副題:那天光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。
我記得那天的光,亮得不像現實。70Please respect copyright.PENANAcM6TgIY8UC
劇組在山坡取景,反光板幾乎要被曬化。70Please respect copyright.PENANADtMPPvhCGD
我正準備換戲服,餘光掃過另一邊的場地——就這樣,看見了她。70Please respect copyright.PENANApclFV0faj1
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白衣、青髮。70Please respect copyright.PENANAcmO00RK83n
她坐在鏡前,妝還未卸,神情專注得像世界只剩鏡中的自己。70Please respect copyright.PENANAGEnFcvkDbl
那種專注,會讓時間變慢。70Please respect copyright.PENANAEGhcJM66NL
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那一刻,我第一次覺得,原來「命中注定」不是戲詞。70Please respect copyright.PENANAlX0Iua1MPw
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她抬頭,看見我。70Please respect copyright.PENANAgyMmbYJWOH
隔着光、隔着人群。70Please respect copyright.PENANAc6H87VCt5v
只是短短一眼,我卻記了很久。70Please respect copyright.PENANAdaAY3s1sKt
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那之後,我們的劇組帳號同時上了熱搜。70Please respect copyright.PENANAwg1faqkV0h
#兩組劇組撞景#70Please respect copyright.PENANAe78Hj6YV3q
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#70Please respect copyright.PENANA65ReslsKJV
照片裏,她仰頭、我低頭,光剛好落在我們之間。70Please respect copyright.PENANAtdS1ibM3Ga
底下的評論說——「他們不像在演戲,像在互相發現。」70Please respect copyright.PENANAZSLvUxpuFo
我看着那句話,第一次覺得,網友也會說真話。70Please respect copyright.PENANACH3YmgoAC7
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幾天後,我鼓起勇氣發了訊息給她。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】70Please respect copyright.PENANAbQBjY1zxwE
我以為她不會回,她給人的印象總是冷靜、禮貌,連距離都拿捏得剛剛好。70Please respect copyright.PENANACV84Gh2Ga7
結果,不到一分鐘,她回了——【網友想像力太豐富。】70Please respect copyright.PENANAIojCdD2jWK
我笑出聲,原來她也會開玩笑。70Please respect copyright.PENANA7YI8QhdVBn
我回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】70Please respect copyright.PENANAQAFJfvRhP8
她秒回:【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】70Please respect copyright.PENANAJubJgDzRAz
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「民國少帥」——那三個字,我看了十遍,不為別的,只是那句話裏有她,還有我忽然亂掉的心跳。70Please respect copyright.PENANAO9JI8U4m6O
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後來,我們真的有了合作機會——一次品牌拍攝,一場雙人訪談。70Please respect copyright.PENANAaY6uZU0u2d
她穿着白襯衫,笑得很淡。70Please respect copyright.PENANA89GsnbSp7r
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」70Please respect copyright.PENANAY86s70NumI
我往前一步,她沒退。70Please respect copyright.PENANAnAC0SnL7vp
快門「喀嚓」一聲,那張照片成了雜誌封面。70Please respect copyright.PENANAtzHhqc5iDy
別人說我們「眼神裏有故事」,其實,那是我開始動心的時候。70Please respect copyright.PENANAMmdEvjTDX9
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時間往後推,我們都忙着拍戲、跑宣傳。70Please respect copyright.PENANA00NeCQeCUd
偶爾在活動現場擦肩,她的笑一如既往——乾淨、克制,又讓人想靠近。70Please respect copyright.PENANAEsFhLGGUzG
我站在人群裏,看着她被光包圍的樣子,心裏卻有種說不出的距離感。70Please respect copyright.PENANAjY1Medw88R
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直到有一天,媒體拍到我和合作女演員蘇芮瑤的照片。70Please respect copyright.PENANASQmHQhk8XR
