This is entry 7 of Rogers Camel. we moved a good distance but had to stop cuz my arms got tired from carrying john. it was pitch black out, and i told kathy and jack to get some rest, and they did while i stayed up to keep watch.
i looked at them hoping i made the right choice for us to abandon our tribe our people. as i look at jack i knew that even if it wasn't the right choice, it was the best one to keep him alive that all that matters.
as long as they are alive i will do everything i can to protect them. A few hours later, i wake kathy up so she can check on john, and I see that he doesn't look so good. i start to think i made the wrong choice, that he might not make it.
But then agian i have to try to help kathy save him not only for us but for jack too cuz jack needs him. kathy looks at the wound and i can telll she is worried and she turns to me to tell me that it is gettting worse rapidly. he needs something to treate it but we have nothing.
john looks at me and he said in a weak voice do you remember that one hunt that we thought we wern't going to make it back to the tribe? Do you remember how you asked me to try to make it back if you didn't? and i teared up and said yes and he told me you take care of jack you take care of your boy.
i tell him i will, and i can see him slip away and i lean on him and cry i knew that he was gone. Kathy held onto me to comfort me. jack woke up a few hours later and i when i tel him the news he falls onto the ground in tears i bend down and wrap my arm around him, and so did kathy.
the sun starts to rise and we go burry john and give him a proper grave, and i say a few words then we sit in the ruins of a building .
once agian i lost someone close to me i don't how if i can keep going but i know i have to fufill johns dieing wish which was to take care of my so to take care of jack.
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