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the diary of the person beside you.
ISSUE #3
Author: KAVI
the diary of the person beside you.
Author: KAVI
ISSUE #3
A bitter pretence.
No Plagiarism!dIrI9d2OW3dIVPjsbPGhposted on PＥNAＮＡ

That's the thing right? If you don't make it, you didnt work hard enough. 

Perhaps that's what this all is.

Perhaps my best isn't enough after all.

Perhaps what I did in the past two years wasn't my best at all.

Perhaps I'm so twisted and broken inside that I can't even make out what I've done at all.

All this time.

Did I work?

Or was it pretend?

A false reality, that I often built to charm others, i built for myself. 

To console myself. 

Our greatest enemy is us.

I am my own ruin. 

16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjDy1FfXEP

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the diary of the person beside you.
Young Adult
Angst
Dark
Last updated: Feb 2, 2026
Total word count: 2,942
Total reading time: 14 Minutes
Writer:
KAVI
angst sad short diary personal vent growth therapy rant sucidal
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