No Plagiarism!5L42jE8IWViyJAZPli64posted on PENANA 「接下來的事,要慢慢地想,包括這星期還發生了什麼事。例如班會的事、周樂樺的事,以及其他未來聯盟成員的事。」我說。1234 copyright protection587PENANAV8QuPC4tg9 尼
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廣祥沉默了一下,久久才說。1234 copyright protection587PENANAd2LhAqwwwZ 尼
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「在病床上躺著躺著,慢慢地就斷氣了。」他說。1234 copyright protection587PENANAA1y2DnzMgY 尼
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「他說是的我們那邊的醫院,很多年輕的傷兵都救不來。」童遙解釋。1234 copyright protection587PENANAlDEI6UAVQp 尼
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「醒來才能繼續優雅,不是嗎?裡面不會有一篇是〈如何優雅地死去〉吧?」他說。1234 copyright protection587PENANAH4p8FQinCF 尼
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此刻,我好像聽到一個不錯的提議。1234 copyright protection587PENANAkBuwZ7tYaY 尼
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「首先你要優雅地活著。」——〈如何優雅地死去〉1234 copyright protection587PENANA2ZS44ngwHJ 尼
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「所以,小明能夠醒來嗎?」廣祥喜悅。1234 copyright protection587PENANAa6jXdO0uOv 尼
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「但是身為致鬱系畫家的你,真的想看到他醒來嗎?」我問。1234 copyright protection587PENANA5ulxYnRNCf 尼
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「你改變了?為什麼改變了?你想小明醒來之後做什麼?」我問。1234 copyright protection587PENANApIYylMsf1e 尼
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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」1234 copyright protection587PENANAYw3NeiPog7 尼
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「一直憂鬱,也沒有用吧。」他輕聲說。1234 copyright protection587PENANAhnq1Hb8Yv9 尼
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「你再寫媽媽在床前,再寫醫生在床前,也只是重覆的情緒罷了。」他說。1234 copyright protection587PENANALeQY68zmqP 尼
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「所以你覺得劇情是時候變了,小明應該要醒來了?」我問。1234 copyright protection587PENANAGs392zxIqF 尼
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「沒錯。」他說。1234 copyright protection587PENANAQptOP5O7WV 尼
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聽罷,我點點頭。1234 copyright protection587PENANAPwlUuZlTwG 尼
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「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。1234 copyright protection587PENANAvEsQqWL4TC 尼
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「為什麼?」他問。1234 copyright protection587PENANAcs8sxoDcwt 尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。1234 copyright protection587PENANAh2Pz9wKSP5 尼
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「必須先熟悉黑暗,掌握畫黑暗的技巧,才能畫出最溫暖的光明。」我說。1234 copyright protection587PENANAAyXpqd1DcP 尼
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「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」1234 copyright protection587PENANAgfpnPnPeMv 尼
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「又如你畫一百幅哭的人,有天你畫他哭完的樣子。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」1234 copyright protection587PENANANnk50QGPZZ 尼
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「所以我聽過的致鬱系畫家,抬頭都是寫『致鬱/治癒系畫家』。」我分享一下。1234 copyright protection587PENANA1cvE7D5qt1 尼
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「不過那是畫家的範疇,跟我沒太大關係就是了。」我說。1234 copyright protection587PENANAjMXrVjJHyQ 尼
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安靜片刻。1234 copyright protection587PENANASOIHaw0xaF 尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。1234 copyright protection587PENANAvImV1zDB0Q 尼
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我正在考慮時,童遙招我過去。1234 copyright protection587PENANAFDHzOVmEHs 尼
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「應該。」她在我耳邊說。1234 copyright protection587PENANAOlKBHqbvBx 尼
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我再若無其事地走到廣祥面前。1234 copyright protection587PENANA45qF27usL5 尼
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「應該。」我回答。1234 copyright protection587PENANAXl2m7EGK0d 尼
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「我都聽到了!」他說。1234 copyright protection587PENANASR7tLG2chH 尼
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