Trauma Took Everything -But Not Him - If I Died ,Do Not Pretend You Care

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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzrdFlaCsm
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”

But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:

Dad — why don’t you talk to me?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2lUmTlmZ3
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPBdXX2Se6
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoGzrvCekx
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Why are you never proud of me?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMGOPhgrgf
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0kv4ElHYZ
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?

Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGx0y2se6X
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xoTGDdRCU
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnFjjKT8U6
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JwV9mPi60
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeSoXrqZ04
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7T2SpCfzD
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?

Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlz07san7N
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlo3zUDpf5
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcLLIY4cyY
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtRIUcIxs5
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSEkrWCWbi
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Was your hatred really that deep?

Sister, little kid — even you joined in.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClZrINv4h5
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZXC2xuTEC
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA3b7nSkYh
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So why did you help tear me apart?

Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn21RZHH1gc
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBR1IkN3PU
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?

Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4YNJU1l7m
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXshewtSHE
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?

My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWCbzlqJsh
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fiVSQWbqV
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I tried to save you.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43pybsQNWL
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I told everyone what really happened.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuURUtX0r88
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgWTCjTwxh
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Was it painful?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBarYA49Ocy
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I should never have left you.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZMOFzkX2v
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They told me about your death 15 days later.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmA1PhFYZE
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeyzEzvi7S
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Was poison really that brutal?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoJT1a1q2Q
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdNPfzseQk
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I thought I’d see you again.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJXonqWLat
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.

Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8feh5dS5u
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But not my pain?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ1QbugoHc
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?

Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9X0EDwaxpG
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WCcqDApXG
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You chose silence. What could I do?

My 5th class classmate — you died.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOMgonBD8i
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The only memory I have is scolding you.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSAsND0zqn
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But I also remember your last smile.

Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6srsP953J
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDdImJNHy4
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One month later, I attempted suicide.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLJ5Ahmmwq
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You still don’t know.

To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BXD4OrCkf
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Why?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyO5ZgMGJP
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkaL90r3WG
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooQHcfjR7g
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Why am I falling apart like this?331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVvS9LfPGT
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?

So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.

Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwj2bCuJepK
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”

And remember:

Not everyone is remembered forever.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9TdVm4jNu
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People move on.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKXIj0w5Jt
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Family is not the same for everyone.331Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYHY5cOnSx
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.

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