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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQvdWOJQk4
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVO4MaIrS7
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wXfBfVS2N
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6cCGoshqA
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Why are you never proud of me?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArAC4GsXPy
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkR2eJxGfX
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQg7Hc8BXD
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBem7kYP2Du
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjHRbgRsMW
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8lY7tDy0f
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNWY1zB9fI
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTygt1f5yUT
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Tm8Gn2keZ
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Tjc1TtDeQ
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHu1DMrHvl
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7m4ccfKPu8
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLmy7pbAQy
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43gPCgM4iy
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKewqslyLc
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AhRmBLhe9
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtdDiaFBhI
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqquHIsmHne
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4Bjhs7rhj
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPehC6vltLc
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z97Vhdcq2
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCs3JpVUnw
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I tried to save you.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJjz7Rbkvg
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I told everyone what really happened.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWiAG5YrW6
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaASma9teR
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Was it painful?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbGL4Mk3AB
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I should never have left you.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuGGxKy2KD
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They told me about your death 15 days later.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2zF1HBbbs
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDa8YKIe7F
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Was poison really that brutal?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31TnUobbkC
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFfTLBQoiN
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I thought I’d see you again.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrT53BpGZ6
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7V2so3xE2
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But not my pain?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXz6vnFj7S
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDvL3pUIJL
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9T35IJ14q
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hvdUVJBZ2
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The only memory I have is scolding you.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHPDoQOQe3
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDBLILRvRN
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡio6WWgMCRT
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One month later, I attempted suicide.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQ8X4sWXsJ
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ze1pxZiMx
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Why?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6v1HZb19B
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OliLAX8QV
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasCh3aIK4o
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Why am I falling apart like this?99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLRRrIlHLz
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BAPdaX2JU
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrQeLqxMJ4
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People move on.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtp3klaIuWJ
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Family is not the same for everyone.99Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AyaLtXlPx
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
and then Add to home screen.