準備卸妝,忽然聽見隔壁場地的喧嘩聲。82Please respect copyright.PENANAnvQc6UA8j5
有人說:「隔壁組也來取景?」82Please respect copyright.PENANAZrkAwk55lv
我抬頭,順着聲音看過去。82Please respect copyright.PENANA2KZrb1ML3b
就是那一瞬間——我看見他。82Please respect copyright.PENANAom0Jv2Ht4l
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他穿着深色軍裝,立領筆挺,陽光落在他肩頭,反射出一圈金邊。82Please respect copyright.PENANAsOTvIqRVSv
那樣的光太刺眼,可偏偏,我沒移開視線。82Please respect copyright.PENANACxqxcLgZkJ
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他也看向我,只是短短一眼,卻讓我整個人怔在原地。82Please respect copyright.PENANAgJdafwhl5w
有人喊他名字,我聽見「賀淩峰」。82Please respect copyright.PENANA35K5xjBavW
那時我心想——這名字,像是戲裏才會出現的角色。82Please respect copyright.PENANAmiodpUmhPj
不真實,卻讓人記住。82Please respect copyright.PENANAGZYDoPGFYT
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晚上回酒店,手機一打開,熱搜全是我們的照片。82Please respect copyright.PENANAtHswoyyBJz
#兩組劇組撞景#82Please respect copyright.PENANA4gUzXw1a1r
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#82Please respect copyright.PENANADzezP9xmF0
我忍不住笑,戲裏哭了半天,戲外居然被一個對視衝上熱搜。82Please respect copyright.PENANAE9F2oh2FPP
助理打趣:「婧安姐,你和他被嗑瘋了!」82Please respect copyright.PENANAurYOMcD4rY
我回:「網友想像力太豐富。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAI8grzF7q9m
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但那一夜,我失眠。82Please respect copyright.PENANArWdJ8Ji6eC
不是因為熱搜,而是因為那個眼神——太真,真到不像誤會。82Please respect copyright.PENANA5CPJMIuZBG
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第二天早上,他傳來訊息。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】82Please respect copyright.PENANAybITNeunWi
我看着那行字,嘴角不自覺上揚。82Please respect copyright.PENANAlsTnMB4gWG
他看起來應該是那種冷靜型的人,沒想到開場白這麼……可愛。82Please respect copyright.PENANAyXGj16p0FM
我回:【網友想像力太豐富。】82Please respect copyright.PENANA4BQsQbUQ09
他又回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】82Please respect copyright.PENANAiiXFiBi7gA
我忍不住笑出聲﹕【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】82Please respect copyright.PENANAFmQSCOcNBa
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按下傳送鍵的那一刻,我忽然發現自己——其實不希望對話就此結束。82Please respect copyright.PENANA57e4JVMZmh
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後來,我們真的拍了同一場雜誌。82Please respect copyright.PENANAAHTQ971c58
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAUZShH378RY
我往前一步,他也往前一步。82Please respect copyright.PENANAWczHQi3bXm
那距離,不遠不近,卻讓我心跳失去節奏。82Please respect copyright.PENANAE4dzkftmzm
快門「喀嚓」一聲響起,他忽然低聲說:「這張我會收藏。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAmqlwbbm1Ps
我笑着問:「不怕我拍壞?」82Please respect copyright.PENANAqX1Q3P5eR8
「怕。」他回答,「所以想多留一張。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAQXZoBvEXeN
那句話,我記了很久。82Please respect copyright.PENANAlW8o1fjmgL
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我們都太忙,宣傳、拍攝、奔波。82Please respect copyright.PENANA11zcaT0OHF
有時在活動上擦肩,我會假裝沒看見他,可每次轉過頭,又忍不住偷偷找他的身影。82Please respect copyright.PENANAawiAVqOpke
