The world, to Sweet, was a language written in lies. Every smile was a potential smirk, every kind word a carefully weighted coin that would surely demand repayment. Her trust had been broken young and often—by a father who promised to stay and left, by friends who whispered secrets and then shouted them to the playground, by a mother whose love felt as conditional as a weather forecast. So, Sweet built a fortress. Its walls were built of silence and its moat was filled with a profound, meticulous distrust.
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Her most precise control was over what passed her lips. Food was the ultimate unknown. Who knew what hands had touched it, what hidden ingredients lurked within, what subtle manipulations it could perform on her body and mind? So, she reduced her diet to a short, safe list. Canned peaches in heavy syrup, the tin seal her guarantee of purity. Dry, brittle bread that could be broken into identical, predictable squares. A regiment of chalky nutritional supplements that she choked down with measured sips of water. Her body became a narrow, angular thing, a living diagram of her anxieties. Her mother’s worried sighs were just background noise, another unpredictable variable to be ignored.
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School was a gauntlet of potential betrayals. She sat in the back, her headphones a permanent barrier against the chaotic, dishonest hum of teenage life. She spoke only when called upon, her answers clipped and devoid of opinion. She was a ghost in a world of too-vivid, too-loud flesh.
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Then, he arrived.
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His name was Leo, and he was thrust into the seat next to hers in mid-October, a disruption in her sterile routine. He didn’t have the nervous energy of a new student. He had a stillness about him, a pale, almost translucent quality, as if he were lit from within by a cool, faint light. And his tongue was a scalpel.
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On his first day, when Mr. Davison droned on about the symbolism in The Great Gatsby, Leo didn’t raise his hand. He simply spoke, his voice dry and clear. “It’s not a symbol of the American Dream. It’s a monument to a man’s spectacularly poor taste and Daisy’s terminal vacuity.”
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The class fell silent. Mr. Davison sputtered. Sweet, against her will, turned her head a fraction of an inch. Leo was looking out the window, already bored with the shock he’d caused.
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He was ruthlessly, indiscriminately honest. He called the school’ football team “a tribute to coordinated mediocrity.” He told the most popular girl in school her perfume “smelled like regret and synthetic flowers.” He wasn’t cruel for sport; his observations were simply delivered with the blunt force of undeniable truth. In a world of lies, Leo’s brutal honesty was as startling and refreshing as a slap of cold water.
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He began talking to her. Not the polite, probing questions others used. He made statements.
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“Your headphones are noise-canceling. Sennheisers. A good choice for blocking out the relentless drone of existential despair they call education here.”
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Sweet, flustered, could only manage a nod.
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Another day, he eyed her lunch—a single slice of dry bread on a napkin. “Ah, the sawdust diet. A bold choice. Commendable austerity.”
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A strange sound escaped Sweet’s lips. It was half-gasp, half-laugh, a rusty hinge swinging open. She quickly covered her mouth. Leo just nodded, as if he’d filed away the sound for future reference.
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His honesty became a perverse kind of safety. He was the one predictable person in her life because his unpredictability was so constant. He would never lie to be kind. He would never offer a false compliment. He was a known quantity of sharp edges and cold facts.
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One afternoon, as she was methodically chewing a piece of her bread, he said, “You know, that’s not sustainable. You’ll end up with scurvy. Pirates had more nutritional diversity.”
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The directness should have made her retreat. Instead, it disarmed her. There was no hidden agenda, no feigned concern. It was just a fact.
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“I know what’s in it,” she said, her voice barely a whisper. It was the first unsolicited thing she’d said to him.
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“So do I,” he replied. “Disappointment and carbohydrates.”
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Another rusty laugh. A tiny crack in the fortress wall.
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He started sitting with her at lunch. He wouldn’t try to make her eat. He’d just talk. He talked about astrophysics, about the heat death of the universe, about the absurdity of reality television. He was fascinated by entropy and decay, by the inevitable failure of all systems. His morbidity was oddly comforting. He saw the world as broken, too, but he wasn’t afraid of it. He dissected it with intellectual curiosity.
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One day, he didn’t come to school. The emptiness of the seat next to her was a void louder than any of his speeches. She felt a cold spike of anxiety, a feeling so foreign it was dizzying. The next day, he was back, paler than usual, with faint, bruised shadows under his eyes.
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“Where were you?” The question was out before she could stop it, a raw, unguarded thing.
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He looked at her, and for the first time, his sharpness softened. “Medical stuff. Tune-up.” He tried to wave it away, but she saw the weariness in the gesture.
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“What kind of medical stuff?” she pressed, the fortress gates groaning open.
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He was quiet for a long moment, looking at her not with pity, but with assessment, as if deciding if she could handle the weight of a truth. “My body,” he said finally, his voice losing its theatrical edge, becoming flat and simple, “is trying to die ahead of schedule. It’s rude, really. No sense of timing.”
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Cystic fibrosis. The words meant nothing to her at first, just a clinical term. She went home and researched it with a frantic, terrifying intensity. The thick mucus, the constant lung infections, the shortened life expectancy. The truth of him was so much more devastating than any lie she had ever feared. His sharp tongue wasn’t just a personality trait; it was a weapon against a world that had given him a death sentence. His fascination with decay wasn’t philosophical; it was personal.
