副題:有些光,不是照亮,而是被他看見的那一刻開始閃耀。
那天的陽光太亮,亮得讓人不敢直視。83Please respect copyright.PENANAmqdZA1RZfK
拍哭戲的時候,我幾乎連呼吸都忘了。83Please respect copyright.PENANAbogaepYX0r
導演喊「卡」,我抹去眼淚,正準備卸妝,忽然聽見隔壁場地的喧嘩聲。83Please respect copyright.PENANAKelvQgdBFJ
有人說:「隔壁組也來取景?」83Please respect copyright.PENANAeEWnUBVMed
我抬頭,順着聲音看過去。83Please respect copyright.PENANAEHZrWymqHL
就是那一瞬間——我看見他。83Please respect copyright.PENANAligx6gjpBk
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他穿着深色軍裝,立領筆挺,陽光落在他肩頭,反射出一圈金邊。83Please respect copyright.PENANAdHuFjTUKQn
那樣的光太刺眼,可偏偏,我沒移開視線。83Please respect copyright.PENANAANh5rnkvnb
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他也看向我,只是短短一眼,卻讓我整個人怔在原地。83Please respect copyright.PENANAzA9GmQ3A3O
有人喊他名字,我聽見「賀淩峰」。83Please respect copyright.PENANAZvYB5qP6hP
那時我心想——這名字,像是戲裏才會出現的角色。83Please respect copyright.PENANAn933E1SMGQ
不真實,卻讓人記住。83Please respect copyright.PENANAp4mEzpKwMz
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晚上回酒店,手機一打開,熱搜全是我們的照片。83Please respect copyright.PENANAtlQPKQ4lXr
#兩組劇組撞景#83Please respect copyright.PENANAgkqVOriG1V
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#83Please respect copyright.PENANABOpMR8Vva6
我忍不住笑,戲裏哭了半天,戲外居然被一個對視衝上熱搜。83Please respect copyright.PENANAb6bHorCT4l
助理打趣:「婧安姐,你和他被嗑瘋了!」83Please respect copyright.PENANAa7ZAlP58Em
我回:「網友想像力太豐富。」83Please respect copyright.PENANAQtMo3MR2mF
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但那一夜,我失眠。83Please respect copyright.PENANAPotRCOAPkr
不是因為熱搜,而是因為那個眼神——太真,真到不像誤會。83Please respect copyright.PENANA0K4fSebKI0
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第二天早上,他傳來訊息。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】83Please respect copyright.PENANANo0XTuSgj3
我看着那行字,嘴角不自覺上揚。83Please respect copyright.PENANArqspNjxbul
他看起來應該是那種冷靜型的人,沒想到開場白這麼……可愛。83Please respect copyright.PENANAqkzQSgHjxj
我回:【網友想像力太豐富。】83Please respect copyright.PENANA4zn5K0PbRq
他又回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】83Please respect copyright.PENANAUTv0jAooWj
我忍不住笑出聲﹕【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】83Please respect copyright.PENANAEywHsnFOJl
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按下傳送鍵的那一刻,我忽然發現自己——其實不希望對話就此結束。83Please respect copyright.PENANA8dBAOvDtYb
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後來,我們真的拍了同一場雜誌。83Please respect copyright.PENANALYs2zF3Q3i
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」83Please respect copyright.PENANAZxDZn9kc46
我往前一步,他也往前一步。83Please respect copyright.PENANAuKJcb5187U
那距離,不遠不近,卻讓我心跳失去節奏。83Please respect copyright.PENANA5H1bImdHEj
快門「喀嚓」一聲響起,他忽然低聲說:「這張我會收藏。」83Please respect copyright.PENANAHEu746mSko
我笑着問:「不怕我拍壞?」83Please respect copyright.PENANAZvyjkUqfsy
「怕。」他回答,「所以想多留一張。」83Please respect copyright.PENANA5HAz9bP0wa
那句話,我記了很久。83Please respect copyright.PENANAJud9vIUNFe
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我們都太忙,宣傳、拍攝、奔波。83Please respect copyright.PENANAnUEfLF3Uke
