I. 209Please respect copyright.PENANAoJLCsf9OTL
Desert heat, high clouds, and sky209Please respect copyright.PENANAqnNTxLMM26
the color of lapis. On this journey,209Please respect copyright.PENANAOnRlMv0Grv
anything seems possible,209Please respect copyright.PENANAYOYqiMXe0N
so we stop by an ancient cottonwood209Please respect copyright.PENANAkpRNbB8ByW
to kiss. The beauty trembles,209Please respect copyright.PENANAh7PcTh3NJY
doesn't say a word, just watches209Please respect copyright.PENANAEZWO30b7PG
me, so open. Small birds fly by, flock209Please respect copyright.PENANA9zHZ6Lzwc7
in the shady tree above us. What209Please respect copyright.PENANAbeKM3JlPqZ
settles in her heart? What congeals?209Please respect copyright.PENANAG5xtWLkNYp
Hope? Despair? Far off, the river churns209Please respect copyright.PENANAIdNeJyTWTb
in its sandy banks, swallows veer, turn209Please respect copyright.PENANA39c8mgI6pV
in fiery air. Will these kisses seal209Please respect copyright.PENANAgft3JVn9ou
her to me? I her lover, she my wife?209Please respect copyright.PENANAN7DVnDbTBB
Is all of this a dream, my whole life?
II. 209Please respect copyright.PENANAn74QXnk7Zl
She is just this side of wonderful,209Please respect copyright.PENANAAam31U2si2
and suddenly the glamorous world209Please respect copyright.PENANAcKeHusiNDO
fills itself with shining and we laugh209Please respect copyright.PENANAEnNz5dRwZ7
at highway monuments that explain209Please respect copyright.PENANA8jVSvDwbmF
how hard the trek had been for Franciscans209Please respect copyright.PENANALXVK7kveUY
in the Indian wilderness, poor fellows—209Please respect copyright.PENANAY8wEfFgsIM
conversion is the devil's own209Please respect copyright.PENANAzfBhHxN1DK
work! Then the stones of her dream209Please respect copyright.PENANAoj0kjETR1t
turn up under her feet, the back209Please respect copyright.PENANA3QFbAh4ROR
of a huge land turtle. I know209Please respect copyright.PENANABNn4fpvoRQ
we must be circling Paradise209Please respect copyright.PENANAyLhcfjTlOD
because the ants enter the fleshy petals209Please respect copyright.PENANAJlLvmAfBOP
of the roadside flowers with evident209Please respect copyright.PENANAPXJdG6np5M
joy and purpose (oh, my dark, pretty one).
III. 209Please respect copyright.PENANAApbBonklhi
Music, my adored. When is there never209Please respect copyright.PENANAFweVSOpBV6
music? My accordion puffs up209Please respect copyright.PENANATVqjQLI7gN
with drinkable melodies. I spill209Please respect copyright.PENANAvKVbUdYUTs
her tunes into your listening ear,209Please respect copyright.PENANA65VUqRD0Er
one after the other: the squeeze-box209Please respect copyright.PENANAErsQ5whj1c
enters the dance of the plaintive gypsy209Please respect copyright.PENANANMDr9kXGO5
with its hard rhythms, lilts the back-209Please respect copyright.PENANAAxzgN2xT9S
breaking labor song the worker croons209Please respect copyright.PENANAseEksMq0jn
to earth, warbles romantic notes of209Please respect copyright.PENANA2nnUEeD8Bi
dissolving borders. You melt209Please respect copyright.PENANAVxnFeGD08p
like a woman beneath her lover's touch.209Please respect copyright.PENANASP2fKm7J3J
Music is happy and pitiless when209Please respect copyright.PENANAjlaavxEMEp
it sets fire to combustible souls. Even209Please respect copyright.PENANAbqrFZ5ejRM
the raspy bandoneon's voice is lyric.
