“Kiss my lips, Koichi.”
Kimijima Koichi shut his eyes tightly,282Please respect copyright.PENANAl4PgEKqnBb
as if trying to suppress something dangerously wild rising from within.
“…I’m sorry, my lady.”282Please respect copyright.PENANALli9Um9N6p
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“…This… is the one order I cannot obey.…”
His voice was as gentle as ever,282Please respect copyright.PENANApahhoniSNj
but trembling—so tightly restrained it bordered on breaking.
Suzuran froze.282Please respect copyright.PENANAXzOAopzb3s
Then tears spilled from her eyes—just as he added quietly:
“…This is my personal will.”
And in the very next moment—
his lips came crashing down.282Please respect copyright.PENANAKLuiG14LRT
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That wasn’t a kiss between servant and mistress.282Please respect copyright.PENANABC0Qdpr5Y7
It wasn’t gratitude, or manners, or carefully restrained affection.
It was—282Please respect copyright.PENANAIt7xqmKKps
a man’s raw desire finally breaking free.
He was like someone who had finally allowed himself one moment of recklessness,282Please respect copyright.PENANANJSoRM4m23
tearing through years of self-control,282Please respect copyright.PENANA8zvCP0Pl0P
releasing everything he’d buried deep inside his chest.
That kiss carried all the love, all the pain,282Please respect copyright.PENANAFEf4xTuKUv
all the things he could never say.
Suzuran froze in place, her lashes trembling.282Please respect copyright.PENANABzZxxG02V9
But in the next breath, she reached out—and wrapped her arms around him.
As if using every ounce of strength282Please respect copyright.PENANAt9CUiv7Kwh
just to hold onto the man who had finally stopped running.
In that moment, she knew—282Please respect copyright.PENANAoYPKhWTSnf
She hadn’t been imagining it.282Please respect copyright.PENANAbzUa4jDrLl
She wasn’t being rejected in silence.282Please respect copyright.PENANADrnFwVwWXt
She hadn’t been loving alone.
The man she loved… had finally kissed her back.
The moment his lips touched hers, Suzuran forgot how to breathe.
It wasn’t a brush.282Please respect copyright.PENANACMcm7YAvM2
It wasn’t hesitation.
It was a kiss that had been held back for far too long,282Please respect copyright.PENANAEBPABPcFqz
and now—finally—it was flooding out.
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He kissed her hard—but not roughly.282Please respect copyright.PENANAmKwqWoMeQV
It was filled with longing,282Please respect copyright.PENANA4y5ZgGPhjL
a tenderness pushed to the edge of madness.
One arm wrapped tightly around her waist,282Please respect copyright.PENANAXKdbehN8Hw
the other cradled the back of her head, pulling her into him completely.
His grip was possessive, but firm—282Please respect copyright.PENANAPGmOU9SYQA
like someone who had waited his whole life just to hold her this way.
Their breaths tangled,282Please respect copyright.PENANApWTpvm5dxY
his kiss deep and consuming—282Please respect copyright.PENANAZkCdDTkAFL
sometimes urgent, sometimes slow,282Please respect copyright.PENANA2QGDmztNiA
like waves of wordless hunger crashing over her reason.
Suzuran instinctively clutched his shirt,282Please respect copyright.PENANAcZc3RGFHDe
her body pinned against his until she could barely move,282Please respect copyright.PENANAtuzXRlaJyB
small gasps catching in her throat as he kissed her breathless.
She stared up at him through hazy eyes—282Please respect copyright.PENANATz37TZ2P2P
his brows drawn tight,282Please respect copyright.PENANAbn3aQ86eX9
his focus locked entirely on her—
like he wasn’t just kissing her lips,282Please respect copyright.PENANAQiQCleYmBF
but her very soul.
Those weren’t a servant’s eyes.
They were the eyes of a man who loved her.282Please respect copyright.PENANAb6uh3FIYcz
Deeply. Desperately. Entirely.
Her breath hitched,282Please respect copyright.PENANAqCgdzageTF
her chest rising and falling under his touch,282Please respect copyright.PENANAO5sinDTj84
her body absorbing the heat of his.
She could barely think—only feel.282Please respect copyright.PENANA2e7TU2kz7B
Only let herself be kissed, piece by piece,282Please respect copyright.PENANAQQoF6qI0QK
by the man she’d wanted for so long.
Every time she gasped,282Please respect copyright.PENANAznWGf2EQFY
his kiss only deepened, gentler yet more desperate.
