I. 251Please respect copyright.PENANAJPiuM5JYkP
Desert heat, high clouds, and sky251Please respect copyright.PENANAKC55qKIwKF
the color of lapis. On this journey,251Please respect copyright.PENANA0onsSCO4Wq
anything seems possible,251Please respect copyright.PENANAw0cCnPqyqT
so we stop by an ancient cottonwood251Please respect copyright.PENANA1oBucrFh0E
to kiss. The beauty trembles,251Please respect copyright.PENANAMfZbuF6SiI
doesn't say a word, just watches251Please respect copyright.PENANA5TjJeIpXRP
me, so open. Small birds fly by, flock251Please respect copyright.PENANAJJGcCSUDHv
in the shady tree above us. What251Please respect copyright.PENANAlffrDYGaD6
settles in her heart? What congeals?251Please respect copyright.PENANAtSvN1KF9Q8
Hope? Despair? Far off, the river churns251Please respect copyright.PENANApN0kahiOwg
in its sandy banks, swallows veer, turn251Please respect copyright.PENANAgN7boRqiNN
in fiery air. Will these kisses seal251Please respect copyright.PENANA5yUnthJXrb
her to me? I her lover, she my wife?251Please respect copyright.PENANAgfYra4jcOa
Is all of this a dream, my whole life?
II. 251Please respect copyright.PENANA7xyDUS6RfV
She is just this side of wonderful,251Please respect copyright.PENANAVa1CX4v8VD
and suddenly the glamorous world251Please respect copyright.PENANAiywdj5j0p8
fills itself with shining and we laugh251Please respect copyright.PENANAWdpuR0HDv4
at highway monuments that explain251Please respect copyright.PENANABk4OTV0ZnH
how hard the trek had been for Franciscans251Please respect copyright.PENANAEHBBQYaBPi
in the Indian wilderness, poor fellows—251Please respect copyright.PENANABmBhXvVkxO
conversion is the devil's own251Please respect copyright.PENANABXP22Sq4Ft
work! Then the stones of her dream251Please respect copyright.PENANAJU2EqAZdK7
turn up under her feet, the back251Please respect copyright.PENANAwtpzPRONlZ
of a huge land turtle. I know251Please respect copyright.PENANAaXjt9JnwLV
we must be circling Paradise251Please respect copyright.PENANAivPbC5DNbf
because the ants enter the fleshy petals251Please respect copyright.PENANAQHT7Gosfjr
of the roadside flowers with evident251Please respect copyright.PENANAyHBm7ATGSt
joy and purpose (oh, my dark, pretty one).
III. 251Please respect copyright.PENANAzENIi0KQ5B
Music, my adored. When is there never251Please respect copyright.PENANA7jXtiA7iUW
music? My accordion puffs up251Please respect copyright.PENANAked929LaJF
with drinkable melodies. I spill251Please respect copyright.PENANA31W39V5Xnl
her tunes into your listening ear,251Please respect copyright.PENANACPzebyblns
one after the other: the squeeze-box251Please respect copyright.PENANARDpKqmMwFf
enters the dance of the plaintive gypsy251Please respect copyright.PENANADA7vp6906Q
with its hard rhythms, lilts the back-251Please respect copyright.PENANAGuksDod5aw
breaking labor song the worker croons251Please respect copyright.PENANANXz66NoZFI
to earth, warbles romantic notes of251Please respect copyright.PENANA9jqZjKochR
dissolving borders. You melt251Please respect copyright.PENANAM7kMXdozhW
like a woman beneath her lover's touch.251Please respect copyright.PENANAhjXMx8pRYf
Music is happy and pitiless when251Please respect copyright.PENANA5KL7EypruJ
it sets fire to combustible souls. Even251Please respect copyright.PENANA19GcZDQhpJ
the raspy bandoneon's voice is lyric.
