J,
It had felt as if I had known you all my life. All our developmental teenage years we spent together, from when we were just two little idiots -- I didnt have my two front teeth and you were those thick framed purple glasses -- to graduating highschool with opportunities to go off and study at universities.
However, for a while there I knew something was changing. I lived in denial for months. Somehow, some way, you picked a man over your life long best friend. And the concept of that betrayl pushed me into the ways I behaved. Then you did it. You proved me right and you left. But you didn't even have the balls to tell me. You let him. Some guy. He did all your talking. Coward. I was devastated.
For one whole day. Because, at the end of the day, you weren't a very good friend. You were the only one there for me when I needed someone and even then you were barely there for me. But beggars couldn't be choosers. You kept things from me out of spite when I told you everything. You kept me out when all I wanted was to be close to you. I got into your interests, I watched all those movies, I played all those games, I listened to you ramble. You never did anything for me.
But beggars couldn't be choosers. And you were the only one there who treated me decently. Until him. Then I was excluded. All your attention on him. Some dog. The way he talked about you while you were right there was horrific to listen to. The way he talked about your sister, even after you told him all the things you told me. And he still tells you disgusting things and lets his stupid best friend do it to. 79Please respect copyright.PENANAqvgKXC0YYG
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I'll never get to tell you this. But thank GOD we're not friends anymore. I can go on and on about the merciful way to end a long term friendship but hey, at least the bandaid is off, right? I'm doing much better. I have funnier friends, who include me in everything, they don't flake out on plans with 'headaches' or 'feeling tired', who have families that adore me. Granted, we did have fun together, but I know with my whole heart that these girls have my back. I could never truthfully say the same about you. 79Please respect copyright.PENANAGKilObRyvP
You didn't even have the decency to wish me well in my life after I wished you well.
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