
2:00 AM.
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Kimijima Kouichi received a call from the hospital.
Just one sentence:162Please respect copyright.PENANAvvwz2BN6oi
—“Miss Amagi Suzuran is in critical condition.”
He didn’t ask questions.162Please respect copyright.PENANAB3qQexCIxR
Didn’t grab a coat.162Please respect copyright.PENANAnybmgbbAxG
Just ran.162Please respect copyright.PENANAzZfGVm8Fck
Straight to the hospital.
Outside the ICU, the white fluorescent lights were blindingly bright.162Please respect copyright.PENANAqFBDF2MKml
One end of the hallway was deserted, the bench completely empty.
In the corner on the other side, a lone figure stood — Amagi Yuuji.
Yuuji had his head down, hands in his pockets, shoulders trembling faintly.
Kimijima recognized that silhouette instantly.162Please respect copyright.PENANAhOhoMzPrbV
His steps accelerated, almost beyond control.
The fire in his chest surged up in a wave — of rage, of regret.162Please respect copyright.PENANA1TxhYNMa6p
He stormed forward, grabbed the other man by the collar, and shouted with a voice torn open:
"Why didn’t you take care of her?! You knew how fragile she was—!"
His throat was dry, but the words came out like blades, slicing the air.
Yuuji lifted his head. His face was pale, eyes rimmed red.162Please respect copyright.PENANAQMEaPytWyv
Dark circles sunken under his eyes made him look nothing like the usual golden boy.
“…I’m sorry,” he said hoarsely, his voice cracked. “I… I didn’t think it would…”
“Move.” Kimijima cut him off coldly, his tone low, like the air before a storm.
“I want to see her.”
Yuuji silently stepped aside.
Kimijima entered the room, approaching the bed one step at a time.162Please respect copyright.PENANAHwphuIVTUz
Each step felt like it was landing on his own heart.
She lay there quietly.162Please respect copyright.PENANAid3k40Daqx
Her face paler than the sheets.162Please respect copyright.PENANA9xMSYgaEvG
An oxygen mask covered her face.
Her chest rose and fell faintly — proof that she was still alive.162Please respect copyright.PENANADpYuFLgsPW
At least, the machines said she was still alive.
Kimijima sank to his knees, trembling hands reaching for her cold fingers.
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the only one he had ever loved —162Please respect copyright.PENANADtIEQZw89U
Amagi Suzuran.
Or—Hanazono Suzuran.
He bit his lip, but couldn’t stop the tears.
"Why…"162Please respect copyright.PENANAmZHHFdpyiy
His voice was barely audible.162Please respect copyright.PENANAsH6flwKXPV
"…did you always tell me you were doing fine?"
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Why did you carry it all alone?162Please respect copyright.PENANAwhGUZ1XSQP
Why… didn’t you come to me?
In that moment, time seemed to break.162Please respect copyright.PENANABkBuSJ1zrE
Only the steady, cold rhythm of the heart monitor continued.
And Kimijima — had already crumbled.
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Tokinaga Tomohisa’s phone lit up.
He frowned and reached through the pile of documents on his desk to grab it.
“…Kimijima?”
He squinted at the name glowing on the screen, lips curling faintly.
“Kimijima, calling this late? That’s rare.”
He answered the call. On the other end came a voice — hoarse, low, like it had been scraped raw.162Please respect copyright.PENANAuqQjEN5OuH
Sleepy, and yet burdened with exhaustion too deep to hide.
“…Tokinaga.”
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Tokinaga leaned back in his chair, voice casual, like he was still mid-data analysis.
“…Didn’t you say that human trial you were working on still needed a volunteer?”
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He pulled open a drawer and took out a form.
“But I submitted it to the government. They’re worried about butterfly effects or whatever — still haven’t approved it.”
A pause on the other end.
“…Then do it off the record. Can you send me back?”
Tokinaga’s pen stopped mid-air.
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He frowned and checked the time, sitting upright again.
“Kimijima, are you sick or something?”162Please respect copyright.PENANANiSGT88wTG
“You, of all people, saying something like that?”
There was no immediate response.162Please respect copyright.PENANAOfVH5k30HM
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and the sound of someone breathing unevenly, like trying hard to hold back something.
“…What happened?”
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this time, he was shaken. Truly shaken.
Then finally, a whisper came.162Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8N2rr3ZsQ
So low, it was almost inaudible.
“…She died.”
Tokinaga’s fingers froze.162Please respect copyright.PENANAUuNHpwewCM
The pen slipped from his hand.
“…She?”
He blinked.162Please respect copyright.PENANABss736AXiN
His voice lost its usual indifference.
“You mean… her…”
He paused.
“…Your lady?”
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But that silence was the answer —162Please respect copyright.PENANAFehgtPxFZM
heavier than any words.
Tokinaga leaned back, exhaled long and deep.162Please respect copyright.PENANAiGGBqbskk2
Pressed his thumb against his brow, as if to hold back a wave of emotion.
“…You realize activating the system could create thousands of new variables?”
“I know.”
“You might not be able to save her, even if you go back.”
“…Then I’ll go back again.”
“There’s no guarantee you’ll retain all your memories either.”
“…Then I’ll fall in love with her again, every time.”
Tokinaga opened his eyes, stared at the ceiling.162Please respect copyright.PENANAyOGrQtmdSh
And murmured:
“…You’re insane, Kimijima.”
A quiet reply came through the line:
“I’ve always been insane for her.”162Please respect copyright.PENANAEJhZm22FPT
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