IV. 209Please respect copyright.PENANA0kp9Te2X50
Sacred. Sacred. Sacred. Sacred. (Speak209Please respect copyright.PENANAGpHlQY8gOd
in a whisper.) We slip into this209Please respect copyright.PENANA6GN7bozrZL
space half cognizant. The land is very209Please respect copyright.PENANAULG2v91tXB
large indeed: bones of the earth209Please respect copyright.PENANATdPb89ca18
worn down, though she is a living thing.209Please respect copyright.PENANAzZ0fvj6Zfh
See how she exposes her grace? Antelopes209Please respect copyright.PENANA8rCmQhBDhB
graze on the far plain—their high,209Please respect copyright.PENANAB8umX7l4km
white tails—the red soil throbs209Please respect copyright.PENANAwUn8cUZ9JE
its slow heartbeat, and the blue sky209Please respect copyright.PENANAScgf3LKe3e
clears so smartly, perfectly, like209Please respect copyright.PENANASvRnNu3Yle
radiance. Are the ancestors near?209Please respect copyright.PENANAtpe9VpEtAH
What can we know? We decide209Please respect copyright.PENANAScDdDUBpdh
to wander around this prairie, mistaken209Please respect copyright.PENANA40HqIxSeAs
for Utes, buy commodities in little towns.
V.209Please respect copyright.PENANAKHIJjIEy8s
Late afternoon we head west along the willow- banked209Please respect copyright.PENANANCA394KThY
Malheur after the long curve of the Snake River plain. (Above the falls where the Shoshone went to pray209Please respect copyright.PENANAQbGN2YlFC8
we soaked our feet in cold water, and I observed209Please respect copyright.PENANA7fQ7iuSLYk
the arch of her brown foot.) Rabbitbrush and sage209Please respect copyright.PENANAQm8R75JLmT
along the highway, juniper on far hills and bluffs.209Please respect copyright.PENANA5L9IOcWIou
Sundown, and dusk falls over the wide basin of land.209Please respect copyright.PENANA8vr9jM6mba
In Burns we eat eggs in a cafe, take a room209Please respect copyright.PENANAChQ6M5d7T1
in the Motel 6. In the dark, I can see209Please respect copyright.PENANAHX97n7SAp0
her black hair, black against the pillows. Its clean209Please respect copyright.PENANAaofpiaPeRc
scent makes me think of corn. At dawn, I hold her209Please respect copyright.PENANAPOeozELMRG
and there are kisses. Then more kisses. Then more209Please respect copyright.PENANAqUbr9xqMGl
The day is cold; a north wind blew last night. But209Please respect copyright.PENANAtP39tTntjg
the land is open. Rain falls in showers of light.
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Her hand on my thigh, my shoulder,209Please respect copyright.PENANAILfMsHamNJ
in my hair. She leans over to kiss my cheek.209Please respect copyright.PENANAz6lS970fIG
We look at each other, smile. For miles209Please respect copyright.PENANA1AnCQM5zac
we travel this way, nearly silent, point209Please respect copyright.PENANAnZsqMHIkcL
with eyes or chins at the circling hawk, the king-209Please respect copyright.PENANAG7099X5ouU
fisher on the snag above the swollen209Please respect copyright.PENANAMDiyDxy2KF
creek. One night I weep in her arms209Please respect copyright.PENANAp9gua9zpV6
as she cries, "Oh, oh, oh!" because I have touched209Please respect copyright.PENANAoe99eW5wWF
her scars lightly: throat, belly, breasts.209Please respect copyright.PENANAvBz8vNW7ug
In that communion of lovers, thick sobs209Please respect copyright.PENANAKNAXthP1HW
break from me as I think of my love209Please respect copyright.PENANAykVZVAqKUW
back home, all that I have done209Please respect copyright.PENANAK8EdFc0JoR
and cannot say. This is the first time209Please respect copyright.PENANAgbpkRxxhEG
I have left her so completely, so alone.
- Janice Gould
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