Who am I?182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIXYUzvsPJ
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEnxrlWITQ
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZN7T4VfkK
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnEIl8Q9LY
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLwAHt3xPl
but I feel like I’m stuck.182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QDaOKFhFm
I don’t know what I want.182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqYPHCDDP5
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKlHLTgpTS
I want to have a dream.182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOmjGiU9KB
Have a goal.182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSH7akHdgJh
Try to achieve it...182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBqWM75Rab
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLceHzfg6E
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIWZURKJLE
I’m alone, trying to dream,182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbUY3DJNOv
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Bm7uA4pfq
after a long journey,182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolh9Hq3LUf
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3QvTfOZYQ
and then Add to home screen.