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I swung hardly mama’s hand: “Mama, wake up, I have to school today, you have to give me twenty dollars for my lunch. Hey, Mama, you should answer me.” I have no clue for all these. A few days ago, some uncles moved my mother there; it was funny, Mama slept well on her bed, and they moved her to this bed. There are a lot sisters, a lot granny; the funniest all the sisters with the same name, all their name were Nurse. Every time when I call Sister Nurse, may be more than ten will come by, hahahaa…
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I yell: “Sister Nurse!... hahahaaa.” The Sister Nurse in Glasses smiled: “Tomorrow, what happened? You are testing again whose sister comes by? You behave, go back and have noon sleep with mother, I come later to have story time with you.” I ran in two steps and then one jump: “One, Two, Three; Three, Two, One; One, Two, Three, Four and Jump. Hey, Granny, you would like to try one?” Granny swung her hand said: “Kids, you should not ran and play here. You will get hurt.”
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I laughed loudly: “Hahaa.... Granny, I stay there with my Mama for a few days. The Sister Nurse in Glasses said, if my behave well, she will wake mama up the next day, then Mama could bring me home…” I heard a lot walking sound, I know those Uncle Doctor walking around again. Sister Nurse in Glasses come by and hold me up: “My Tomorrow, let me have a hug.” I couldn’t stop from laughing: “Sister Nurse, you should not itch me, I would then laugh. Oh… You are not strong to hold me up, my shorts are falling.” Sister Nurse laughed: “Tomorrow, you are getting heavier, you get to diet; I have to advise Aunt to allow you with one dishes of meal only. Diet starts by today.”
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I said: “I am not heavy. You always said I am heavy. I would not playing with you again, I go to Mama’s bed.” I ran on way back, Sister Nurse walk quickly behing me: “Tomorrow, come back; sister not laugh you again, today for three dishes, would that good?” I saw a lot Uncle Doctor stood next to bed of Mama, there are many, and one of the Western Doctor shaking hand with Mama. I walked to the Western Doctor: “Hi, my lamb is to mo low, how are you.” Doctor said quite a lengthy conversation where difficult to understand, I stopped him: “No, you should say, Fine, Thank you….. hahahaa..”
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Beard Doctor said: “Hi Kid, You are Little Tomorrow, am I right?” I said: “Beard Doctor, I am Tomorrow, and not Little Tomorrow. You have to say I am slim; Sister Nurse in Glasses just said I am heavy, and propose lessen my meals.” Beard Doctor said: “Kid, your mother get sickness, she is in dangerous situation; now she is in coma.”
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I follow the advertisement: “Get sickness, once get sickness you should visit your doctor… ” I asked: “haha… Uncle Doctor, Mama Mama is coma? What coma? Mama looks like Popeye, hahaha… Mama moves her month, same as Popeye.” Doctor said: “Tomorrow, your mother is in a weak situation, coma; if there is no positive change, she may leave us.” I heard the Doctor said, I laugh: “What is coma? Mama look like Popeye, The Popeye a sailor man, The Popeye a sailor man…. Bu Bu… ”
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A Uncle wearing in a tie: “My little Kid, are you Tomorrow? You look smart, you must be Little Tomorrow.” I nod and said: “I am Tomorrow, and not Little Tomorrow. Tomorrow, not yesterday, not today… haha… ” Uncle in tie laughing with me: “Tomorrow, you are smart. Do you know you mother is in serious sickness, she has to stay there for some time; would you go with uncle and stay for some days? There are a lot of kids there, they could play with you together.”
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I answered to him: “No, I have to go home; I have to go for school too. At home, I could play with Choi and Strong.” Uncle Tie said: “Tomorrow, when you home there is nobody does cooking for you, at Uncle’s home, you would not worry hunger nor worry to get thin.” I drum hard on my belly: “I have to be a Sumo Player… Sumo Player wear nothing, then I would not sweating. Uncle Tie, you don’t need to worry, Mama give me ten dollars everyday for lunch, I wouldn’t not in hunger.”
