副題:有些光,不是照亮,而是被他看見的那一刻開始閃耀。
那天的陽光太亮,亮得讓人不敢直視。160Please respect copyright.PENANAIdvl0vAE8o
拍哭戲的時候,我幾乎連呼吸都忘了。160Please respect copyright.PENANArQ2abxHHg6
導演喊「卡」,我抹去眼淚,正準備卸妝,忽然聽見隔壁場地的喧嘩聲。160Please respect copyright.PENANADuwETCElqs
有人說:「隔壁組也來取景?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAcolOxtgr8y
我抬頭,順着聲音看過去。160Please respect copyright.PENANAj8bnD1KIoY
就是那一瞬間——我看見他。160Please respect copyright.PENANAKXUSQ0xySG
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他穿着深色軍裝,立領筆挺,陽光落在他肩頭,反射出一圈金邊。160Please respect copyright.PENANAG2bAztyIWP
那樣的光太刺眼,可偏偏,我沒移開視線。160Please respect copyright.PENANAlAFy9uB1hT
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他也看向我,只是短短一眼,卻讓我整個人怔在原地。160Please respect copyright.PENANAd8CF0Igw2d
有人喊他名字,我聽見「賀淩峰」。160Please respect copyright.PENANAJuQ0s29XE4
那時我心想——這名字,像是戲裏才會出現的角色。160Please respect copyright.PENANATs3u1JCTpR
不真實,卻讓人記住。160Please respect copyright.PENANAqa8o1p6fYB
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晚上回酒店,手機一打開,熱搜全是我們的照片。160Please respect copyright.PENANAT6v9VJnYyN
#兩組劇組撞景#160Please respect copyright.PENANAST5wiGLQV5
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#160Please respect copyright.PENANAitHT5ktNg6
我忍不住笑,戲裏哭了半天,戲外居然被一個對視衝上熱搜。160Please respect copyright.PENANACDaS32NNXC
助理打趣:「婧安姐,你和他被嗑瘋了!」160Please respect copyright.PENANAnShGHsp1fn
我回:「網友想像力太豐富。」160Please respect copyright.PENANA9J5PMxvezG
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但那一夜,我失眠。160Please respect copyright.PENANAVlA5yIYIrv
不是因為熱搜,而是因為那個眼神——太真,真到不像誤會。160Please respect copyright.PENANA7vEkNVvSPX
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第二天早上,他傳來訊息。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】160Please respect copyright.PENANA4Mstj0RKFQ
我看着那行字,嘴角不自覺上揚。160Please respect copyright.PENANAqabfZrp6Vc
他看起來應該是那種冷靜型的人,沒想到開場白這麼……可愛。160Please respect copyright.PENANAenroteQrIy
我回:【網友想像力太豐富。】160Please respect copyright.PENANANul3bRjxyv
他又回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】160Please respect copyright.PENANA0SogfcwF8t
我忍不住笑出聲﹕【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】160Please respect copyright.PENANAFDgX23kMMv
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按下傳送鍵的那一刻,我忽然發現自己——其實不希望對話就此結束。160Please respect copyright.PENANAA12QbZF71d
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後來,我們真的拍了同一場雜誌。160Please respect copyright.PENANAjE1LCsVID1
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAohj3v9fxMt
我往前一步,他也往前一步。160Please respect copyright.PENANABIfeu6xlzG
那距離,不遠不近,卻讓我心跳失去節奏。160Please respect copyright.PENANA7CQrzYgqHB
快門「喀嚓」一聲響起,他忽然低聲說:「這張我會收藏。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAbGxtF8oHYK
我笑着問:「不怕我拍壞?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAnK55UoR0ZG
「怕。」他回答,「所以想多留一張。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAeyHKe2fBce
那句話,我記了很久。160Please respect copyright.PENANAVTnLxXW7XU
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我們都太忙,宣傳、拍攝、奔波。160Please respect copyright.PENANA29QWQDtFqK
