副題:有些光,不是照亮,而是被他看見的那一刻開始閃耀。
那天的陽光太亮,亮得讓人不敢直視。48Please respect copyright.PENANA4f1EWnNjCW
拍哭戲的時候,我幾乎連呼吸都忘了。48Please respect copyright.PENANAQv45GBxvgM
導演喊「卡」,我抹去眼淚,正準備卸妝,忽然聽見隔壁場地的喧嘩聲。48Please respect copyright.PENANA3Jo4CvxY51
有人說:「隔壁組也來取景?」48Please respect copyright.PENANA0wcFQik7du
我抬頭,順着聲音看過去。48Please respect copyright.PENANA9eyQdL05ZH
就是那一瞬間——我看見他。48Please respect copyright.PENANA5yZZSz6v1Z
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他穿着深色軍裝,立領筆挺,陽光落在他肩頭,反射出一圈金邊。48Please respect copyright.PENANAavx88dFB7P
那樣的光太刺眼,可偏偏,我沒移開視線。48Please respect copyright.PENANAzUv1JDQ6aL
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他也看向我,只是短短一眼,卻讓我整個人怔在原地。48Please respect copyright.PENANAoRDyTjOpUC
有人喊他名字,我聽見「賀淩峰」。48Please respect copyright.PENANAP0WN9wIcvw
那時我心想——這名字,像是戲裏才會出現的角色。48Please respect copyright.PENANAEhw1LIlPGW
不真實,卻讓人記住。48Please respect copyright.PENANAEYbsGdCD42
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晚上回酒店,手機一打開,熱搜全是我們的照片。48Please respect copyright.PENANAu7PhNW46V9
#兩組劇組撞景#48Please respect copyright.PENANAh9uUWauNZ6
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#48Please respect copyright.PENANANdvhvtqXyH
我忍不住笑,戲裏哭了半天,戲外居然被一個對視衝上熱搜。48Please respect copyright.PENANA7YgNt6SAqV
助理打趣:「婧安姐,你和他被嗑瘋了!」48Please respect copyright.PENANA3d9SJQmtBq
我回:「網友想像力太豐富。」48Please respect copyright.PENANAoWZwgztg5u
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但那一夜,我失眠。48Please respect copyright.PENANAyTcvWTxvSG
不是因為熱搜,而是因為那個眼神——太真,真到不像誤會。48Please respect copyright.PENANApsDniQawxS
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第二天早上,他傳來訊息。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】48Please respect copyright.PENANAXMujpHsEk5
我看着那行字,嘴角不自覺上揚。48Please respect copyright.PENANA1Rz08xcHwI
他看起來應該是那種冷靜型的人,沒想到開場白這麼……可愛。48Please respect copyright.PENANA2VW32IAjQF
我回:【網友想像力太豐富。】48Please respect copyright.PENANAfrLlfMRu7o
他又回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】48Please respect copyright.PENANAHdXXxb4aaf
我忍不住笑出聲﹕【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】48Please respect copyright.PENANAAJaWoMhWB0
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按下傳送鍵的那一刻,我忽然發現自己——其實不希望對話就此結束。48Please respect copyright.PENANAjMtMEDiIgX
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後來,我們真的拍了同一場雜誌。48Please respect copyright.PENANA4Kh73DiuRO
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」48Please respect copyright.PENANAL8MNhaHRNR
我往前一步,他也往前一步。48Please respect copyright.PENANAAj2xooUlCE
那距離,不遠不近,卻讓我心跳失去節奏。48Please respect copyright.PENANAefsYsFhWwJ
快門「喀嚓」一聲響起,他忽然低聲說:「這張我會收藏。」48Please respect copyright.PENANAO8M6CQSyfl
我笑着問:「不怕我拍壞?」48Please respect copyright.PENANAcdpThvksmx
「怕。」他回答,「所以想多留一張。」48Please respect copyright.PENANApauFbUqo78
那句話,我記了很久。48Please respect copyright.PENANAHQx8bbZgEi
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我們都太忙,宣傳、拍攝、奔波。48Please respect copyright.PENANAsglcFVQHY6
