這是寫給你的第一個故仔。2585Please respect copyright.PENANAEDCBN20iYd
2585Please respect copyright.PENANA9WB3D0gE0f
在幾年前的一個夏天,我異常感到抑鬱。(當然抑鬱這兩個字只不過是方便你們明白我當刻狀態的名詞,實際上那種難受未必是抑鬱,也絕無法用文字形容。)2585Please respect copyright.PENANASwVfD29RhI
2585Please respect copyright.PENANAyAv9fLBMeh
在quit莊以及quit宿的當天,我也順道跟女朋友分手了。(我覺得自己根本沒有資格愛人。)2585Please respect copyright.PENANAMsATE9Xqxp
2585Please respect copyright.PENANA9kERwuQqCu
對於那些所謂「博盡無悔」的大學生活,我感到無比的厭倦、無聊和悲觀。2585Please respect copyright.PENANA849Lp1q9Nr
2585Please respect copyright.PENANAaCoWse3OKX
我斷不能過那些精彩的人生,也沒有興趣。2585Please respect copyright.PENANARnPUEJDSQD
2585Please respect copyright.PENANAyLuu4Z0tDz
人生最美好的時代早已過去。2585Please respect copyright.PENANAHhz77uxAR6
2585Please respect copyright.PENANAWE4CDfTlE8
我也曾經想過一了百了。2585Please respect copyright.PENANAclxgV7pR9O
2585Please respect copyright.PENANA0WH4OiUNf2
有一次我站在大學站的月台前,列車緩緩地駛過來,我已經超出黃線,距離到站只有不足幾呎,我很有衝動想往前跳進去,然後隨著列車把我的身體的輾開,也給我展開一段新的旅程。2585Please respect copyright.PENANAxFQSWmn0V5
2585Please respect copyright.PENANAVOIpO0Xo1K
我還記得當時劇烈地跳動著的心跳,不停地在抖震著的那對小腿。2585Please respect copyright.PENANAT1uOk1s7oc
2585Please respect copyright.PENANAcTsT0iXNC3
我卻沒有踏出那一步,並不是因為不捨得這個世界的美好云云,而是在那瞬間,我鮮有地感到無比的自由。2585Please respect copyright.PENANAk5LqclqBgF
2585Please respect copyright.PENANAkOjIoQgQe7
因為踏不踏出那一步,是我自己選擇的。2585Please respect copyright.PENANAWbjXJ4TW2H
2585Please respect copyright.PENANAEOZTxShpnY
我的人生是由自己控制的。2585Please respect copyright.PENANAkpY5nQRdUi
2585Please respect copyright.PENANA5lV4cHpcwe
我不捨得。2585Please respect copyright.PENANAc2Fd7VZjFa
2585Please respect copyright.PENANAOUiTPHOAJy
之後我沒有原因便離開了家裡,去了北京實習。2585Please respect copyright.PENANAzRTdAVfvqf
2585Please respect copyright.PENANANZvs6VycP1
雖然對於這個決定,我當時總覺得後悔。2585Please respect copyright.PENANAArBDP8Dzex
2585Please respect copyright.PENANAari3aHUBI6
不過諷刺地,我在當時北京的101巴士上接觸到昆德拉。2585Please respect copyright.PENANAYtykddwBhI
2585Please respect copyright.PENANA83JqgkQZDR
"Muss es sein?" ( 非如此不可嗎?)2585Please respect copyright.PENANAwv9BEPMO5Z
2585Please respect copyright.PENANA2cToA4M04Q
"Ja, es muss sein!" (對,非如此不可!)2585Please respect copyright.PENANAp6IozzzHcR
2585Please respect copyright.PENANApUy2nkWpQI
他的文字有時會在我的耳邊響來響去。2585Please respect copyright.PENANAIirPD2bese
2585Please respect copyright.PENANAcp5GDA4Spf
於是,我也學習去接受人生中所有的偶然,包括是在北京遇到恩。2585Please respect copyright.PENANA54DdHTi2fv
2585Please respect copyright.PENANA1pSgWoskPS
也因為她的出現,讓我的人生出現了重大的轉變。2585Please respect copyright.PENANAEc4CZz67xD
2585Please respect copyright.PENANAMkooEnufkD
大概再過多兩百年,我也無法再遇見像恩一樣女孩子,能讓我說出這樣的話:2585Please respect copyright.PENANAf8ThFnpH9x
2585Please respect copyright.PENANAZaIp8iWd3Q
「我愛官恩娜,都不及愛你的哨牙」
00
ns216.73.217.55da2