有一次,我在後台聽見他講話,那語氣低沉,帶着笑意。82Please respect copyright.PENANAlQ4ZeAFhZ1
我忽然明白——有些人不是靠外表吸引你,而是靠一種「在場感」。就算他不說話,也能讓你知道他在。82Please respect copyright.PENANApfxjUhl1h4
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然後,那件事發生了。82Please respect copyright.PENANAJos2zQVVb9
媒體拍到他和合作女演員的照片。82Please respect copyright.PENANAR7EFyPQLxt
【賀淩峰戀情曝光】82Please respect copyright.PENANApelSdYlbI9
新聞底下全是評論:82Please respect copyright.PENANAjHomhMaKju
「這對好配!」、「果然是戲假情真!」82Please respect copyright.PENANA71noHW50TN
我盯着螢幕,笑了一下。82Please respect copyright.PENANAYHueA0o3yh
笑自己——笑那個居然會覺得難過的自己。82Please respect copyright.PENANANztHOyOuiY
他傳來訊息。82Please respect copyright.PENANAPXlO2vLLVz
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】82Please respect copyright.PENANAdM2TIgsLAR
【我只是送她一程。】82Please respect copyright.PENANA3wNYKkX2nF
【別多想。】82Please respect copyright.PENANAYIRBluRzjC
我看着訊息,手指停在鍵盤上,有千句話想說,但最後,什麼都沒回。82Please respect copyright.PENANAHubAnLLfT7
我不是不相信他,只是那時的我,還沒找到「以什麼身份」去相信他。82Please respect copyright.PENANAKYiex5ryLp
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後來,他真的來找我。82Please respect copyright.PENANAWr6kk8Aatf
我正在拍哭戲,轉身看到他,他站在那裏,一身安靜。82Please respect copyright.PENANAwaTU8oBNkT
我知道他是來解釋的,可我不想讓自己那麼容易被打開,所以我只是點了點頭。82Please respect copyright.PENANAIy3tsALVJb
「妳辛苦了。」他說。82Please respect copyright.PENANA2rKqwNMO6s
我笑:「你也是。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAMD0rRJsEFG
就這樣擦肩而過,我沒有回頭,但當他走遠時,我的手卻在發抖。82Please respect copyright.PENANASiVkNroszn
我對自己說——林婧安,妳不該動心。可心偏偏不聽話。82Please respect copyright.PENANAp2ak7pWLva
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時間再往後,我們再次相遇。82Please respect copyright.PENANAmEIanvtdCV
那天的風很輕,我剛拍完收尾戲,他就出現在那裏。82Please respect copyright.PENANAlk7Oyi1L4w
「你怎麼在這?」我問。82Please respect copyright.PENANAIYuWHmPLtP
他說:「來看妳。」他的眼神很平靜,卻藏着什麼我不敢細看。82Please respect copyright.PENANATU4sf8tVIP
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」82Please respect copyright.PENANATSPz5ozezM
「拍啊。」他笑了笑,「但我發現我演不下去了。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAmE1aT1zxbC
「為什麼?」82Please respect copyright.PENANAG3n99RNWif
「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」82Please respect copyright.PENANA1zTDlOmAgt
我愣住,那一瞬間,連風都停了。82Please respect copyright.PENANASHLxbAYhKk
他又說:「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」82Please respect copyright.PENANAY3BCn0kuBI
我低下頭,不敢讓他看見我的表情。82Please respect copyright.PENANAGxkqVg9ORl
因為我怕,他會看到我眼裏的光。82Please respect copyright.PENANAhCLxMR4Xyv
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那天回家,我一直在想——原來他早就說了我最想聽的那句話,只是我用了太久,才敢相信。82Please respect copyright.PENANApN8CP2NFn6
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愛情不是誰先開口,而是誰先被光照亮。82Please respect copyright.PENANAy4lCQ7DAsc
而那道光,從那個夏天撞景的午後開始,就一直落在我心裏。
——〈番外篇六・完〉
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