副題:那天光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。
我記得那天的光,亮得不像現實。40Please respect copyright.PENANAcvPNCIjN4q
劇組在山坡取景,反光板幾乎要被曬化。40Please respect copyright.PENANAa64RKiH8aP
我正準備換戲服,餘光掃過另一邊的場地——就這樣,看見了她。40Please respect copyright.PENANAJffB2GBcLB
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白衣、青髮。40Please respect copyright.PENANAt2yFQk0NcR
她坐在鏡前,妝還未卸,神情專注得像世界只剩鏡中的自己。40Please respect copyright.PENANAIvWDFTcWWE
那種專注,會讓時間變慢。40Please respect copyright.PENANAAL8EwyBqBs
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那一刻,我第一次覺得,原來「命中注定」不是戲詞。40Please respect copyright.PENANAkkGS9KP5x3
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她抬頭,看見我。40Please respect copyright.PENANAF9GNOytSrI
隔着光、隔着人群。40Please respect copyright.PENANAvJYrw7yAIJ
只是短短一眼,我卻記了很久。40Please respect copyright.PENANAdkVNrdqW4F
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那之後,我們的劇組帳號同時上了熱搜。40Please respect copyright.PENANA6Kay2UunoW
#兩組劇組撞景#40Please respect copyright.PENANABUkVz1apZw
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#40Please respect copyright.PENANA1aOanB24pH
照片裏,她仰頭、我低頭,光剛好落在我們之間。40Please respect copyright.PENANANIOwoSyS3Z
底下的評論說——「他們不像在演戲,像在互相發現。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAPQSMDumvMe
我看着那句話,第一次覺得,網友也會說真話。40Please respect copyright.PENANAT8nrOuGFAv
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幾天後,我鼓起勇氣發了訊息給她。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】40Please respect copyright.PENANA01jb6z460a
我以為她不會回,她給人的印象總是冷靜、禮貌,連距離都拿捏得剛剛好。40Please respect copyright.PENANAWBCmkbIWuP
結果,不到一分鐘,她回了——【網友想像力太豐富。】40Please respect copyright.PENANAOXEGgPmMbS
我笑出聲,原來她也會開玩笑。40Please respect copyright.PENANAZISrNmqQNv
我回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】40Please respect copyright.PENANAPqUt2vPfzc
她秒回:【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】40Please respect copyright.PENANATmsB9rEvh3
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「民國少帥」——那三個字,我看了十遍,不為別的,只是那句話裏有她,還有我忽然亂掉的心跳。40Please respect copyright.PENANAf8twabIs0f
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後來,我們真的有了合作機會——一次品牌拍攝,一場雙人訪談。40Please respect copyright.PENANA1CxACL2mX9
她穿着白襯衫,笑得很淡。40Please respect copyright.PENANAjPsCwLkMCj
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAErFTfVKmus
我往前一步,她沒退。40Please respect copyright.PENANAE5jcfRaUjW
快門「喀嚓」一聲,那張照片成了雜誌封面。40Please respect copyright.PENANAXnumiDrQQ9
別人說我們「眼神裏有故事」,其實,那是我開始動心的時候。40Please respect copyright.PENANA7dKbsJb1BT
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時間往後推,我們都忙着拍戲、跑宣傳。40Please respect copyright.PENANAkrO1lEHogV
偶爾在活動現場擦肩,她的笑一如既往——乾淨、克制,又讓人想靠近。40Please respect copyright.PENANAr5n4Xaug92
我站在人群裏,看着她被光包圍的樣子,心裏卻有種說不出的距離感。40Please respect copyright.PENANA3d9DFAkqaM
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直到有一天,媒體拍到我和合作女演員蘇芮瑤的照片。40Please respect copyright.PENANAwOGZpfKESs
【賀淩峰疑似戀情曝光】40Please respect copyright.PENANA0CH2SmAVaA
照片裏,我替她撐傘、護她上車。40Please respect copyright.PENANATBZXzHbvEI
其實,只是車臨時沒來,我順路送她一程。40Please respect copyright.PENANA9mCTYRV3gX
雨太大,閃光燈太亮,那角度一剪,就成了「深情對視」。40Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZhuLgmJD3
新聞出來的那晚,我第一個想到的人,是她。40Please respect copyright.PENANAyxqLsYKkw2
我傳了三條訊息:40Please respect copyright.PENANAx5H8kjXK2Q
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】40Please respect copyright.PENANAKx50fGYZV6
【我只是送她一程。】40Please respect copyright.PENANAsSf7DfesYr
【別多想。】40Please respect copyright.PENANAyA2kJkWYvw
她己讀,不回。40Please respect copyright.PENANAzw946YgRuW
那兩個「已讀」,比任何評論都更安靜,也更刺眼。40Please respect copyright.PENANAyuDUacU3G7
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隔天,我去找她,她在拍一場哭戲。40Please respect copyright.PENANAb0u5Kam6WD
導演喊「卡」的時候,她回頭,看見我。40Please respect copyright.PENANAM5EEwjBBop
她沒問,沒笑,只是微微點頭。40Please respect copyright.PENANAPX8bX11t9R
那一瞬間,我什麼都說不出口,所有的解釋,都變得多餘。40Please respect copyright.PENANAzGSx86XQtM
我只說:「妳辛苦了。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAMgvY3x6J0G
她點頭:「你也是。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAFphZExdANt
就這樣,擦肩而過。她的背影,淡得像光消散的尾。40Please respect copyright.PENANAIjzhEhxSr9
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那晚,我一夜沒睡。40Please respect copyright.PENANAaUqnyAKnZt
也許我錯了——錯在太早動心,太晚承認。40Please respect copyright.PENANAtrsYJ2e4qt
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又過了幾個月,我們在片場再次相遇。40Please respect copyright.PENANAQYD61dR5AQ
她剛拍完收尾戲,我站在遠處,看着她笑。40Please respect copyright.PENANAaAJqu3nLRm
「你怎麼在這?」她問。40Please respect copyright.PENANAq7mXDcaOs5
「來看妳。」我說。40Please respect copyright.PENANAboOxkwJs2u
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAbFqOtSX9g7
「拍啊。」我頓了頓,「但演不下去了。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAQHd7tE0paE
她皺着眉:「為什麼?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAiNEV1dZOZv
我看着她,笑得有點笨:「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAa24BJznXZ4
她怔在那裏。40Please respect copyright.PENANAe3DkGzsY61
風從我們之間穿過,連樹影都靜下來。40Please respect copyright.PENANAgwQMqGBTCo
我往前一步,她沒退。40Please respect copyright.PENANARt4LyjIOal
那一刻,我知道——有些心意,不需要台詞。40Please respect copyright.PENANAjzqtTBHAj9
「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAGPfexuBS6s
她沒有回話,只是低下頭,輕輕笑了一下。40Please respect copyright.PENANAd8ZJcDFsVU
那笑裏有風,也有光。40Please respect copyright.PENANA6ocMWychCH
還有一點,屬於命運的溫柔。40Please respect copyright.PENANA8v1bFVERyF
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後來的後來,我們被叫作「光影CP」。40Please respect copyright.PENANAgd8VEiij0u
但我知道,那不只是戲。40Please respect copyright.PENANAKfJuFWbSHu
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她說過:「幸福不需要排練。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAVkMj9YvEiM
而我想回答她——「那天的光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。」
——〈番外篇五・完〉
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