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I swing my Mama’s hand and said: “Mama, you say, Yes. You will give me the ten dollars, you tell Uncle Tie.” I swing Mama’s hand and said to Uncle Tie: “Uncle, you could also ask Mama.” I get no answer from Mama, I pull hard Mama’s hand: “Mama, you tell Uncle; you will give me the ten dollars.” I still get no answer, I look for the wallet of her: “Mama, where is your wallet? I need ten dollars. Why you not answer me? Hey! I will angry with you then.”
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I was a little bit scared for having no answer from Mama, I asked Uncle Tie: “Uncle, you tell Mama, she didn’t answer me. You help me to tell her.” Uncle come close to me: “Tomorrow, Mama get sickness, and it is heavy sickness. She could not arrange money for your lunch; Uncle will bring you to home, you will have food and care taking.”
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I heard Mama in sickness, I was shocked and scared, Mama never got sick before, wherever I was un-behave, she said: “You always not behave, poor attitude, one day I must get sickness from this angry.” I scared: “Mama, I am wrong. I will behave, I will never lead you angry. You wake up, you wake up.” I saw Mama with no answer, I shouted: “Mama, wake up.”
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I started cried, this is my first cried which not by Mama’s beating, nor by Teacher’s ruler. My crying was even stronger that all those: “oow….. oow…. Mama…. What’s wrong with you. I said I would not lead you angry again, you would get no sickness then, wake up… oow… oow…
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Uncle Doctor come by to comfort me: “Tomorrow, your mother not lead from anger. It is from disease, just sickness; not any matter because of you. We will try our best to cure her, you are strong boy, no more crying. You follow Uncle Tie to his home, stop crying then.” I cried: “Uncle Doctor, if Mama sickness not by me, you have to help cure her well.”
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Uncle Doctor: “Tomorrow, we will try our best. Her treatment needs a lot expensive medicine and innovative facility which is we are out of; we will still devote. You should now go with Uncle Tie.” I heard and urge: “Uncle Doctor, please. Please get those medicine and fatty back, I will be millionaire in the future, I give you all my money.”
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Uncle Tie held he up: “Tomorrow, you should behave; you will hinder Doctor’s working. We will go back my home together, you are a strong boy now, should have no more crying. Doctor will try their best to cure Mama.” I cried loudly: “I don’t want to go Uncle’s home, I don’t want to…. Oow….I want Mama, let me go, I want my Mama!. Mama, I miss you. Mama…. Let me go. I want go to my Mama… I want Mama…..”
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“Papa, where is grandmother? Why Chun go visit his grandma, Fan’s grandma bought her a Barbie doll? Why I didn’t have Grandma buying toys, nor you never bring me to visit grandma?” Baby asked with his wondering. Today, when baby asked about his grandmother, my memories of Mama blown, in them the last picture of Mama, it was in a room fill up lots of bed, a lot of uncle wearing their gown, granny and some sister in blue dress. Mama wear a violet gown laid on the bed quietly.
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I shouted, cried, pull, swing, hit; with any motion or attitude, she sleep quietly there. I was thinking an explanation of his grandma leaving, one of the closest family member he has never get known before. I seated him on sofa, we shared the only few photos, I pointed on one: “This fatty boy, do you know him?” Baby laughed: “With this over sized figures, Papa, he must be you. No chance for any others.” I smiled: “Your Grandma is holding your fatty Papa. She is your grandmother.”
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Baby twisted his eyebrow: “Fatty boy grown up as Papa, now Grandma grown up as…?” I answered without mind thinking: “Grandma grown up as nothing…. ” My mind back, I said to Baby: “Your grandma was not health, she leave us because of sickness.” Baby said: “Grandma died? Same as Parrot Trace? Have you dug hole in park for Grandma?” Baby gently comb my hair and neck: “Papa, you have to be strong and behave. Grandma is in Heaven playing with Trace, you should not sad anymore, do you understand? ” I said in my tears: “I understand.”
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The scene on the TV show, lead my tears kept flew, in it the Doctor brought all my memories on the last day with my mother.
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“Papa, why you cry again, stop crying. Be strong, they are drama; all are performing, none is real. No worry, no scare, here come your baby, hug one. No more crying, remember, no crying, behave.” Baby tapped gently on my back, he whisper softly, tenderly to comfort me; I fell asleep in his arms.
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