副題:有些光,不是照亮,而是被他看見的那一刻開始閃耀。
那天的陽光太亮,亮得讓人不敢直視。115Please respect copyright.PENANAECG9EbTT29
拍哭戲的時候,我幾乎連呼吸都忘了。115Please respect copyright.PENANA7MyXEXnXPK
導演喊「卡」,我抹去眼淚,正準備卸妝,忽然聽見隔壁場地的喧嘩聲。115Please respect copyright.PENANAeAQ3E5K7ol
有人說:「隔壁組也來取景?」115Please respect copyright.PENANAmmGcFxZvi2
我抬頭,順着聲音看過去。115Please respect copyright.PENANAmZ7GIhuqrK
就是那一瞬間——我看見他。115Please respect copyright.PENANAjfoHvTD3RH
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他穿着深色軍裝,立領筆挺,陽光落在他肩頭,反射出一圈金邊。115Please respect copyright.PENANA3vRmz26X9L
那樣的光太刺眼,可偏偏,我沒移開視線。115Please respect copyright.PENANAIM4zjUduqR
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他也看向我,只是短短一眼,卻讓我整個人怔在原地。115Please respect copyright.PENANAq1Z3I5YmRs
有人喊他名字,我聽見「賀淩峰」。115Please respect copyright.PENANAR6VQNIgDLi
那時我心想——這名字,像是戲裏才會出現的角色。115Please respect copyright.PENANAMlUlxA3IKH
不真實,卻讓人記住。115Please respect copyright.PENANAvtkh3wqrNf
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晚上回酒店,手機一打開,熱搜全是我們的照片。115Please respect copyright.PENANAtRe4FxUzgN
#兩組劇組撞景#115Please respect copyright.PENANAM3gHwZVPBl
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#115Please respect copyright.PENANAhUE2jQYHLD
我忍不住笑,戲裏哭了半天,戲外居然被一個對視衝上熱搜。115Please respect copyright.PENANAbiNQtDRhvB
助理打趣:「婧安姐,你和他被嗑瘋了!」115Please respect copyright.PENANAqaC9L3d0kK
我回:「網友想像力太豐富。」115Please respect copyright.PENANAQPuvxF0pI5
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但那一夜,我失眠。115Please respect copyright.PENANAKwvTdpHJT0
不是因為熱搜,而是因為那個眼神——太真,真到不像誤會。115Please respect copyright.PENANAWynNjaYoIa
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第二天早上,他傳來訊息。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】115Please respect copyright.PENANA7CqrgRggOA
我看着那行字,嘴角不自覺上揚。115Please respect copyright.PENANARnwTfOkba7
他看起來應該是那種冷靜型的人,沒想到開場白這麼……可愛。115Please respect copyright.PENANALQXUodelhA
我回:【網友想像力太豐富。】115Please respect copyright.PENANA64Fllcp8dT
他又回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】115Please respect copyright.PENANALqiYnWIYmv
我忍不住笑出聲﹕【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】115Please respect copyright.PENANAs1DC4EEqlr
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按下傳送鍵的那一刻,我忽然發現自己——其實不希望對話就此結束。115Please respect copyright.PENANAG39uCQwtF8
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後來,我們真的拍了同一場雜誌。115Please respect copyright.PENANAmhEJ3J1Jnw
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」115Please respect copyright.PENANATvttLlUYxp
我往前一步,他也往前一步。115Please respect copyright.PENANAuOl5GlvFLq
那距離,不遠不近,卻讓我心跳失去節奏。115Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZSkZJXLTj
快門「喀嚓」一聲響起,他忽然低聲說:「這張我會收藏。」115Please respect copyright.PENANAQBSR0Fc5gb
我笑着問:「不怕我拍壞?」115Please respect copyright.PENANAaF5nv2J6Ho
「怕。」他回答,「所以想多留一張。」115Please respect copyright.PENANAMyLNaiXfYk
那句話,我記了很久。115Please respect copyright.PENANApbMgcAvXCn
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我們都太忙,宣傳、拍攝、奔波。115Please respect copyright.PENANATOCHzApqiK
