Sorry is just like a magical word                     If someone say  sorry                                     I forget what he done with me                 This is just my opinion or fact about myself but lately.   I realized it's not a magical word it's nothing it's just like a simple word This word infort of me was useless It's doesn't matter how many times a person say me sorry                                       The reason of me become like this I tell you                                                                         Their is my cousin which is two years older than me It's my mom side cousin         we go together elementary school and when I was younger she just like my crush or older sister I deeply respect her from my heart                                                                     I said crush because It's always one sided She never think about me the say way           one day of my elementary school day I was in class one and she maybe three          Their was a bench in your playground.  when their is off time we sit in the playground waiting when your bus come.    I put my bag in bench and start flew here and there After some time when I come.      I saw my cousin with her friend I was standing here and she picked my bag from my bench and throw in floor                    When I saw. her I asked what are you   doing                                                              She didn't respond and my cousin       silently see her  I was maybe 6 or 7 years old I started crying she said nothing to her friend and your bus arrives and I picked up my bag Her friend according to me said nothing to me and then I go  Whole time in my bus I think she said sorry to me for her friend behavior as I expected but nothing happened she say nothing to me                     After a week I want her to say something about say about her friend behavior but she say it's my fault If she threw your bag it's not a big deal why she need to say sorry you she is my friend instead of her you need to say sorry for making a fuss.            Her words hurt me too much and I acted like I never talked to her about it.                    It  just my thoughts If she say sorry I would heal from this pain It's not a big deal or pain but her sorry word would heal me 1234 copyright protection68ＰＥＮＡＮＡNed60Si8IL 尼

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