I’ve spent countless thoughts imagining our conversation
How I would start and how you would respond
The endless responses you may have to everything I say
The possible emotions that may be at play
How I could manage my emotions and stay calm
I’ve spent countless thoughts thinking when to call you
Thinking of your day and routine and when would be a convenient time
Fear grips my thoughts and interrupts my momentum
Would you answer if you are with others?
Would you ignore my call and expose my flaws to them?
Would you give the time to face my shame and honour you?
Ive spent countless thoughts thinking of you
What I would do if I could go back in time and right my wrongs
What you feel when you think of me, if you think of me at all
Fear grips my movement and actions
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