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This question trills through my mind every second of the day.360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScLFvJFuXR
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMySZdfnKGz
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGf1qZ7D0nn
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqGQQFVh3q
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvH3aGF9yXK
but I feel like I’m stuck.360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEd4wgvmy5
I don’t know what I want.360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzJeKjyhoz
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOEBCxK03j
I want to have a dream.360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbx5twSuK3
Have a goal.360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHv91ud7ZdJ
Try to achieve it...360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqWlnypzJq
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoxXxGGhxw
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kCQPRe60g
I’m alone, trying to dream,360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xul7aGHK6
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1ikC7gYbJ
after a long journey,360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyFLwl7dfz
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...360Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILcDjYxZqf
and then Add to home screen.