副題:有些光,不是照亮,而是被他看見的那一刻開始閃耀。
那天的陽光太亮,亮得讓人不敢直視。47Please respect copyright.PENANAAxJXm33wEA
拍哭戲的時候,我幾乎連呼吸都忘了。47Please respect copyright.PENANAYGD4DkXbam
導演喊「卡」,我抹去眼淚,正準備卸妝,忽然聽見隔壁場地的喧嘩聲。47Please respect copyright.PENANAafAkqjIn3D
有人說:「隔壁組也來取景?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAcGdfkDEUSz
我抬頭,順着聲音看過去。47Please respect copyright.PENANAMXjjxtzqw9
就是那一瞬間——我看見他。47Please respect copyright.PENANAK1BVwGSY19
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他穿着深色軍裝,立領筆挺,陽光落在他肩頭,反射出一圈金邊。47Please respect copyright.PENANA9iu03CZ6Oq
那樣的光太刺眼,可偏偏,我沒移開視線。47Please respect copyright.PENANA3n4DQPqF4b
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他也看向我,只是短短一眼,卻讓我整個人怔在原地。47Please respect copyright.PENANAKEmcaLT6SK
有人喊他名字,我聽見「賀淩峰」。47Please respect copyright.PENANAYGcpPHbU0U
那時我心想——這名字,像是戲裏才會出現的角色。47Please respect copyright.PENANAqc1yGg3wC7
不真實,卻讓人記住。47Please respect copyright.PENANAO1ioeTpuoW
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晚上回酒店,手機一打開,熱搜全是我們的照片。47Please respect copyright.PENANAoEGoNjMGq4
#兩組劇組撞景#47Please respect copyright.PENANAORic4rq100
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#47Please respect copyright.PENANALd7HMGycH9
我忍不住笑,戲裏哭了半天,戲外居然被一個對視衝上熱搜。47Please respect copyright.PENANAtFHIcwtu0H
助理打趣:「婧安姐,你和他被嗑瘋了!」47Please respect copyright.PENANAzczxpE5mgZ
我回:「網友想像力太豐富。」47Please respect copyright.PENANA9SSEPDWBaE
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但那一夜,我失眠。47Please respect copyright.PENANAbny6JbCG2n
不是因為熱搜,而是因為那個眼神——太真,真到不像誤會。47Please respect copyright.PENANAbzgpxhyyvO
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第二天早上,他傳來訊息。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】47Please respect copyright.PENANAsJiaO4VlaA
我看着那行字,嘴角不自覺上揚。47Please respect copyright.PENANA4vHhpUgG7r
他看起來應該是那種冷靜型的人,沒想到開場白這麼……可愛。47Please respect copyright.PENANA0rbXbDtMxt
我回:【網友想像力太豐富。】47Please respect copyright.PENANAnhRLSI7czW
他又回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】47Please respect copyright.PENANA1bmYki5ZDg
我忍不住笑出聲﹕【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】47Please respect copyright.PENANAVWURXpzA2W
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按下傳送鍵的那一刻,我忽然發現自己——其實不希望對話就此結束。47Please respect copyright.PENANAGumNJA6x1g
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後來,我們真的拍了同一場雜誌。47Please respect copyright.PENANAiuOen2xJVo
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAo8AbIiLorg
我往前一步,他也往前一步。47Please respect copyright.PENANAKvrH8dTONz
那距離,不遠不近,卻讓我心跳失去節奏。47Please respect copyright.PENANAHfycIT4aHw
快門「喀嚓」一聲響起,他忽然低聲說:「這張我會收藏。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAJleHG3NVEJ
我笑着問:「不怕我拍壞?」47Please respect copyright.PENANASarlCwGwkI
「怕。」他回答,「所以想多留一張。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAQQ8qqqHM98
那句話,我記了很久。47Please respect copyright.PENANAWJzRvePmTn
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我們都太忙,宣傳、拍攝、奔波。47Please respect copyright.PENANAXD6YH3cQHk
