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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkLzsdD5h2
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilSSquuxun
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mQZSnfwc6
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEoNeMUmke
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Why are you never proud of me?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNRosMtgAB
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJpAy3TDy4
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ524l937vVQ
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQJIPO8JGg
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7maMmWeAN2
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqiklO4iWN
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpXtXZKVN2
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3sSrKz7c7
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcFbwhFy2x
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaH7oCFqT8
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vOEQPxcEP
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzREzpB0jfs
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmiBCODsty
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvJONOF7Vd
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBViw2apsTN
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMdT7GEexo
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeEWravzUJ
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcyNZh3dnw
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUZOHR9Qoo
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlK244CrU30
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03kaEOT0DL
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJq8MKqWMO
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I tried to save you.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcNScJpev9
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I told everyone what really happened.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLqGWHW2w3
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxphVKGTmNF
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Was it painful?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhPtF3M2n9
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I should never have left you.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeGSxeYeIh
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They told me about your death 15 days later.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZPp00kIuu
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HNMlI1era
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Was poison really that brutal?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cM1nJaXiH
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeL9PSWxafo
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I thought I’d see you again.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZYMKaxpRS
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9X2FfB6uG
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But not my pain?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexQCpp4unS
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgZAbyBACX
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3czHqUVRy
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6y1AAd6Jk
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The only memory I have is scolding you.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoFAgF3jA3
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQTW3G341t
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ19d01rsPq
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One month later, I attempted suicide.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsKJU2bNvi
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrG4tTHs8U
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Why?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DuXVbcGzR
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPFEE14yLT
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdqD3gvtQg
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Why am I falling apart like this?255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfeRQ0LdNd
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FKOfBKaid
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOga9MVZErS
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People move on.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5qBErf4gO
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Family is not the same for everyone.255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4suoHChje
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
and then Add to home screen.