I. 102Please respect copyright.PENANAawLaxUs1va
Desert heat, high clouds, and sky102Please respect copyright.PENANAHNugwhSN0V
the color of lapis. On this journey,102Please respect copyright.PENANAWjC6y7Sfo4
anything seems possible,102Please respect copyright.PENANAkctDKnIIrE
so we stop by an ancient cottonwood102Please respect copyright.PENANAVDHGABx2ev
to kiss. The beauty trembles,102Please respect copyright.PENANAy0MxV2wiyE
doesn't say a word, just watches102Please respect copyright.PENANAg6QexaePc0
me, so open. Small birds fly by, flock102Please respect copyright.PENANAt8MBLIaWlC
in the shady tree above us. What102Please respect copyright.PENANAntB8rmghNO
settles in her heart? What congeals?102Please respect copyright.PENANA6jbhbF0P1i
Hope? Despair? Far off, the river churns102Please respect copyright.PENANA9Am1eQbMak
in its sandy banks, swallows veer, turn102Please respect copyright.PENANADllomr6zhF
in fiery air. Will these kisses seal102Please respect copyright.PENANAyEw6UL8KV2
her to me? I her lover, she my wife?102Please respect copyright.PENANAaLVEdaaibE
Is all of this a dream, my whole life?
II. 102Please respect copyright.PENANAUarrCSTFGJ
She is just this side of wonderful,102Please respect copyright.PENANAJnQUXzt2Zv
and suddenly the glamorous world102Please respect copyright.PENANAMvanoTgQhT
fills itself with shining and we laugh102Please respect copyright.PENANAbIlCxSQh2B
at highway monuments that explain102Please respect copyright.PENANAooJZoTEm2K
how hard the trek had been for Franciscans102Please respect copyright.PENANAxqIBEaTHUe
in the Indian wilderness, poor fellows—102Please respect copyright.PENANAiXdwcglYiF
conversion is the devil's own102Please respect copyright.PENANAaoqUVoNZWg
work! Then the stones of her dream102Please respect copyright.PENANAQ20INNerYf
turn up under her feet, the back102Please respect copyright.PENANA68dq7mc58r
of a huge land turtle. I know102Please respect copyright.PENANAxQSl3gLc75
we must be circling Paradise102Please respect copyright.PENANACDi4m9RFyc
because the ants enter the fleshy petals102Please respect copyright.PENANApeKiUeONn2
of the roadside flowers with evident102Please respect copyright.PENANAGUiWAAX5wV
joy and purpose (oh, my dark, pretty one).
III. 102Please respect copyright.PENANAKEIKA2GJfN
Music, my adored. When is there never102Please respect copyright.PENANAmOsH75femY
music? My accordion puffs up102Please respect copyright.PENANACdy7nDheTl
with drinkable melodies. I spill102Please respect copyright.PENANARbsDJlTwJS
her tunes into your listening ear,102Please respect copyright.PENANAYMAhCDOpUY
one after the other: the squeeze-box102Please respect copyright.PENANAShXyEyqB1n
enters the dance of the plaintive gypsy102Please respect copyright.PENANABcOBdp0Vj8
with its hard rhythms, lilts the back-102Please respect copyright.PENANAguhftsbHGW
breaking labor song the worker croons102Please respect copyright.PENANAnBcmphlFw4
to earth, warbles romantic notes of102Please respect copyright.PENANA848V8ANzqu
dissolving borders. You melt102Please respect copyright.PENANApVkH88B7bM
like a woman beneath her lover's touch.102Please respect copyright.PENANAlrYDl7gncL
Music is happy and pitiless when102Please respect copyright.PENANAGDAJCiZTvJ
it sets fire to combustible souls. Even102Please respect copyright.PENANAbiJNZfGutI
the raspy bandoneon's voice is lyric.