有時在活動上擦肩,我會假裝沒看見他,可每次轉過頭,又忍不住偷偷找他的身影。83Please respect copyright.PENANA6h4Ivfg8SY
有一次,我在後台聽見他講話,那語氣低沉,帶着笑意。83Please respect copyright.PENANA7v4amX5UEv
我忽然明白——有些人不是靠外表吸引你,而是靠一種「在場感」。就算他不說話,也能讓你知道他在。83Please respect copyright.PENANAjgv8krgzIm
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然後,那件事發生了。83Please respect copyright.PENANAbu9aQ7nFQ6
媒體拍到他和合作女演員的照片。83Please respect copyright.PENANAbhlS25my3I
【賀淩峰戀情曝光】83Please respect copyright.PENANAjlmhHKpnpN
新聞底下全是評論:83Please respect copyright.PENANAoQl31fVQRe
「這對好配!」、「果然是戲假情真!」83Please respect copyright.PENANACpi1wHqqls
我盯着螢幕,笑了一下。83Please respect copyright.PENANALdav0FwrC4
笑自己——笑那個居然會覺得難過的自己。83Please respect copyright.PENANAH1ZraOkELf
他傳來訊息。83Please respect copyright.PENANAogkhqQBZzz
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】83Please respect copyright.PENANAaRs2Wp93M1
【我只是送她一程。】83Please respect copyright.PENANAYATK3uhJNH
【別多想。】83Please respect copyright.PENANAXfluge2o3X
我看着訊息,手指停在鍵盤上,有千句話想說,但最後,什麼都沒回。83Please respect copyright.PENANAhtHadEWLsQ
我不是不相信他,只是那時的我,還沒找到「以什麼身份」去相信他。83Please respect copyright.PENANAMTPzhsdTCj
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後來,他真的來找我。83Please respect copyright.PENANAmaVCHrp54K
我正在拍哭戲,轉身看到他,他站在那裏,一身安靜。83Please respect copyright.PENANAqXdVII0QCr
我知道他是來解釋的,可我不想讓自己那麼容易被打開,所以我只是點了點頭。83Please respect copyright.PENANAufKedm9lKP
「妳辛苦了。」他說。83Please respect copyright.PENANAXbfXm8c5ue
我笑:「你也是。」83Please respect copyright.PENANAFFgw3oOopm
就這樣擦肩而過,我沒有回頭,但當他走遠時,我的手卻在發抖。83Please respect copyright.PENANAj1SWe1zl2b
我對自己說——林婧安,妳不該動心。可心偏偏不聽話。83Please respect copyright.PENANAVUJQgRQs2u
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時間再往後,我們再次相遇。83Please respect copyright.PENANAFyWGiGfHYu
那天的風很輕,我剛拍完收尾戲,他就出現在那裏。83Please respect copyright.PENANAZ02yh1eEIc
「你怎麼在這?」我問。83Please respect copyright.PENANAqtBAKw2lcQ
他說:「來看妳。」他的眼神很平靜,卻藏着什麼我不敢細看。83Please respect copyright.PENANA3MRlK0rxji
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」83Please respect copyright.PENANA6W8j6kiWpb
「拍啊。」他笑了笑,「但我發現我演不下去了。」83Please respect copyright.PENANAYp8DGQfYKg
「為什麼?」83Please respect copyright.PENANAjwnCqKWhoQ
「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」83Please respect copyright.PENANAngoDvmn8Iz
我愣住,那一瞬間,連風都停了。83Please respect copyright.PENANAwfrQxSEbuL
他又說:「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」83Please respect copyright.PENANARludC00a6B
我低下頭,不敢讓他看見我的表情。83Please respect copyright.PENANA3jkTPtIBul
因為我怕,他會看到我眼裏的光。83Please respect copyright.PENANAEU8r5HRDvM
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那天回家,我一直在想——原來他早就說了我最想聽的那句話,只是我用了太久,才敢相信。83Please respect copyright.PENANA1MqmFEASQL
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愛情不是誰先開口,而是誰先被光照亮。83Please respect copyright.PENANAqEj241RlMb
而那道光,從那個夏天撞景的午後開始,就一直落在我心裏。
——〈番外篇六・完〉
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