IV. 251Please respect copyright.PENANAkVXWFD4lRb
Sacred. Sacred. Sacred. Sacred. (Speak251Please respect copyright.PENANALFCY2rQNiP
in a whisper.) We slip into this251Please respect copyright.PENANAw28u2nlkLB
space half cognizant. The land is very251Please respect copyright.PENANAG5HklSFUTA
large indeed: bones of the earth251Please respect copyright.PENANA1bGgZQzdEE
worn down, though she is a living thing.251Please respect copyright.PENANAuVgYKtuZ3a
See how she exposes her grace? Antelopes251Please respect copyright.PENANACB5VDa8hkW
graze on the far plain—their high,251Please respect copyright.PENANAMI97OBLblM
white tails—the red soil throbs251Please respect copyright.PENANAqtLft8Hpqr
its slow heartbeat, and the blue sky251Please respect copyright.PENANArVk25t3IlD
clears so smartly, perfectly, like251Please respect copyright.PENANAL6XuoMtW2u
radiance. Are the ancestors near?251Please respect copyright.PENANAdbAuFvRXen
What can we know? We decide251Please respect copyright.PENANAGsKZMSNnSr
to wander around this prairie, mistaken251Please respect copyright.PENANAxsD52j9TUE
for Utes, buy commodities in little towns.
V.251Please respect copyright.PENANALpiE4b4Dfb
Late afternoon we head west along the willow- banked251Please respect copyright.PENANA2M1PP6ngnV
Malheur after the long curve of the Snake River plain. (Above the falls where the Shoshone went to pray251Please respect copyright.PENANAb5SSAFcXTF
we soaked our feet in cold water, and I observed251Please respect copyright.PENANA5zGa7GOq62
the arch of her brown foot.) Rabbitbrush and sage251Please respect copyright.PENANAS38YbJFBZV
along the highway, juniper on far hills and bluffs.251Please respect copyright.PENANAmIIvWsWlhi
Sundown, and dusk falls over the wide basin of land.251Please respect copyright.PENANAirjmfd6htY
In Burns we eat eggs in a cafe, take a room251Please respect copyright.PENANAy8lAiAcwrk
in the Motel 6. In the dark, I can see251Please respect copyright.PENANALAiMUfZnwq
her black hair, black against the pillows. Its clean251Please respect copyright.PENANAUP0Ra3j9kM
scent makes me think of corn. At dawn, I hold her251Please respect copyright.PENANAyEzMsfM7EG
and there are kisses. Then more kisses. Then more251Please respect copyright.PENANAXnynxSZDUL
The day is cold; a north wind blew last night. But251Please respect copyright.PENANArzrbgMAcWh
the land is open. Rain falls in showers of light.
VI. 251Please respect copyright.PENANA87gvDvaj7L
Her hand on my thigh, my shoulder,251Please respect copyright.PENANAArWpNeTuu2
in my hair. She leans over to kiss my cheek.251Please respect copyright.PENANApJKMxzfu4U
We look at each other, smile. For miles251Please respect copyright.PENANA5fC1cl3VGj
we travel this way, nearly silent, point251Please respect copyright.PENANAFrqOKxkZSV
with eyes or chins at the circling hawk, the king-251Please respect copyright.PENANAD3RFb90W3U
fisher on the snag above the swollen251Please respect copyright.PENANAcsOSrtXkz2
creek. One night I weep in her arms251Please respect copyright.PENANA1GcyVjjNyK
as she cries, "Oh, oh, oh!" because I have touched251Please respect copyright.PENANAsu8ft1elT3
her scars lightly: throat, belly, breasts.251Please respect copyright.PENANAx4njkTMcyx
In that communion of lovers, thick sobs251Please respect copyright.PENANAhKoHsyAUxS
break from me as I think of my love251Please respect copyright.PENANA8YVeTv2845
back home, all that I have done251Please respect copyright.PENANApRvzPqiOA0
and cannot say. This is the first time251Please respect copyright.PENANAhHgROiEnUR
I have left her so completely, so alone.
- Janice Gould
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