I never really thought about this, and as I am trying to think what to say I am drawing a blank. Perhaps It is because I am asking my heart to help me decide on what to say, but I have forgotten for a moment that it is broken. I only now have realised how much. My mind is not doing any better. I was always a little bit different. Everyone always told me I was smart but I never felt it. To this day I am absent minded and in my own world, crafted years ago for my protection. Understood the things around me through feeling by heart. But that's not the way the world works I guess. To my knowledge It runs on logic I cannot comprehend fully. Maybe If I could say some things to my younger self I would ask him to protect our heart, to trust it's guidance. I can't say. Once again I ask my heart what it thinks, what it feels about this but I am not getting a complete answer, only a faint response not coherent enough to process properly. Maybe I can't at all. My mind seems to be broken too. What could I say to try and save myself from this pain and loneliness that I am experiencing. What moment could I try to prevent from happening, when there are so many. So many questions buried on top so many. If I knew I would listen If only I could be blunt with myself. Patience and love I guess.1234 copyright protection53ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLO7AD77ad 尼

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