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The next day, she didn’t bring her dry bread. She brought two cans of peaches. She opened one and slid it across the table to him.
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He looked at it, then at her. A real smile, small and surprised, touched his lips. “Sharing your hoard of metallic-tasting fruit? This is a monumental day.”
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“You need the calories,” she said, her voice trembling only slightly.
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It was the beginning of everything. Her love for him wasn’t a sudden fall; it was a careful, deliberate walk across a bridge he had built out of brutal honesty. He knew every one of her fears, every brick in her fortress, and he never asked her to tear them down. He just asked her to let him in through the gate.
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With Leo, she learned to talk. Then she learned to laugh, a real, unforced sound that felt like sunlight breaking through a lifetime of clouds. He introduced her to his best friend, a boy named Miles who wore mismatched socks and knew everything about indie comics. To her own astonishment, she talked to Miles. She even smiled at his jokes. Leo watched these interactions with a quiet, proud look in his eyes, as if he were a botanist witnessing a rare flower finally bloom.
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She had a boyfriend. She had a best friend. The world began to bleed color back into her monochrome existence. The warmth of human connection, something she had only ever read about as a theoretical concept, became a real, tangible heat in her chest.
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But Leo was fading. The absences grew more frequent. His cough became a constant, wrenching soundtrack. His sharpness was now often diluted by a fatigue so profound it seemed to anchor him to his chair. She could feel the sand slipping through the hourglass, each grain a moment stolen.
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He’d always talked about death with wry detachment. Now, he started talking about life with a desperate, fierce urgency. “You have to keep going,” he’d say, his hand, thin and cool, holding hers. “You have to eat something other than canned fruit, Sweet. Promise me. Promise me you’ll taste things.”
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One afternoon, he was too weak to come to school. She went to his house after, letting herself in as she always did. He was propped up on the sofa, a blanket pulled to his chin despite the warmth of the room. He looked smaller.
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“I’m going to make you dinner,” he announced, his voice a thin whisper.
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“Leo, no, you shouldn’t—”
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“It’s non-negotiable,” he said, with a flash of his old steel. “It’s a recipe. You will follow it. Consider it my last will and testament regarding your gastrointestinal future.”
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He directed her from the sofa, his instructions precise and labored. “Chop the onion. Smaller. They’re not building a log cabin. Now the garlic. Don’t be afraid of it. Now, toast the spices. Coriander, cumin, turmeric. Smell that? That’s the smell of being alive.”
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She moved around the unfamiliar kitchen, her hands, usually so clumsy with anything outside her routine, following his orders. He talked her through the browning of the meat, the simmering of the sauce. The air grew thick and warm and fragrant, a symphony of scents that should have terrified her. But his voice was her anchor.
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He insisted on stirring the pot once, at the very end. She helped him to the stove, supporting his frighteningly light frame. He dipped a spoon in, blew on it, and held it to her lips.
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Her instinct was to clamp her mouth shut. To retreat. This was the ultimate unknown—a complex, chaotic mixture of ingredients, made by a dying boy.
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“Trust me,” he whispered.
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And she did. She opened her mouth.
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The flavor was a universe. It was heat and earth, complexity and warmth. It was love. It was life, condensed into a single spoonful. Tears welled in her eyes.
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“It’s good,” she breathed.
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He smiled, a tired, triumphant thing. “It’s curry. It’s got a million things in it. And you’re still here.”
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He died three days later. The world didn’t end. It just went quiet. The sharp, beautiful truth of him was gone, and the old lies tried to crowd back in. The silence in her head was deafening. Her mother tried to coax her to eat, but the fortress walls, weakened by love, now threatened to collapse entirely and bury her.
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For days, she lived on water and silence. The can of peaches sat unopened. The bread felt like ash in her mouth.
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Then, Miles came over. He didn’t say much. He just sat on the floor of her room, leaning against her bed, and read a comic book. His quiet, steadfast presence was a tether to the world Leo had shown her.
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The next day, she went into the kitchen. In the refrigerator, in a tightly sealed container, was the leftover curry Leo had made. She took it out. Her hands shook. This was it. The ultimate test. Without his voice to guide her, could she trust it? Could she trust the world enough to take this piece of him inside her?
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She heated it slowly in a pan, the familiar, profound aroma filling the kitchen, bringing with it the ghost of his voice. Smell that? That’s the smell of being alive.
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She spooned it into a bowl. She sat at the table. She stared at it, this chaotic, beautiful, terrifying mess of life. It was everything she had ever feared. It was unpredictable, unmeasured, and made with love by someone who was gone.
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She lifted a spoonful. She closed her eyes.
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She ate.
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The flavors exploded, exactly as they had before. The heat, the earth, the complexity. But this time, underneath it all, cutting through the richness and the spice, was a new note. A deep, resonant, heartbreaking sweetness. It was the sweetness of his courage, the sweetness of the time they stole, the sweetness of a promise made in a quiet kitchen.
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A sob escaped her, then another. Tears streamed down her face, falling into the bowl. She took another bite, and another, eating through the tears, consuming the love and the loss and the promise.
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Miles found her there, minutes or hours later, empty bowl before her, her face wet but calm.
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“Sweet?” he said, his voice gentle with worry.
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She looked up at him, her best friend, and her eyes were clear. For the first time, she understood the name her mother had given her, not as an irony, but as a hope.
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