Honestly I planned to post this awhile ago but after setting everything up, yeah I just deleted everything. This was ma for a site that has stories on chose your own adventure style content. Truthfully I hit a point of withdrawing from writing again. The first story I fully invested myself into because it was a signed one was devastating. The entire process was a disaster which still affects me mentally.
While I could go into an actual rant it feels pointless after so long spent dwelling. I was still writing stories or drafts even if they never saw the light. Unfortunately those stories never got a chance because I got cold feet or something similar. For me the point if writing is self survival because drowning even though it's a figure of speech can be suffocating. However once you realize how much time has passed, for me at least, I felt desperate. These stories had been created to be seen and that's enough motivation for now.
Even if that one story has me feeling disgusted I will make an effort trying to give these stories some light.
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and then Add to home screen.