Sorry but tbh I can’t type chi well so I used eng when I’m emo
Like sometimes I couldn’t understand why the graduated keep saying like I miss my time here or something
It doesn’t feel good studying here or somehow being identified as one of its student
From f1 that student council, my unfolded suggestion form getting folded when taking out from that suggestion box that claimed to be first opened ; f3 my class getting discarded just to because of the favoured f5, I could never forgot that Mario kart that took away my honor; to now the corrupted student association, where relationships speaks louder than genuine ability. It just feels so bad to get disillusioned with my school, where I still have to spent 3 years. Whenever I thought the school has already fallen enough, it keeps telling me it can be worse.
Well, I always say it’s a shame for me to wear this uniform. If only I was a little dumb, so I wouldn’t have to be traumatised, or I could never witnessed all these. Somehow being ignorant could be a better way to survive in this corrupted school.
Probably I am too obsessed with the great Gatsby, yet the school really makes me feel like Gatsby. It was all like the American Dream, believing in false promises and witnessing the moral decay of someone. They are careless people — they smashed up things and creatures and retreated back into their vast carelessness.
It just feel so bad when all your striving and belief are just futility and naivety. Idk why but I keep getting emo when it comes to my school.
Are vibrant and passionate high school life genuine, or they have always been ideal dreams that never exist?
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