Amoura and I have been trying to get along but honestly she was getting on my nerves her ass was hovering and over bearing and it was annoying as fuck so I went out and got me a little job. A place people didn't look at me like I was some pitiful person. I was scrolling on my phone when I looked at the date. Shit I haven't had a period. So after work I went and got some test and walked into Amour room. She was on the phone with chrome when I emptied out the bag.
"Let me call you back. Lovie what is going on."
"I haven't had a period since I got back. I don't even know how this happened." I said pacing.
"Is it Crimson?"
"No he and I haven't done that. It would be you know." I said quietly.
"Come on let take these test." She said grabbing my hand. When I looked at all six test they all said pregnant. I let out this guy wrenching cry.
"He's gonna find me and make me go back. I can't do it Amoura. I'm finally feeling free and being normal I got this little job it's not much but it makes me feel good."
"Lovie he's dead. He's not coming back." She said and I don't know why but that shit made me cry harder. I cried for the abuse I cried for the trauma I cried because he was still haunting me with this. I don't even remember the last time we had sex.
Three weeks it's been since I found out I was pregnant. I haven't heard from Crim and Amoura swore she didn't tell Chrome. I didn't get why he ghosted me. I mean what kinda person makes you feel so good just to not talk to you and it wasn't like I didn't call him he just ain't answer. I was taking a nap when I heard that knock. I knew who was on the other side. There he stood Crimson. He looked tired but I didn't care.
"What do you want I was taking a nap." I said and climbed back in my bed.
"I had to handle some things."
"So that's why you couldn't answer the phone or even send me a text? You ghosted me but it cool you can get out now. I don't even have anything to say." I snapped at him.
"How are you gonna kick me out and this not even your house?" He laughed at me. I sat up and stood up. I saw the Instant regret flash across his face but I was already mad.
"Fuck you Crimson. You don't get to make me feel seen and then just not talk to me. I have feelings. Your right this isn't my home but this is my room so get the fuck out my room." I snapped and pushed him but he didn't go no where. He wrapped his arms around me. He kicked my door closed.
"I ain't mean that shit Mama shit. I'm sorry baby girl. I missed you." He said like that was suppose to mean shit to me.
"Just get the fuck out. I don't want you here with me." I said dryly.
"Lovie."
"I'm done being everyone's toy everyone's project get out." I said stepping out of his arms. What he said really hurt me but I was trying to stand my ground.
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