有時在活動上擦肩,我會假裝沒看見他,可每次轉過頭,又忍不住偷偷找他的身影。47Please respect copyright.PENANAyRDs93ebBd
有一次,我在後台聽見他講話,那語氣低沉,帶着笑意。47Please respect copyright.PENANAffIkeYCIlw
我忽然明白——有些人不是靠外表吸引你,而是靠一種「在場感」。就算他不說話,也能讓你知道他在。47Please respect copyright.PENANA7Fx1Iu3O6t
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然後,那件事發生了。47Please respect copyright.PENANA511NGB8KMp
媒體拍到他和合作女演員的照片。47Please respect copyright.PENANAK10NNgnGSn
【賀淩峰戀情曝光】47Please respect copyright.PENANAt3K2IH6qdb
新聞底下全是評論:47Please respect copyright.PENANASJtT7Zj87i
「這對好配!」、「果然是戲假情真!」47Please respect copyright.PENANAKa7AE9vLDT
我盯着螢幕,笑了一下。47Please respect copyright.PENANA9Y81iumKk3
笑自己——笑那個居然會覺得難過的自己。47Please respect copyright.PENANAPaBKGpWfgk
他傳來訊息。47Please respect copyright.PENANAAq0drSCwW7
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】47Please respect copyright.PENANA9PGoy7TLl3
【我只是送她一程。】47Please respect copyright.PENANASPgQbnBacV
【別多想。】47Please respect copyright.PENANAg8CDuqhFkD
我看着訊息,手指停在鍵盤上,有千句話想說,但最後,什麼都沒回。47Please respect copyright.PENANA6NqX87dEyX
我不是不相信他,只是那時的我,還沒找到「以什麼身份」去相信他。47Please respect copyright.PENANA9vEDD5tGCI
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後來,他真的來找我。47Please respect copyright.PENANAhosQ8mTh98
我正在拍哭戲,轉身看到他,他站在那裏,一身安靜。47Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1fp9YI5Y8
我知道他是來解釋的,可我不想讓自己那麼容易被打開,所以我只是點了點頭。47Please respect copyright.PENANAJvM38J5HBu
「妳辛苦了。」他說。47Please respect copyright.PENANAxw5EOuJ7b9
我笑:「你也是。」47Please respect copyright.PENANATPMHyfedsE
就這樣擦肩而過,我沒有回頭,但當他走遠時,我的手卻在發抖。47Please respect copyright.PENANA3A9UCezPXA
我對自己說——林婧安,妳不該動心。可心偏偏不聽話。47Please respect copyright.PENANA22uiYe6niJ
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時間再往後,我們再次相遇。47Please respect copyright.PENANAgKkdtaONC4
那天的風很輕,我剛拍完收尾戲,他就出現在那裏。47Please respect copyright.PENANAH3ZfUwo8bT
「你怎麼在這?」我問。47Please respect copyright.PENANADW6oVPiiMG
他說:「來看妳。」他的眼神很平靜,卻藏着什麼我不敢細看。47Please respect copyright.PENANAWpbTdguItZ
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAncNJmtt5Wf
「拍啊。」他笑了笑,「但我發現我演不下去了。」47Please respect copyright.PENANA7FkYvflxoj
「為什麼?」47Please respect copyright.PENANAO1SJhZilzW
「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」47Please respect copyright.PENANA9hQ8DvCv40
我愣住,那一瞬間,連風都停了。47Please respect copyright.PENANAeYkODv1xMx
他又說:「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」47Please respect copyright.PENANAtBvNuaUAXg
我低下頭,不敢讓他看見我的表情。47Please respect copyright.PENANAFO2UHhtwuX
因為我怕,他會看到我眼裏的光。47Please respect copyright.PENANAcQruB9nZLS
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那天回家,我一直在想——原來他早就說了我最想聽的那句話,只是我用了太久,才敢相信。47Please respect copyright.PENANAFtlMtjMdbJ
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愛情不是誰先開口,而是誰先被光照亮。47Please respect copyright.PENANAiYiWM7GjpD
而那道光,從那個夏天撞景的午後開始,就一直落在我心裏。
——〈番外篇六・完〉
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