The room fell silent for a few seconds.
Suzuran bit her lip.416Please respect copyright.PENANAG4QzOVi2XR
She knew she shouldn’t say it.416Please respect copyright.PENANAIZg1s1RYhM
But still, in a voice barely above a whisper, she asked:
“Then… can I touch your arm muscles?”
She said it quietly, not quite a joke, not quite a confession—416Please respect copyright.PENANAfOnHsO8Zcp
just a small nudge to see how close she was allowed to get.
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Kouichi turned slightly, his gaze landing on her.416Please respect copyright.PENANAh2vgaKApKi
For just a moment, something flickered in his eyes—416Please respect copyright.PENANAltGwzzW0NF
but he didn’t reply right away.
Seeing his silence, she hurried on, her voice picking up speed and pitch like she was afraid he’d misunderstand… or worse, say no.
“It’s for the exam! Really! Everyone’s practicing palpation in class—biceps, deltoids, triceps… I have to pass too!”
Her face was already red, but she held her ground,416Please respect copyright.PENANAjfbnpng4P4
trying her best to look confident.
Kouichi stared at her—stubborn, flustered, determined.
Finally, his gaze softened.416Please respect copyright.PENANAA4c3QhoEtx
A breath escaped his lips, almost a sigh.
“…Fine. Left arm.”
The words were quiet, calm. But they were permission.
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He rolled up his left sleeve, exposing the clean lines of his forearm and biceps—416Please respect copyright.PENANA3eo8U1x5aJ
firm, defined, composed—just like him.
“Ten minutes. Palpation only.”
His tone was as cool as ever, as he added:
“No laughing. No daydreaming. No weird thoughts.”
Suzuran's eyes lit up.416Please respect copyright.PENANAnRpAWasq2E
She nodded furiously, like a kid who just got permission to pet a very fancy dog.
“I swear—study mode only!”
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She carefully reached out, her fingertips brushing his arm.
The moment her fingers touched skin, she froze.
“…Ugh.”
A breathy, involuntary sound escaped her.
This wasn’t like anything in the textbook!
No one ever said muscles could feel like this—so springy, so firm, so…416Please respect copyright.PENANA3RiiuqSIrL
temptingly real.
She had expected something hard and static.416Please respect copyright.PENANATgIP4MEuwn
But instead—there was warmth. Depth.416Please respect copyright.PENANAOCbyz5smr2
A weight that made her want to touch again.
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Her eyes focused, hands trembling slightly,416Please respect copyright.PENANAvLfMQBsihN
trying desperately to maintain her “I’m being professional” façade.
Kouichi said nothing.416Please respect copyright.PENANAlTsjqW4CI1
He just lowered his gaze and watched—without pulling away.
He let her touch him.
But it was as if he were silently saying—
You can touch me like this.416Please respect copyright.PENANA8BmOnszUSI
But only like this.416Please respect copyright.PENANAQV0gppcOdt
Only from this distance.
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She glanced at him again.416Please respect copyright.PENANAjZFGnsEHOG
Still calmly seated beside her, editing her report without so much as a blink.
As if nothing had happened.416Please respect copyright.PENANAm9xp6jjmwl
As if her little emotional derailment was part of the routine.
He didn’t scold her.416Please respect copyright.PENANAjNPSqNNJi4
Didn’t dodge her.
He simply… carried on.
And somehow, that made her feel—
Maybe it was because he was always so steady…416Please respect copyright.PENANAZhxi6i6v13
that she could inch a little closer each time.

She took a breath.
Then, carefully, she cradled his hand in both of hers.
That hand.
The one that had shot across her chest that day when he hit the brakes.416Please respect copyright.PENANAnr8Ka95DFg
The one that had thrown her whole heart into chaos.
Her fingers trembled slightly as they slid slowly over each of his knuckles—416Please respect copyright.PENANAxJAL2cio1G
like she was holding something precious, too fragile to grip tightly.
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It was a very quiet hand.
The joints defined, calluses soft at the creases,416Please respect copyright.PENANA7JwlidnTLh
fingertips warm and calm.
As her fingertips brushed his index finger,416Please respect copyright.PENANAB23y58tpJl
she felt the veins beneath his skin—subtle, winding, like strands of strength coiled under a surface of warmth.
So cool…416Please respect copyright.PENANAkOGpgooRoo
She thought, and immediately her cheeks flushed hotter.
Her heart stumbled up into her throat.416Please respect copyright.PENANAGO8SPYYTef
Her gaze followed the path of her own fingers—416Please respect copyright.PENANAQnrH4LmwT8
from the web between thumb and forefinger,416Please respect copyright.PENANAPD3FWAGakn
to the back of his hand,416Please respect copyright.PENANA0tUawWYEnl
down to the long, slender bones of his wrist.
There was something addictive in the quiet complexity of it all.416Please respect copyright.PENANATZOQNcxW2s
Something that pulled at her, soft and slow and impossible to stop.
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And then—416Please respect copyright.PENANAACaloOsCPt
her fingers moved again.
Not consciously.416Please respect copyright.PENANA8kLbnEGCHD
As if her body had decided on its own.
She slowly, almost soundlessly—
interlaced her fingers with his.
One finger.416Please respect copyright.PENANAYbzqzAmljI
Then another.416Please respect copyright.PENANAYj1CkyaHJW
And another.
Until their hands fit together—perfectly.
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Ten fingers. Intertwined.
She froze.
