Family struggles
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My whole life at home I just don’t want to be there
Honestly I get they are trying now to help
But that doesn’t replace what they did
They left me when I needed them
Let me be a punching bag for others
Let me cry I hurt because they left
Let me cry to them and they brush it off
I bawled my eyes out
They would fight with words in front of me
Yell at each other I was 4 when I first remembered
They were always mad I know it
I was so young then I took matters into my own hands
I was 6 when they moved but they never asked me why I wanted too
So I’m telling you guys
Because I want my sisters to have a better life
A brighter future and so they had a no trauma real friends
But no when they grew up when they are mad AT ME THE PERSON 35Please respect copyright.PENANASyyOJE7vM1
WHO TRIED AND DID GIVE YOU A BETTER LIFE A BRIGHT FUTURE 35Please respect copyright.PENANAyLd96UvQ0u
JUST FOR YOU TO SAY THATS WHY YOU DIDN’T HAVE ANY FRIENDS 35Please respect copyright.PENANAomdzcY8DY3
WHEN YOU WERE A KID I’M THE WHOLE REASON YOU HAVE FRIENDS 35Please respect copyright.PENANAJeEIQeiv1E
THE WHOLE REASON YOUR NOT LIKE ME YOU THINK THAT DOESN’T HURT 35Please respect copyright.PENANAstGBe1js28
DAMN IT HURTS LIKE HELL AND NO ONE CARES I’M THE DAMN REASON 35Please respect copyright.PENANAirttxXWeZt
YOUR NOT LIKE ME SAD HOPELESS EMPTY ALONE YOUR HAPPY INNOCENT
FULLY OF LIFE WITH REAL FRIENDS WHEN I WAS YOUR AGE I HAD NONE OF THAT
BUT NO YOU ALSO SAID THAT’S WHY YOUR FRIENDS LEFT THAT HURT MAN THAT’S35Please respect copyright.PENANAcYWKEqQtmg
WHO I GAVE UP MY LIFE FOR MAN I MADE BAD CHOICES BUT I STILL LOVE YOU MY SISTERS but you don’t love me after all I did for you the pain I went through anger I lived though that is something you will never understand …. The fact that I gave it all up for two kids who I barely knew at the time to have a better life then I did only at 9 to 6 ever since you were born I tried to out that place with you guys it took 3 years of pain and you will never understand I want someone to hold me like the kids I saved yet you will never know what our mom and dad were like before you came in ameila you were 3 hadely you were 2 even when you hurt me I love you more than anyone in my family your my life kids I broke over and over for you to see me I pulled the strings to help you and i won that but no one cared about me no matter what I did alone that is all I am empty and broken and well no one cares ……
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