Am I dead? I mean, I don't see the menu anymore. Is this limbo? Neither dead nor alive. Maybe… Maybe my soul's clinging onto the body? It's so dark here, so silent. Just black wherever I look. I don't even hear my heartbeat or my breathing. Just pin. Drop. Silence… Why…? Why did I just do that? After all that talk in the goblin forest, why didn't I just do it with the others? I-I even activated my super-speed, that's textbook "I wanna do this alone." Dumb ass! Dumb ass! Dumb ass…! What a hero I am, huh? Saves others while I myself… need saving. All I ever wanted is to GODDAMN sit my ass and talk to my parents, man. What the fuck am I here for? Busting my ass, DRAINING my ass. For this world? What is this world to me? I'm just a—just a glitch in the matrix, man. Out of place. Out of… everything. Heh, what I said to Instructor Garrick—about not having a path yet since the path was taken from me. Taken? No…I was stripped. Normalcy traded for fantasy with god-like powers. Haaah. I just want to be a high school student who can't talk to his parents, who has long conversations with friends about anime… A… nobody. A grain of sand in the desert. I don't want acolytes, rewards, or anything… I just wanna go home, dammit! Home… But that's never gonna happen, is it? Until I save this world from whatever evil fucking villain within it, like that cult, I'm never leaving. Haaah... Huh, what's that sound… Buzzing? I-It's intensifying—stop it. Make it STOP! STOP IT!
SKILLS SP: 354
STRENGTH 560
"strengthen the arms" to increase the strength, both physical and magical.
DEFENSE 363
"Toughen up the body" to increase the physical and magical defense.
PERCEPTION 100 (MAX)
"Good with the eyes" to increase the observation, perception, and intuition.
SPEED 857
"Quick on the feet" to increase the speed and stamina.
Hahaha. AHAHAHA! I'm being mocked. This world really wants me to continue—despite my protest. I… can't do anything about it, can I? Being forced by the wind when the ship's under my control… I guess… saving this world… must return me home… right?
Current Skills
SKILLS SP: 0
STRENGTH 771
"strengthen the arms" to increase the strength, both physical and magical.
DEFENSE 363
"Toughen up the body" to increase the physical and magical defense.
PERCEPTION 100 (MAX)
"Good with the eyes" to increase the observation, perception, and intuition.
SPEED 1000
"Quick on the feet" to increase the speed and stamina.
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