有時在活動上擦肩,我會假裝沒看見他,可每次轉過頭,又忍不住偷偷找他的身影。48Please respect copyright.PENANAdVviD3eVUW
有一次,我在後台聽見他講話,那語氣低沉,帶着笑意。48Please respect copyright.PENANAhZd8Wx2IFA
我忽然明白——有些人不是靠外表吸引你,而是靠一種「在場感」。就算他不說話,也能讓你知道他在。48Please respect copyright.PENANA598KLBt7B1
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然後,那件事發生了。48Please respect copyright.PENANADVO4NrWQ45
媒體拍到他和合作女演員的照片。48Please respect copyright.PENANAMweTzeNetX
【賀淩峰戀情曝光】48Please respect copyright.PENANAW4xoRcVrBU
新聞底下全是評論:48Please respect copyright.PENANAE26glVFba5
「這對好配!」、「果然是戲假情真!」48Please respect copyright.PENANAxf56EnC0LO
我盯着螢幕,笑了一下。48Please respect copyright.PENANAyjXlqmxlsl
笑自己——笑那個居然會覺得難過的自己。48Please respect copyright.PENANA1ixdO7ZyIO
他傳來訊息。48Please respect copyright.PENANAPINKKUnP5q
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】48Please respect copyright.PENANAoWzBiS68id
【我只是送她一程。】48Please respect copyright.PENANAwJVG3P8WLJ
【別多想。】48Please respect copyright.PENANAO4OIOXug7s
我看着訊息,手指停在鍵盤上,有千句話想說,但最後,什麼都沒回。48Please respect copyright.PENANAKCTNOowGb8
我不是不相信他,只是那時的我,還沒找到「以什麼身份」去相信他。48Please respect copyright.PENANAO2LjTT5W6p
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後來,他真的來找我。48Please respect copyright.PENANAavi4aHUwmx
我正在拍哭戲,轉身看到他,他站在那裏,一身安靜。48Please respect copyright.PENANAbEqNznhjZs
我知道他是來解釋的,可我不想讓自己那麼容易被打開,所以我只是點了點頭。48Please respect copyright.PENANAUKdyaWcVdr
「妳辛苦了。」他說。48Please respect copyright.PENANAGxbeVPDKXO
我笑:「你也是。」48Please respect copyright.PENANAvRkgiG4nTn
就這樣擦肩而過,我沒有回頭,但當他走遠時,我的手卻在發抖。48Please respect copyright.PENANAIKKJopeExt
我對自己說——林婧安,妳不該動心。可心偏偏不聽話。48Please respect copyright.PENANA7c3VSJTN3E
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時間再往後,我們再次相遇。48Please respect copyright.PENANAWtVzfvnsMJ
那天的風很輕,我剛拍完收尾戲,他就出現在那裏。48Please respect copyright.PENANADnaHrZagpF
「你怎麼在這?」我問。48Please respect copyright.PENANAvIJaGjhuuy
他說:「來看妳。」他的眼神很平靜,卻藏着什麼我不敢細看。48Please respect copyright.PENANA7YjwEwGJIb
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」48Please respect copyright.PENANApjD1o2f4WR
「拍啊。」他笑了笑,「但我發現我演不下去了。」48Please respect copyright.PENANAQNNWNEZeAi
「為什麼?」48Please respect copyright.PENANAhMWkN4wzO4
「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」48Please respect copyright.PENANAz4Z8nUwXnM
我愣住,那一瞬間,連風都停了。48Please respect copyright.PENANAapDOOfUB0i
他又說:「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」48Please respect copyright.PENANAsBD37aqzh4
我低下頭,不敢讓他看見我的表情。48Please respect copyright.PENANAbp85HRTgnP
因為我怕,他會看到我眼裏的光。48Please respect copyright.PENANAUADoZvdGhd
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那天回家,我一直在想——原來他早就說了我最想聽的那句話,只是我用了太久,才敢相信。48Please respect copyright.PENANA1H8C2c3Atk
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愛情不是誰先開口,而是誰先被光照亮。48Please respect copyright.PENANAKDRicDfyIc
而那道光,從那個夏天撞景的午後開始,就一直落在我心裏。
——〈番外篇六・完〉
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