
“Kiss my lips, Koichi.”
Kimijima Koichi shut his eyes tightly,66Please respect copyright.PENANA3HDEaFCoos
as if trying to suppress something dangerously wild rising from within.
“…I’m sorry, my lady.”66Please respect copyright.PENANAh1dJXxVqxt
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“…This… is the one order I cannot obey.…”
His voice was as gentle as ever,66Please respect copyright.PENANAHwwqdz2PMb
but trembling—so tightly restrained it bordered on breaking.
Suzuran froze.66Please respect copyright.PENANALkXdWwOxsH
Then tears spilled from her eyes—just as he added quietly:
“…This is my personal will.”
And in the very next moment—
his lips came crashing down.66Please respect copyright.PENANAmhLgHm9edS
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That wasn’t a kiss between servant and mistress.66Please respect copyright.PENANAqkZ0Yz49ta
It wasn’t gratitude, or manners, or carefully restrained affection.
It was—66Please respect copyright.PENANAUr21MtwDVL
a man’s raw desire finally breaking free.
He was like someone who had finally allowed himself one moment of recklessness,66Please respect copyright.PENANAbnCdM2WXe1
tearing through years of self-control,66Please respect copyright.PENANAH3OWJa2fDq
releasing everything he’d buried deep inside his chest.
That kiss carried all the love, all the pain,66Please respect copyright.PENANA80Ymig4WQG
all the things he could never say.
Suzuran froze in place, her lashes trembling.66Please respect copyright.PENANAxCd1smRgtB
But in the next breath, she reached out—and wrapped her arms around him.
As if using every ounce of strength66Please respect copyright.PENANAxifrSMI8wd
just to hold onto the man who had finally stopped running.
In that moment, she knew—66Please respect copyright.PENANATwFzhuuhWE
She hadn’t been imagining it.66Please respect copyright.PENANAsmrIN9Td1S
She wasn’t being rejected in silence.66Please respect copyright.PENANArCcfqBGdNe
She hadn’t been loving alone.
The man she loved… had finally kissed her back.
The moment his lips touched hers, Suzuran forgot how to breathe.
It wasn’t a brush.66Please respect copyright.PENANAXqc17ZBuVB
It wasn’t hesitation.
It was a kiss that had been held back for far too long,66Please respect copyright.PENANAezcOnM60Dh
and now—finally—it was flooding out.
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He kissed her hard—but not roughly.66Please respect copyright.PENANA6tvvyO7eb0
It was filled with longing,66Please respect copyright.PENANA07otDsvIlf
a tenderness pushed to the edge of madness.
One arm wrapped tightly around her waist,66Please respect copyright.PENANArh5fdRyhKW
the other cradled the back of her head, pulling her into him completely.
His grip was possessive, but firm—66Please respect copyright.PENANALVboIwxCqX
like someone who had waited his whole life just to hold her this way.
Their breaths tangled,66Please respect copyright.PENANAWr1k4XbDAu
his kiss deep and consuming—66Please respect copyright.PENANAG5k41tq2NA
sometimes urgent, sometimes slow,66Please respect copyright.PENANAnLFEGpdRVa
like waves of wordless hunger crashing over her reason.
Suzuran instinctively clutched his shirt,66Please respect copyright.PENANAeE5MOFedve
her body pinned against his until she could barely move,66Please respect copyright.PENANAqPm0D0h8cC
small gasps catching in her throat as he kissed her breathless.
She stared up at him through hazy eyes—66Please respect copyright.PENANApefVZfBgTr
his brows drawn tight,66Please respect copyright.PENANAnHK01c2dVH
his focus locked entirely on her—
like he wasn’t just kissing her lips,66Please respect copyright.PENANAtcnpxfU0mk
but her very soul.
Those weren’t a servant’s eyes.
They were the eyes of a man who loved her.66Please respect copyright.PENANAsiQXPJGpYD
Deeply. Desperately. Entirely.
Her breath hitched,66Please respect copyright.PENANAjOd20fIOuJ
her chest rising and falling under his touch,66Please respect copyright.PENANAF3JKvz8vhB
her body absorbing the heat of his.
She could barely think—only feel.66Please respect copyright.PENANAH1zGKjMUcq
Only let herself be kissed, piece by piece,66Please respect copyright.PENANAi6DxlDmdEn
by the man she’d wanted for so long.
Every time she gasped,66Please respect copyright.PENANA2mKlnRDr25
his kiss only deepened, gentler yet more desperate.
He was no longer holding back.66Please respect copyright.PENANAKBG0Io5Hdz
No longer retreating.