IV. 102Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZGPJgVQUr
Sacred. Sacred. Sacred. Sacred. (Speak102Please respect copyright.PENANAcIxwqe0sPN
in a whisper.) We slip into this102Please respect copyright.PENANATRZSCNl9NF
space half cognizant. The land is very102Please respect copyright.PENANAp5DoXVyPwf
large indeed: bones of the earth102Please respect copyright.PENANA2OUlfg7mI9
worn down, though she is a living thing.102Please respect copyright.PENANAk5eXNq8sVT
See how she exposes her grace? Antelopes102Please respect copyright.PENANAPDrnEmnEaM
graze on the far plain—their high,102Please respect copyright.PENANA2clw8wcIjW
white tails—the red soil throbs102Please respect copyright.PENANAncQmH35EZk
its slow heartbeat, and the blue sky102Please respect copyright.PENANABESbeS78LY
clears so smartly, perfectly, like102Please respect copyright.PENANAsmhn2Tlp9h
radiance. Are the ancestors near?102Please respect copyright.PENANAQnfUMFGv7v
What can we know? We decide102Please respect copyright.PENANAfFh5MCWGpp
to wander around this prairie, mistaken102Please respect copyright.PENANAYyMHLyOLOy
for Utes, buy commodities in little towns.
V.102Please respect copyright.PENANA9FeXeaBHkm
Late afternoon we head west along the willow- banked102Please respect copyright.PENANAoBDb8STAGs
Malheur after the long curve of the Snake River plain. (Above the falls where the Shoshone went to pray102Please respect copyright.PENANADgsfX1iU1v
we soaked our feet in cold water, and I observed102Please respect copyright.PENANAX08DYe0LNS
the arch of her brown foot.) Rabbitbrush and sage102Please respect copyright.PENANABDPSsD9T3H
along the highway, juniper on far hills and bluffs.102Please respect copyright.PENANA7pTtDhO1ZY
Sundown, and dusk falls over the wide basin of land.102Please respect copyright.PENANA8MQY8ZUTSf
In Burns we eat eggs in a cafe, take a room102Please respect copyright.PENANANA1fIK2Iir
in the Motel 6. In the dark, I can see102Please respect copyright.PENANAYDp6aq1bZD
her black hair, black against the pillows. Its clean102Please respect copyright.PENANAEObhXjjfsq
scent makes me think of corn. At dawn, I hold her102Please respect copyright.PENANAi7e2KoAiJV
and there are kisses. Then more kisses. Then more102Please respect copyright.PENANANYLW4NrqxO
The day is cold; a north wind blew last night. But102Please respect copyright.PENANA2cC5Ah3Pi0
the land is open. Rain falls in showers of light.
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Her hand on my thigh, my shoulder,102Please respect copyright.PENANAcac3jSnzTC
in my hair. She leans over to kiss my cheek.102Please respect copyright.PENANA3Knt2SUT01
We look at each other, smile. For miles102Please respect copyright.PENANAQnGToVEzJG
we travel this way, nearly silent, point102Please respect copyright.PENANAGkVi525dR0
with eyes or chins at the circling hawk, the king-102Please respect copyright.PENANAS930HUfoR5
fisher on the snag above the swollen102Please respect copyright.PENANAzly4I5muSS
creek. One night I weep in her arms102Please respect copyright.PENANARFMmG4tmAE
as she cries, "Oh, oh, oh!" because I have touched102Please respect copyright.PENANA7TbfviFjcJ
her scars lightly: throat, belly, breasts.102Please respect copyright.PENANAWRwOK9ifHC
In that communion of lovers, thick sobs102Please respect copyright.PENANAekwX17DOO7
break from me as I think of my love102Please respect copyright.PENANA5sE5tqUG5h
back home, all that I have done102Please respect copyright.PENANA3WaLtUm9TL
and cannot say. This is the first time102Please respect copyright.PENANA4AfYRK40GW
I have left her so completely, so alone.
- Janice Gould
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