9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcPUbddWoVI have feelings for my roommate now. I just barely got over having feelings for my ex best friend. Then I came to university, a new place with new people. I didn't have anything in mind. I didn't come to meet new people or make new friends. Being at home for 2 years had turned me into this socially anxious loner so I just didn't have it in me anymore to try and make friends. I was nervous about having to live in a dorm and having a roommate. I was confident it will be a horrible experience for me and sure enough, settling here wasn't easy for me. I still despise this place even after nearly 4 months. Though I am used to this now. I thought about everything that could possibly go wrong, but somehow I never anticipated developing feelings for the girl I will be sharing the room with. I don't know why I didn't think about this possibility. Now, I am just awkward around her. I don't even go in to my own room anymore because of her. I spend my whole day in the library. I only go to the room, if I need to get something or when it's time to sleep. She obviously notices this and isn't very pleased I guess. She was excited to have me as a roommate at first. And she even made efforts to talk to me. I really struggle with talking to people so naturally I wasn't the best to talk too. So she slowly gave up. Now she doesn't approach me and I don't approach her either for the reasons I stated. But I really like to admire her from afar. I can't help it. Whenever she is in the same place as me, all my thoughts go to her. And I can't stop stealing glances. I sometimes randomly pass by our room just to see what she is doing. And sometimes look at her for a few minutes when she sleeps. She is really pretty and also smart. And a few times, she dressed up to go somewhere and I nearly died because of how pretty she looked.
Guess being a Lesbian in a girls dorm is a double edged sword. I get to live among beauties but I also feel awkward and out of place.
(The image is my try to make my roommate in that picrew. It's not 100% accurate OBVIOUSLY. She doesn't wear her glasses all the time, but she does wear them during classes.)9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGARmkXwwd5
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