有時在活動上擦肩,我會假裝沒看見他,可每次轉過頭,又忍不住偷偷找他的身影。115Please respect copyright.PENANADymKa7nhIq
有一次,我在後台聽見他講話,那語氣低沉,帶着笑意。115Please respect copyright.PENANAQgbXwvfetV
我忽然明白——有些人不是靠外表吸引你,而是靠一種「在場感」。就算他不說話,也能讓你知道他在。115Please respect copyright.PENANA6iNsNM2UND
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然後,那件事發生了。115Please respect copyright.PENANAyHsRElRfWU
媒體拍到他和合作女演員的照片。115Please respect copyright.PENANAvzREm6Vqel
【賀淩峰戀情曝光】115Please respect copyright.PENANAnlowYOv6dD
新聞底下全是評論:115Please respect copyright.PENANAYNovuTSWl3
「這對好配!」、「果然是戲假情真!」115Please respect copyright.PENANA4LiuUaUg4i
我盯着螢幕,笑了一下。115Please respect copyright.PENANABcWeic5zLU
笑自己——笑那個居然會覺得難過的自己。115Please respect copyright.PENANALqN6RIdy7h
他傳來訊息。115Please respect copyright.PENANAzaAZqC13GT
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】115Please respect copyright.PENANASQ96rFnwwS
【我只是送她一程。】115Please respect copyright.PENANAWjo22w0ZWG
【別多想。】115Please respect copyright.PENANAnhkflK1Nyd
我看着訊息,手指停在鍵盤上,有千句話想說,但最後,什麼都沒回。115Please respect copyright.PENANAdPYfsJInWJ
我不是不相信他,只是那時的我,還沒找到「以什麼身份」去相信他。115Please respect copyright.PENANA7elBQsu1aj
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後來,他真的來找我。115Please respect copyright.PENANAaSGdl1EWTa
我正在拍哭戲,轉身看到他,他站在那裏,一身安靜。115Please respect copyright.PENANAVPaCbpncoJ
我知道他是來解釋的,可我不想讓自己那麼容易被打開,所以我只是點了點頭。115Please respect copyright.PENANAhcXKEFK5LY
「妳辛苦了。」他說。115Please respect copyright.PENANApGlZmKTTGm
我笑:「你也是。」115Please respect copyright.PENANACcgtvXaQwf
就這樣擦肩而過,我沒有回頭,但當他走遠時,我的手卻在發抖。115Please respect copyright.PENANAll4eWEiWmr
我對自己說——林婧安,妳不該動心。可心偏偏不聽話。115Please respect copyright.PENANAZOOUCnrFPS
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時間再往後,我們再次相遇。115Please respect copyright.PENANAGqmWCRR8hL
那天的風很輕,我剛拍完收尾戲,他就出現在那裏。115Please respect copyright.PENANAFjs8zxIV4p
「你怎麼在這?」我問。115Please respect copyright.PENANAVKdcp8CQo1
他說:「來看妳。」他的眼神很平靜,卻藏着什麼我不敢細看。115Please respect copyright.PENANADsPaRDuaer
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」115Please respect copyright.PENANAmKOAkzrYLJ
「拍啊。」他笑了笑,「但我發現我演不下去了。」115Please respect copyright.PENANAmG1krXN1NG
「為什麼?」115Please respect copyright.PENANADie5MYRLB7
「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」115Please respect copyright.PENANA3LqsTMy6sW
我愣住,那一瞬間,連風都停了。115Please respect copyright.PENANAXVCN1Rg1wy
他又說:「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」115Please respect copyright.PENANAhIq5FPSGOz
我低下頭,不敢讓他看見我的表情。115Please respect copyright.PENANAj1BMqzpGqK
因為我怕,他會看到我眼裏的光。115Please respect copyright.PENANAZenN9ia14d
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那天回家,我一直在想——原來他早就說了我最想聽的那句話,只是我用了太久,才敢相信。115Please respect copyright.PENANAXlUFavB49c
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愛情不是誰先開口,而是誰先被光照亮。115Please respect copyright.PENANANYbODhXRIb
而那道光,從那個夏天撞景的午後開始,就一直落在我心裏。
——〈番外篇六・完〉
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