【賀淩峰疑似戀情曝光】70Please respect copyright.PENANABvZOV0DK1A
照片裏,我替她撐傘、護她上車。70Please respect copyright.PENANA5whhR6nwnM
其實,只是車臨時沒來,我順路送她一程。70Please respect copyright.PENANAuXwmUDfF4P
雨太大,閃光燈太亮,那角度一剪,就成了「深情對視」。70Please respect copyright.PENANAQKbn5L40ff
新聞出來的那晚,我第一個想到的人,是她。70Please respect copyright.PENANAereg9vJCFy
我傳了三條訊息:70Please respect copyright.PENANATuERDlpIa5
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】70Please respect copyright.PENANAX6efSOMI54
【我只是送她一程。】70Please respect copyright.PENANASaSAbuEqlK
【別多想。】70Please respect copyright.PENANAFKMfoxcIaj
她己讀,不回。70Please respect copyright.PENANAKZNTAXvbhO
那兩個「已讀」,比任何評論都更安靜,也更刺眼。70Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ha6w1gL4I
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隔天,我去找她,她在拍一場哭戲。70Please respect copyright.PENANAxc8FI9wG8q
導演喊「卡」的時候,她回頭,看見我。70Please respect copyright.PENANAonnEDQr8ki
她沒問,沒笑,只是微微點頭。70Please respect copyright.PENANAeNjoEMl2tg
那一瞬間,我什麼都說不出口,所有的解釋,都變得多餘。70Please respect copyright.PENANAfr18lrpK8I
我只說:「妳辛苦了。」70Please respect copyright.PENANAdvGR5p6BsG
她點頭:「你也是。」70Please respect copyright.PENANA3Oml1vIakF
就這樣,擦肩而過。她的背影,淡得像光消散的尾。70Please respect copyright.PENANA2BDitnigcm
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那晚,我一夜沒睡。70Please respect copyright.PENANAlPX6eIfhoB
也許我錯了——錯在太早動心,太晚承認。70Please respect copyright.PENANAGwuDhKrz0a
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又過了幾個月,我們在片場再次相遇。70Please respect copyright.PENANAKngrp7k4Od
她剛拍完收尾戲,我站在遠處,看着她笑。70Please respect copyright.PENANA5i2FUdMcbw
「你怎麼在這?」她問。70Please respect copyright.PENANAU8t4JqwN0X
「來看妳。」我說。70Please respect copyright.PENANAwCFM6U4UZA
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」70Please respect copyright.PENANA3oZBUMbyx2
「拍啊。」我頓了頓,「但演不下去了。」70Please respect copyright.PENANAv0LEIJUxUA
她皺着眉:「為什麼?」70Please respect copyright.PENANASlFJ0GgOE1
我看着她,笑得有點笨:「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」70Please respect copyright.PENANAjprRVUcrhL
她怔在那裏。70Please respect copyright.PENANAzgcSfa7YLg
風從我們之間穿過,連樹影都靜下來。70Please respect copyright.PENANADD83RlaL2G
我往前一步,她沒退。70Please respect copyright.PENANAl9WyEP297r
那一刻,我知道——有些心意,不需要台詞。70Please respect copyright.PENANAYIEfkM0dSc
「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」70Please respect copyright.PENANAWQZ1O8up79
她沒有回話,只是低下頭,輕輕笑了一下。70Please respect copyright.PENANA444G8hCtRb
那笑裏有風,也有光。70Please respect copyright.PENANAFbbx4aeXzC
還有一點,屬於命運的溫柔。70Please respect copyright.PENANAB9lEHmjkgt
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後來的後來,我們被叫作「光影CP」。70Please respect copyright.PENANA3l0gwFAIeu
但我知道,那不只是戲。70Please respect copyright.PENANAKG3XpcyomK
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她說過:「幸福不需要排練。」70Please respect copyright.PENANATQVR1elTf8
而我想回答她——「那天的光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。」
——〈番外篇五・完〉
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