She hadn’t said a word.416Please respect copyright.PENANAZdZEc3tVxg
But her body had confessed everything.
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This wasn’t about anatomy.416Please respect copyright.PENANAw8ojOrZMKt
This was… the way lovers hold hands.
She stared down at their joined fingers,416Please respect copyright.PENANAuhwvSNwEfg
her palm burning from his warmth.
And somewhere in her heart, a soft voice whispered:
If only I could stay like this.416Please respect copyright.PENANAZPxiad8UAA
Not just for palpation.416Please respect copyright.PENANAWzt9xCf0yo
Not just for ten minutes.416Please respect copyright.PENANAhOMGvYdKIq
But forever.
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She bit her lower lip.416Please respect copyright.PENANAHu2xp5DmmT
Too afraid to look up.
Because what she feared most…416Please respect copyright.PENANATtgNQYpsj4
wasn’t rejection.
It was the possibility—
that in his eyes,416Please respect copyright.PENANAbx6we26I6w
she might see a tiny flicker of indulgent gentleness.
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lose all ability to pull away.
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that would make her fall even deeper.
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“…My lady,”416Please respect copyright.PENANADkKMA05Oxk
His voice was low, the calm she always knew.
But this time—416Please respect copyright.PENANAWljmyl44El
there was a faint huskiness to it, like he’d just pushed something down.
“Are you sure this part… is covered in the textbook?”
Suzuran snapped back to reality.
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She looked down—
Her right hand, still holding his left.416Please respect copyright.PENANAZBKGRVRigw
Their fingers laced tight.
Like lovers.
Like a secret promise in the middle of an ordinary afternoon.
Her heart dropped.
“I—I…”416Please respect copyright.PENANAukQ3NnbPrh
She couldn’t even finish.
Her face had turned red to the roots of her hair.
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What. Just. Happened?!
She meant to feel his tendons. Just the hand. Just for class!
But somehow—her fingers had just slipped into his without her noticing?!
She yanked her hand back in a panic—416Please respect copyright.PENANAOTduzWpB9n
but fumbled halfway, making it seem more like she didn’t want to let go.
Kouichi didn’t release her immediately.
He simply watched her.416Please respect copyright.PENANAJCrhRtfr7i
Quietly.416Please respect copyright.PENANAmjn49cfLiu
As she panicked like a kid caught sneaking cookies before dinner.
Her lips moved, but no words came out.
And then—finally, he spoke.
“…Time’s up.”
His voice was calm as ever. Composed.416Please respect copyright.PENANAJpOkhzr6hj
As if absolutely nothing had happened.
But only he knew—
That for one second,416Please respect copyright.PENANAMzguLb82Es
his fingers had gently squeezed back.
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“I-I was just checking your muscle tone! That’s all!”
“Mm. Got it.”
He calmly pulled his hand away—unhurried, smooth.416Please respect copyright.PENANA3hERpkZoEn
But there was still a faint warmth left behind in her palm.
He paused for a second.
Then added, as if it were a matter-of-fact follow-up:
“So… would you like to check any other muscle groups?”
“…What?”
“For example—pectoralis major, biceps brachii, wrist flexors…”
“Wait a second.”416Please respect copyright.PENANAmZQjsT0Xsu
Her eyes suddenly lit up.
Her brain raced through the names he just listed:416Please respect copyright.PENANAvQr6BocLeK
Pectoralis major, biceps, wrist flexors…
Every one of them…
were the muscles you use when you hold someone close.
“Wait—are you saying… I should test them by having you hug me? For accuracy?”
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Kouichi didn’t reply.
He just turned and gave her a look—expression neutral, eyes steady.
Suzuran, meanwhile, lit up like a Christmas tree.
“Yes! Yes yes yes!! Obviously!!”
“….”
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Without a word, he slowly raised a hand…416Please respect copyright.PENANAB4OlcF3PfN
and pressed it flat against her face.
“Idiot.”
Tone completely deadpan.416Please respect copyright.PENANAquPIVnyYDp
As if stating “Your book is upside down.”
Suzuran’s face exploded red.416Please respect copyright.PENANAaqQ7BwTpiz
“Wh—Hey!!”
“I was kidding,”416Please respect copyright.PENANAUIvBU6M2jq
Kouichi muttered, calmly returning to her report.416Please respect copyright.PENANAdNmVxUh5br
His voice dry as ever.
“I didn’t think you’d actually take it seriously.”
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“No wonder your etiquette grades are so borderline…416Please respect copyright.PENANAqG5YANde6C
You’ve probably been reading shoujo manga under the desk instead.”
“Hey—!”416Please respect copyright.PENANALrRPK1ZqNV
She exploded, grabbing a pillow and rolling back and forth in outrage.
“You can’t say stuff like that in that tone!!416Please respect copyright.PENANAYnPP0Y9QCA
Don’t forget who your master is!”
Kouichi shot her a glance and deadpanned:416Please respect copyright.PENANA7KPj2NVQ6k
“You were the one who took it the wrong way.”
“I did not! It’s called hands-on learning, thank you very much.”
“Mm. Real dedication. I’m impressed.”
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He nodded with mock sincerity, then looked back down to continue writing comments, like he was grading some kind of midterm paper.
But in that moment—
facing away from her—
his lips twitched416Please respect copyright.PENANAEMQKOhcaZk
into a small, unmistakable smile.416Please respect copyright.PENANASGru0dfkLH
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You made it this far—you're seriously the sweetest! 🥹💗416Please respect copyright.PENANADifdHHmxr1
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