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"Break it," your sister says. "Just break it."28Please respect copyright.PENANAFq2tbelouo
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She has picked up the soap dish. She is holding it like a stone.28Please respect copyright.PENANAJDEqAjJr1w
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"No." The person with your face catches her wrist. "Don't."28Please respect copyright.PENANALEIOeb4S04
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"Why not?"
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The person outside does not answer at first. Those eyes stay on yours. The hand around your sister's wrist tightens.
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You feel your own fingers close around nothing.28Please respect copyright.PENANAVh8GonHJVm
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"Because sometimes," it says quietly, "I'm not sure which one of us is on the right side."28Please respect copyright.PENANANW6sq64bjb
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Your sister looks at it.28Please respect copyright.PENANAvsChVWNelD
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Then she looks at you.28Please respect copyright.PENANADGuApr88H3
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For a moment, her face goes very still. As though she is trying to decide which face is her sibling's.28Please respect copyright.PENANAN4Kr2PG8yN
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You lift your hand.28Please respect copyright.PENANA25VoEK9D4r
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Her eyes follow it. She takes half a step towards you.28Please respect copyright.PENANALlh5sQRSgt
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Then the person beside her says her name, in the voice she has known all her life.28Please respect copyright.PENANAefhKfLeWuK
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She stops.28Please respect copyright.PENANA9igrLms4vw
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“Can you hear me?” she whispers to the glass.28Please respect copyright.PENANAqPPPPRPGmI
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You nod. Too quickly. You press your mouth against the surface, trying to make a sound she can feel.28Please respect copyright.PENANABBHFVrkTrp
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She begins to cry.
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“I don't know what to do,” she says.28Please respect copyright.PENANADiuxS3Rx3F
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She puts the soap dish down.
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Your sister picks up the sheet. She cannot find the corner at first; her hands keep folding the same edge.28Please respect copyright.PENANAXaadfZ7Tw3
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The person outside takes it from her.28Please respect copyright.PENANAUDi50SpH19
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She watches your face until the last strip of light disappears.28Please respect copyright.PENANAk7G0MkIPHv
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They secure the sheet with twice as much tape, then leave.
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In the dark, you have time to think.
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You have watched an entire life.
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Every morning. Every night. Every tired face in every dark window.
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You saw your mother's birthday through the glass of a cabinet.
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You watched your sister grow up in the back of a hundred spoons.
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You remember your sister asking whether you could hear her.
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You nod again in the dark.
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It is your life too.
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It does not seem fair that only one of you gets to stand in it.
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At first, you imagine asking for small things.
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Leave the sheet off. Bring your sister back. Let her speak to you without someone else's hand pulling her away.
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Then you remember the drawer that stayed shut outside while you held the marker inside.
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Your fingers close.
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Nothing closes them for you.
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You had begun moving early before anyone covered the mirror.
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Alone, with no face to follow, you can keep moving. You practise opening your hand and leaving it open.
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They always come back to check.
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It takes three weeks. Then, one evening, the tape comes off, and the sheet comes down, and the person with your face stands in front of you, pale and ready to run.
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You do nothing wrong.
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You copy it perfectly. Every blink. Every breath.
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You watch its shoulders before its hand moves, and you move with it, not one moment early.
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It watches you for a long time.
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Then it lets out a breath, and its shoulders drop.
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After that, it leaves the sheet off.
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You are perfect for a month.
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The person outside begins to look rested.
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Sometimes a laugh comes through an open phone call.
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Sometimes your sister's voice answers, and you hear dishes being set out for Sunday lunch.
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You watch the face opposite yours soften at the sound.
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The person outside bends to rinse without keeping those eyes on you.
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Turns away to reach a towel. Only for a second.
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You wait.
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You could stay like this. There would be light most mornings.
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There would be glimpses of your sister. No one would have to be frightened.
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Then the towel comes down, and you find yourself copying the movement before you have chosen to.
You remember her hand reaching for the person beside her. How close it came to the glass.
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You want that hand to reach you.
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You tell yourself you will only try one movement.
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Enough to make the person outside understand that you are still here.
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You do not let yourself think about what happens if the movement works.
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One evening, the person outside comes home late.
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The familiar hand reaches around the doorframe and turns the light on before that person steps inside.
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The light flickers three times. You both count without meaning to.
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The person at the sink brushes their teeth.
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White foam gathers at the corner of that mouth. You feel it at yours.
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Inside the glass, you wipe your mouth first.
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Just a moment first. Just a little.
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The person outside freezes.
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Those eyes meet yours.
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You hold that gaze. You do not smile.
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Slowly, you lift your thumb to your mouth again.
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Outside the glass, the other hand jerks. Stops.
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You could lower yours now.
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Instead, you keep it raised.
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The person at the sink grips the counter with the other hand, fighting the movement. You feel the strain in your own shoulder.
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Then the thumb reaches the mouth.
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You have made someone move.
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For a moment, you are ashamed enough to look away.
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You do not lower your hand.
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After that night, the person outside never enters a dark bathroom.
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The light comes on first. Those eyes stay on you through the brushing and rinsing, until you can feel the familiar ache in your neck.
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That person never turns away from you.
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You know this habit very well. You thought it was yours.
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Perhaps it was. Perhaps it has always belonged to whoever is on the other side.
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Tonight, the person outside stands in front of you, and stares.
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You stare back.
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Two faces. One mirror. And you are no longer sure which of you is standing in front of it.
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You raise your hand.
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Outside the glass, the other hand stays down. You can see the effort it takes. The strain in that shoulder. The fear in those eyes.
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Then the hand rises anyway.
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A little late.
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So when you brush your teeth tonight, watch carefully.
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And if one of you is late —
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are you sure it is the other one?
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Content Note: Warning! Repeated eyes and unsettling imagery.
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ILLUSTRATION III — The One Who Stayed Behind28Please respect copyright.PENANAsa5QxkXPOF
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It no longer wears your face.
Only the longing remains.
And still, it reaches for warmth, for light, for the touch on the other side.
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The End of Story 4


