Inspired by “Something just like this” by the Chainsmokers and Coldplay.
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You are everything and more to me. All the myths and legends could never compare. I wrote a poem for you, one you read, I wrote Green, a testament to how profound you are. You deserve so much better than little me, you’re a light and Im terrified of smothering it. I try to push people away, but I don’t want to push you away, and I’m scared for the day my flight or fight kicks in, whispering to me to run from you, that this will only hurt. Last night you said “love you” for the first time, but how long will that last, how long before I ruin it? So I’ll sit and write my insecurities because I don’t want you to know about them, don’t want you to worry. I’ll laugh and try to incorporate the imaginary dog Ginny that you told me to add to my next story, the dog who’ll survive and live a long happy life. You really like happy endings, but most of what I write is anything but happy, how did two opposites become so similar? Im not the type of person who deserves you, yet you still tell me Im beautiful, that Im amazing, that Im sweet, that Im empathetic, that Im too good for you. I always wonder when you’ll see the imperfections that scream everyday, the insecurities I try to hide. So I’ll hide anything troubling from you because it would kill me if I worry you, if I somehow become the burden I’ve always feared becoming. So I’ll sit and write this story, but it’s not really a story. It’s a vent for everything I can’t say.
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and then Add to home screen.