有時在活動上擦肩,我會假裝沒看見他,可每次轉過頭,又忍不住偷偷找他的身影。160Please respect copyright.PENANA03n22jgP99
有一次,我在後台聽見他講話,那語氣低沉,帶着笑意。160Please respect copyright.PENANAbDK1NpxoZy
我忽然明白——有些人不是靠外表吸引你,而是靠一種「在場感」。就算他不說話,也能讓你知道他在。160Please respect copyright.PENANAtUajXxnOiB
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然後,那件事發生了。160Please respect copyright.PENANAjeNcY5odVn
媒體拍到他和合作女演員的照片。160Please respect copyright.PENANAcOIs6FCFer
【賀淩峰戀情曝光】160Please respect copyright.PENANAs4KseA7RmU
新聞底下全是評論:160Please respect copyright.PENANAcCe4oRwyge
「這對好配!」、「果然是戲假情真!」160Please respect copyright.PENANASHeVdxl4Rp
我盯着螢幕,笑了一下。160Please respect copyright.PENANAIY4meOiaCe
笑自己——笑那個居然會覺得難過的自己。160Please respect copyright.PENANAqIgrL7uPde
他傳來訊息。160Please respect copyright.PENANAzWYZfSAN84
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】160Please respect copyright.PENANACbuE79W7Lo
【我只是送她一程。】160Please respect copyright.PENANAaxXgjaMZyd
【別多想。】160Please respect copyright.PENANA1EXCdwlbVW
我看着訊息,手指停在鍵盤上,有千句話想說,但最後,什麼都沒回。160Please respect copyright.PENANAZxfdSqDgKX
我不是不相信他,只是那時的我,還沒找到「以什麼身份」去相信他。160Please respect copyright.PENANAEN7KfoVPOm
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後來,他真的來找我。160Please respect copyright.PENANAWgNrCxtG8O
我正在拍哭戲,轉身看到他,他站在那裏,一身安靜。160Please respect copyright.PENANAFXuXep3AYl
我知道他是來解釋的,可我不想讓自己那麼容易被打開,所以我只是點了點頭。160Please respect copyright.PENANAXP3HrVCSZb
「妳辛苦了。」他說。160Please respect copyright.PENANAZQQbaBgVIB
我笑:「你也是。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAlikKdXYYe6
就這樣擦肩而過,我沒有回頭,但當他走遠時,我的手卻在發抖。160Please respect copyright.PENANAHT3APVhiqX
我對自己說——林婧安,妳不該動心。可心偏偏不聽話。160Please respect copyright.PENANAL218c3rOZy
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時間再往後,我們再次相遇。160Please respect copyright.PENANAPb5HLiFbFb
那天的風很輕,我剛拍完收尾戲,他就出現在那裏。160Please respect copyright.PENANAwZldTY8MQM
「你怎麼在這?」我問。160Please respect copyright.PENANA0gTLBGjMN4
他說:「來看妳。」他的眼神很平靜,卻藏着什麼我不敢細看。160Please respect copyright.PENANAVLS58qRjmP
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAsSm1oH99Qr
「拍啊。」他笑了笑,「但我發現我演不下去了。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAcbJtWfDqJY
「為什麼?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAOXHoyx5jC9
「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAhgs3q11SiI
我愣住,那一瞬間,連風都停了。160Please respect copyright.PENANA0Gxioecduw
他又說:「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」160Please respect copyright.PENANAEyh73Ukmto
我低下頭,不敢讓他看見我的表情。160Please respect copyright.PENANAq3IC68nFKf
因為我怕,他會看到我眼裏的光。160Please respect copyright.PENANAuq0ryj1ubK
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那天回家,我一直在想——原來他早就說了我最想聽的那句話,只是我用了太久,才敢相信。160Please respect copyright.PENANA1V95jo2B8z
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愛情不是誰先開口,而是誰先被光照亮。160Please respect copyright.PENANAraWlmtWKfn
而那道光,從那個夏天撞景的午後開始,就一直落在我心裏。
——〈番外篇六・完〉
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