Poems for you. - When Holding On Feels Like Letting Go

I still clutch at the memories in my head.

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Still feel the pressure in my chest to cry.

Still regret everything I told you.

Still hate I let it happen again.

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I know logically,

You moved on.

You don’t care anymore.

You are happy.

You don’t miss us.

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I know that sometimes,

I’m happy.

I’m drowning.

I’m crying.

I’m smiling.

I forget you.

I still miss you.

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I wish,

I could forget you.

You were still here.

You were still mine.

You still cared.

I didn’t let you in.

I didn’t care anymore.

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I wish I could erase,

Everything.

Every memory.

Ever note.

Every nickname.

Every moment.

Every dance.

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So, goodbye dear,

I hope you’re doing well,

I hope I move on fully,

And I hope we never try to be an us again.

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