He poured everything into that kiss—66Please respect copyright.PENANAJhxvLMyzQp
his love, his grief, his devotion.
It wasn’t just a kiss.
It was defiance against fate.66Please respect copyright.PENANAbLYGhKJ33X
It was a vow.66Please respect copyright.PENANAxumVT4LcZe
It was the giving of a soul.
Tears blurred her vision.
She clung to him, trembling,66Please respect copyright.PENANAXfwPP83Q4b
her fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt.
And she kissed him back.
Letting him steal her breath,66Please respect copyright.PENANAZakskUSeQv
just so she could be closer to him—
to the man who had finally chosen her over duty.
Their breathing tangled,66Please respect copyright.PENANAMKJAGWXFzb
their mouths meeting again and again,66Please respect copyright.PENANAs7uEv1dIeg
until all that remained was them.
No titles.66Please respect copyright.PENANAHy68HtNFz5
No rules.66Please respect copyright.PENANAW5U04Dqt5g
No fear.
Just her—and him.
Just this kiss.66Please respect copyright.PENANAeYtEQJfYbY
Kimijima Koichi kissed her again.66Please respect copyright.PENANAvlE5ARLvy7
And again.
Pulling back only to return to her lips like he couldn’t bear the distance.
Suzuran gasped, barely able to speak.
The more breathless she became,66Please respect copyright.PENANAiRIrQcAOpM
the deeper his kisses grew—66Please respect copyright.PENANA0Qfti1SMsg
wild and unrestrained.
Like he’d fallen from the cliff of control,66Please respect copyright.PENANALc4F2EygWS
and there was no going back.
“H-Koi…”66Please respect copyright.PENANAkGCiJsDcVL
Her voice trembled as she whispered his name.
He finally stopped,66Please respect copyright.PENANAbTWSQ1Losc
resting his forehead against hers.
His breathing ragged,66Please respect copyright.PENANA95EbXhyaDp
his brow damp with sweat.
He didn’t speak right away.66Please respect copyright.PENANA5u8np4mxNU
Just held her, then whispered softly—
“…Ran.”
Their eyes met.
And for once,66Please respect copyright.PENANAraHjHj4LEP
his eyes weren’t calm.
They were burning.
She looked into those eyes—66Please respect copyright.PENANAAVrPRpFsjw
the ones always so composed.
But now?
They were filled with raw, aching emotion.
He looked not like a servant,66Please respect copyright.PENANAvhbkXyH1la
but like a man who had loved her for far too long.
She bit her lip,66Please respect copyright.PENANA5nDufIfxiq
then finally asked the question that had haunted her for so long:
“…Koichi, do you—really love me?”
Her voice was barely above a breath.66Please respect copyright.PENANASeiGJzlDmd
Tears shimmered in her eyes.
She almost didn’t dare hope that the warmth she felt…
was truly hers.
He was still breathless.66Please respect copyright.PENANA4OfJsRP2jL
His chest rose and fell violently,66Please respect copyright.PENANASOSic1BM4J
as if he’d just come up from drowning.
Usually so calm,66Please respect copyright.PENANA1NtkoF8opL
Kimijima Koichi now looked utterly undone.66Please respect copyright.PENANARQmeQYgr4F
Raw.
He didn’t answer right away.
Instead, he pressed his forehead to hers again,66Please respect copyright.PENANAMAiEpWFMjO
eyes closed tight, as if enduring something painful.
Finally, his voice came—hoarse, shaken:
“…I wasn’t supposed to love you.”
“But I’ve loved you—this whole time.”
“So much I can’t stop.”66Please respect copyright.PENANAuFtAKaO8Wp
“So much I can’t even meet your eyes.”66Please respect copyright.PENANAhkIe6aEcZX
“So much I’ve had to use everything I have to hold it back.”
His voice trembled.
Like the words weren’t just spoken—
but torn out from a bleeding wound.
Suzuran whispered:
“I thought… I was the only one whose heart was racing.”
“I thought it was just me…”
“A one-sided love.”
The words fell from her chest like a sob,66Please respect copyright.PENANA2wJgV0sTYx
barely held together by pride.
He didn’t answer.
He simply took her hand—66Please respect copyright.PENANAwDxvTwkZEr
gently, as always—
but this time, with certainty.
And then, he placed her palm over his chest,66Please respect copyright.PENANAAJMqXf0g9Z
where his heart was pounding.
“Why don’t you see for yourself?”66Please respect copyright.PENANAunCrrMSttt
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