By seventh grade, I had finished tenth-grade mathematics.
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Not ceremonially. Quietly. The way things end when they are no longer useful.
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Sir taught pre–eleventh-grade math. That was the ceiling of the room, the highest note the system knew how to hear. I had already passed it.
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So I kept coming.
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Not for math.
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For science.
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I sat in the same place, under the same light, with the same whiteboard in front of me. The winter had long passed, but the room felt unchanged—sealed, habitual, precise. I listened while numbers slowed down around me, while methods repeated themselves, while explanations circled concepts I had already internalized and set aside.
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I answered less.
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Not because I didn’t know—but because there was nothing left to prove in that language.
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Excellence, I learned, only counts when it is visible.
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The system needed regular feeding. Answers on cue. Proof delivered on schedule. Performance that could be observed, measured, praised.
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I could no longer supply it.
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Science interested me. It pulled at a different part of my mind—curiosity instead of optimization, questions instead of certainty. But science was not the game he had built. It did not score the same way. It did not reward familiarity.
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So the rain slowed.
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Praise arrived less often, thinner each time. A nod instead of a sentence. Silence instead of acknowledgment. My name still existed in the room, but it no longer altered the air.
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I noticed immediately.
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Not with panic.
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With data.
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The system was recalibrating.
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Without constant excellence to consume, attention drifted. Other students filled the gaps I left behind. Answers returned to being interchangeable. Approval spread itself evenly again, careful not to linger.
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I had not failed.
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I had become inconvenient.
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There was no confrontation. No disappointment spoken aloud. Just a gradual cooling, the way interest fades when it is no longer entertained.
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I understood then what the game had always required.
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Not intelligence.
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Consistency of display.
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And I understood something else, quietly, without resentment.
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I could win.
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Or I could move on.
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The system would not follow me into new territory.
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It never had.
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