He was no longer holding back.282Please respect copyright.PENANAJJz1S1K77Q
No longer retreating.
He poured everything into that kiss—282Please respect copyright.PENANAmDgsOrKLfR
his love, his grief, his devotion.
It wasn’t just a kiss.
It was defiance against fate.282Please respect copyright.PENANAnEjkZtPz3C
It was a vow.282Please respect copyright.PENANA2wxggBrald
It was the giving of a soul.
Tears blurred her vision.
She clung to him, trembling,282Please respect copyright.PENANAAXbVtOLHHr
her fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt.
And she kissed him back.
Letting him steal her breath,282Please respect copyright.PENANAdCHe37zvIe
just so she could be closer to him—
to the man who had finally chosen her over duty.
Their breathing tangled,282Please respect copyright.PENANAmoMs1wrEqX
their mouths meeting again and again,282Please respect copyright.PENANAHSyQIQ8DAn
until all that remained was them.
No titles.282Please respect copyright.PENANAmoRmvJ3hYo
No rules.282Please respect copyright.PENANAysobuzPOpo
No fear.
Just her—and him.
Just this kiss.282Please respect copyright.PENANAnJePEubeXn
Kimijima Koichi kissed her again.282Please respect copyright.PENANAuP5xZy4j8O
And again.
Pulling back only to return to her lips like he couldn’t bear the distance.
Suzuran gasped, barely able to speak.
The more breathless she became,282Please respect copyright.PENANAqT0RfLRYFH
the deeper his kisses grew—282Please respect copyright.PENANAvvkDts3iZF
wild and unrestrained.
Like he’d fallen from the cliff of control,282Please respect copyright.PENANAGbziiXyM3y
and there was no going back.
“H-Koi…”282Please respect copyright.PENANAr9id857AfL
Her voice trembled as she whispered his name.
He finally stopped,282Please respect copyright.PENANAkbuiXogeao
resting his forehead against hers.
His breathing ragged,282Please respect copyright.PENANAALdRrkaRlc
his brow damp with sweat.
He didn’t speak right away.282Please respect copyright.PENANAM51iK4HHHA
Just held her, then whispered softly—
“…Ran.”
Their eyes met.
And for once,282Please respect copyright.PENANA30oSAy7ENm
his eyes weren’t calm.
They were burning.
She looked into those eyes—282Please respect copyright.PENANAO3Jtym1ufD
the ones always so composed.
But now?
They were filled with raw, aching emotion.
He looked not like a servant,282Please respect copyright.PENANACf7lsiWMrI
but like a man who had loved her for far too long.
She bit her lip,282Please respect copyright.PENANAU1OtHMAUjT
then finally asked the question that had haunted her for so long:
“…Koichi, do you—really love me?”
Her voice was barely above a breath.282Please respect copyright.PENANAkPDVZnOQFZ
Tears shimmered in her eyes.
She almost didn’t dare hope that the warmth she felt…
was truly hers.
He was still breathless.282Please respect copyright.PENANAwRXDpfJFCe
His chest rose and fell violently,282Please respect copyright.PENANA9lILN3BqLv
as if he’d just come up from drowning.
Usually so calm,282Please respect copyright.PENANAtuF61jrZZo
Kimijima Koichi now looked utterly undone.282Please respect copyright.PENANAUiCHeCNhEn
Raw.
He didn’t answer right away.
Instead, he pressed his forehead to hers again,282Please respect copyright.PENANAFjhIjnCXKV
eyes closed tight, as if enduring something painful.
Finally, his voice came—hoarse, shaken:
“…I wasn’t supposed to love you.”
“But I’ve loved you—this whole time.”
“So much I can’t stop.”282Please respect copyright.PENANA6xphlQVzoF
“So much I can’t even meet your eyes.”282Please respect copyright.PENANArFMIcgr721
“So much I’ve had to use everything I have to hold it back.”
His voice trembled.
Like the words weren’t just spoken—
but torn out from a bleeding wound.
Suzuran whispered:
“I thought… I was the only one whose heart was racing.”
“I thought it was just me…”
“A one-sided love.”
The words fell from her chest like a sob,282Please respect copyright.PENANAlrRgKa9Yhw
barely held together by pride.
He didn’t answer.
He simply took her hand—282Please respect copyright.PENANAHmJsJZEQrg
gently, as always—
but this time, with certainty.
And then, he placed her palm over his chest,282Please respect copyright.PENANAymupH9vhpr
where his heart was pounding.
“Why don’t you see for yourself?”282Please respect copyright.PENANAkoPZDiPSjJ
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