副題:那天光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。
我記得那天的光,亮得不像現實。69Please respect copyright.PENANAC4VBLmdz1o
劇組在山坡取景,反光板幾乎要被曬化。69Please respect copyright.PENANAHD33gGN5kC
我正準備換戲服,餘光掃過另一邊的場地——就這樣,看見了她。69Please respect copyright.PENANATpIs3QZxns
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白衣、青髮。69Please respect copyright.PENANAag35z51ZcO
她坐在鏡前,妝還未卸,神情專注得像世界只剩鏡中的自己。69Please respect copyright.PENANAvqrlsaRL0j
那種專注,會讓時間變慢。69Please respect copyright.PENANASLxXGBZudR
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那一刻,我第一次覺得,原來「命中注定」不是戲詞。69Please respect copyright.PENANARrjfnxv6u4
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她抬頭,看見我。69Please respect copyright.PENANAUgi2PZyomv
隔着光、隔着人群。69Please respect copyright.PENANAJHMVORrNXe
只是短短一眼,我卻記了很久。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXElETqUdVo
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那之後,我們的劇組帳號同時上了熱搜。69Please respect copyright.PENANAqiRBvkjCQW
#兩組劇組撞景#69Please respect copyright.PENANA0HSl43NtVB
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#69Please respect copyright.PENANAmDVVi0NLPN
照片裏,她仰頭、我低頭,光剛好落在我們之間。69Please respect copyright.PENANAkdyfK6nZ3m
底下的評論說——「他們不像在演戲,像在互相發現。」69Please respect copyright.PENANALIeezBngu7
我看着那句話,第一次覺得,網友也會說真話。69Please respect copyright.PENANAIHap9Rgzpd
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幾天後,我鼓起勇氣發了訊息給她。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】69Please respect copyright.PENANAD0U4wZ5LVM
我以為她不會回,她給人的印象總是冷靜、禮貌,連距離都拿捏得剛剛好。69Please respect copyright.PENANAAvosWzoFH5
結果,不到一分鐘,她回了——【網友想像力太豐富。】69Please respect copyright.PENANAoPi51tp7zE
我笑出聲,原來她也會開玩笑。69Please respect copyright.PENANAM4KRwFByit
我回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】69Please respect copyright.PENANALnajCwusjt
她秒回:【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】69Please respect copyright.PENANAu1Mc56ZWYr
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「民國少帥」——那三個字,我看了十遍,不為別的,只是那句話裏有她,還有我忽然亂掉的心跳。69Please respect copyright.PENANAam5NA6zH2Q
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後來,我們真的有了合作機會——一次品牌拍攝,一場雙人訪談。69Please respect copyright.PENANAO1ZPgWVWKs
她穿着白襯衫,笑得很淡。69Please respect copyright.PENANAOPkheimOvq
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」69Please respect copyright.PENANASktiYDm7wd
我往前一步,她沒退。69Please respect copyright.PENANAx8ZEm443LK
快門「喀嚓」一聲,那張照片成了雜誌封面。69Please respect copyright.PENANAKW8prMx5eU
別人說我們「眼神裏有故事」,其實,那是我開始動心的時候。69Please respect copyright.PENANATHIpdMw0Y0
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時間往後推,我們都忙着拍戲、跑宣傳。69Please respect copyright.PENANA5WL0TpbBk4
偶爾在活動現場擦肩,她的笑一如既往——乾淨、克制,又讓人想靠近。69Please respect copyright.PENANA4gSqwzr9Kg
我站在人群裏,看着她被光包圍的樣子,心裏卻有種說不出的距離感。69Please respect copyright.PENANAbzfkH5qr2x
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直到有一天,媒體拍到我和合作女演員蘇芮瑤的照片。69Please respect copyright.PENANAKEuWEX2uv6
【賀淩峰疑似戀情曝光】69Please respect copyright.PENANAbsDxZlTbMX
照片裏,我替她撐傘、護她上車。69Please respect copyright.PENANAZPabmnbH9J
其實,只是車臨時沒來,我順路送她一程。69Please respect copyright.PENANAfU8ReYFvIe
雨太大,閃光燈太亮,那角度一剪,就成了「深情對視」。69Please respect copyright.PENANAQcbsOTgvV0
新聞出來的那晚,我第一個想到的人,是她。69Please respect copyright.PENANA6zuM9R5HM0
我傳了三條訊息:69Please respect copyright.PENANAQc7obtRZk5
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】69Please respect copyright.PENANADqyBV9kDlS
【我只是送她一程。】69Please respect copyright.PENANA66OGGVsTPt
【別多想。】69Please respect copyright.PENANARFLNtdsiPp
她己讀,不回。69Please respect copyright.PENANAVAZ4BndE1L
那兩個「已讀」,比任何評論都更安靜,也更刺眼。69Please respect copyright.PENANALBFKWdiPrZ
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隔天,我去找她,她在拍一場哭戲。69Please respect copyright.PENANA4NXCeQngr9
導演喊「卡」的時候,她回頭,看見我。69Please respect copyright.PENANAKRZRFMWbyE
她沒問,沒笑,只是微微點頭。69Please respect copyright.PENANAjqV3fUhH1o
那一瞬間,我什麼都說不出口,所有的解釋,都變得多餘。69Please respect copyright.PENANAr0kQJxCaR2
我只說:「妳辛苦了。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAt3oKUxf18s
她點頭:「你也是。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAkSPGD3sTsy
就這樣,擦肩而過。她的背影,淡得像光消散的尾。69Please respect copyright.PENANA12ruUMowRO
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那晚,我一夜沒睡。69Please respect copyright.PENANA5Nab4a7k7V
也許我錯了——錯在太早動心,太晚承認。69Please respect copyright.PENANA3rceOhdySq
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又過了幾個月,我們在片場再次相遇。69Please respect copyright.PENANA4CoeNcD4gk
她剛拍完收尾戲,我站在遠處,看着她笑。69Please respect copyright.PENANAQciKD5jH2Q
「你怎麼在這?」她問。69Please respect copyright.PENANAIvyf3K8pwU
「來看妳。」我說。69Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ak5Xp48eo
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAZq5jvZeAOi
「拍啊。」我頓了頓,「但演不下去了。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAa2u90p2mNt
她皺着眉:「為什麼?」69Please respect copyright.PENANATdYBMtKBpV
我看着她,笑得有點笨:「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAYyD1sgWOpP
她怔在那裏。69Please respect copyright.PENANAA7JXI3Xlxd
風從我們之間穿過,連樹影都靜下來。69Please respect copyright.PENANAncsRdLZJlt
我往前一步,她沒退。69Please respect copyright.PENANACuqsdhmVW8
那一刻,我知道——有些心意,不需要台詞。69Please respect copyright.PENANAZvmVtuF7jd
「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAvp5C62r2xm
她沒有回話,只是低下頭,輕輕笑了一下。69Please respect copyright.PENANALbOoqLWthx
那笑裏有風,也有光。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXsNo1HKXVE
還有一點,屬於命運的溫柔。69Please respect copyright.PENANAOvML8aCPiJ
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後來的後來,我們被叫作「光影CP」。69Please respect copyright.PENANAx9ErsZ3gm9
但我知道,那不只是戲。69Please respect copyright.PENANAD7O8TqQsSI
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她說過:「幸福不需要排練。」69Please respect copyright.PENANArmt8i8N0ti
而我想回答她——「那天的光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。」
——〈番外篇五・完〉
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