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To be free, alone and yet sway1234 copyright protection47ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oFK8g7oQJ 尼

So I cover my shredded dignity with a towel 1234 copyright protection47ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCnTnWc6mM 尼

And sit on his balcony, with his plants and cold morning winds, maybe harvesting morning stars with his shovel....1234 copyright protection47ＰＥＮＡＮＡyT0PH2xrf8 尼

This ain't like our first meeting. It was kind, non physical much but cute. We weren't a couple but he made sure we fight like one :), oh the good time; even before that we have known each other for almost two years now... But I am attached and warm and he feels cold, too cold too detached and that hurts, last night I gave him every thing of my essence, whatever I had, but the question is still; "Will he care enough to grasp?" And I keep reminding myself that he never cared, he never will but my heart says otherwise....1234 copyright protection47ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LgfIpjsLQ 尼

Anyways I sit here in his towel, in his balcony, seeing him sleep in quietly; it's bitter sweet, I do wanna go and kiss him but am too scared to, because I don't know if he'd want me after waking up...1234 copyright protection47ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUDbABDAEd 尼

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Am I able to deal with the pain of it? I know what you must suggest, that I should know my worth, I should go to someone else... I know and I have tried that but I couldn't, it's just fate that he gets to hurt me day in and day out...1234 copyright protection47ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mKjFMeAFV 尼

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 When all I wish for is to caress his forehead and pamper him, to see him smile, but I am too scared to do it for now,1234 copyright protection47ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKsjg1ZKHt 尼

 because what if he leaves after this, and once again I feel half without him deep down ...1234 copyright protection47ＰＥＮＡＮＡAA673x8HiX 尼

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