君嶋踏進浴室，幾乎是用力扯開襯衫的鈕扣，衣服甩到一旁，拉開水龍頭。冰冷的水瞬間傾瀉而下，狠狠砸在他頭上。他一聲不吭，額頭抵著冰冷的牆面，任由水從髮梢滑過頸後、沿著背脊一路淋下。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszcXCJpTFP
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指尖死死扣住磁磚邊緣，關節因用力而顫動，抓住理智最後的邊界。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOggslU69OS
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「……冷靜點。」他低聲咬牙。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLCR4yU6uw
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3mZOcBqll
但那畫面根本揮之不去。白色洋裝緊貼著她濕潤的身體，細肩帶從肩頭滑落的弧度，胸口若隱若現的曲線——那瞬間她驚慌地喚他名字：「航一……」聲音顫抖、羞赧、帶著一絲依賴。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46uxMEqu33
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他狠狠閉上眼，任冷水順著臉頰沖刷，卻沖不走體內升起的灼熱。呼吸漸漸急促，心跳失控地敲響。他咬緊牙關，喉頭發出一聲低吼。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEnDiczYii
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她什麼都沒做，卻把他逼到崩潰邊緣。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuwnlmmSoj
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYTaZSTQ6h
「我是她的執事……」他喃喃自語，聲音啞得快要斷裂。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NNrFgc1M7
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVNHTKhfKO
可那套貼身的運動服，那條短得過火的褲子，那小段腹肌線條，還有雨水打濕後緊貼身體的布料……每一幀都是慢動作在折磨他。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2qHEwU9mS
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpiAKlgUSl
他抬起手，用毛巾狠狠蓋住臉，肩膀微微顫抖。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAydDnoUUOw
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsgrCmMiQJ
「該死……我不可以……那是大小姐……」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQ6M2dZlwx
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVRdwYhyJD
今天在健身房她幾乎碰到他背肌與腋下時，他反射性地往後閃。不是討厭，而是他知道，若在那個時刻，讓她碰到那最敏感的位置……936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBnVIXygag
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他一定會有反應。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBzz2RKxVN
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這具身體，早就無法再偽裝冷靜了。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4EUZ7PJ1m
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZ7lijZaP5
他撐住洗手台，胸膛劇烈起伏，喉嚨發緊。他抬起頭，看向鏡中的自己，濕髮貼在額前，雙眼泛紅，臉色蒼白。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPKfkvJNcU
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8uULga0xh
他緩緩走向鏡櫃深處，掀開一只低調的灰色盒子。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYNJzPgTol
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLBn7AMyKg
盒蓋打開，一枚薄如紙的刀片靜靜躺著，鋒利的刃口映出他濕漉的臉。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1nRrvYNNL
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHjLRobDnv
他坐回冰冷的地磚上，將右手腕翻轉。那片蒼白無聲的肌膚，佈滿了細小整齊的痕跡。全都已經結痂癒合，那是某種他獨有的語言，細語著過往每一次的壓抑與崩潰。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDE8tMuKoo
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hftPQNTvW
襯衫袖口總是扣到最上，從不鬆懈；執事手套從未在場合中摘下；運動時則是繃帶護腕，簡單一句「舊傷」就能騙過所有人。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvidQjvQ7X
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqPflHEPiL
只有他知道，那是讓自己撐下去的方式。他不能吼，不能表現脆弱，不能有情緒，所以他學會用一點痛，來記得自己還有底線。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw32RzXMW7H
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2R1tgJn5Q
他將刀片放在手腕邊緣，慢慢落下。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ieWNahKI9
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUjXMMRs97
冰涼的鋒口劃過那熟悉的皮膚，血沒有立刻湧出，只是一條紅線靜靜浮現，如壓抑已久的情感被割開的證據。接著，是一點痛感——乾淨、簡單，給心跳按下一個暫停鍵。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp9iYC2TU9
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCZPPxt8qL
血滴落在洗臉台的瓷面上，純白的底色瞬間被染成玫瑰紅的水漬，一圈圈開在深夜的花，無聲，卻刺眼。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlmDmVsJIF
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他終於能呼吸了。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGagp6PQrm3
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但只有那麼短短的一瞬。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetE4FSrrSy
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下一秒，那些畫面又回來了。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ261hX0teRN
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她濕透的睫毛，她顫抖的手，她說「只是想讓你注意到我」時，還有那副倔強得快哭出來的神情。
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotE3iRH7a3
妳以為那只是唇語，我就聽不見？
錯了。
妳不知道，我一直在注視妳。一直、一直。
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他再度低聲喘氣，指尖緊握那片沾血的刀鋒。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O2hf79nLr
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QL8lS0xkv
「……這樣還不夠嗎……？」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9yyLCvbMR
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaYyTLZ1L2
他低喃，聲音沙啞，這一次，痛感似乎不夠了。不夠抵抗那滿腦的幻想，不夠讓他從欲望的深淵裡抽身。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMAVMZE9xi
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNu1tNM0at
他抓著水龍頭的邊緣，指節蒼白到近乎透明。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsATr7fuYg
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9lhBVlUlg
腦海裡——還是她。永遠是她。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tw4Cx0CKh
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMZ6HCISaH
他勾了勾嘴角，笑意淒涼。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCMqfWkjTF
「妳覺得我無動於衷？不……我只是個很會忍的人罷了。」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLqI3I9vus
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQD4tlyRLi6
「如果妳知道……我忍著妳的方式，是用眼神舔過妳的皮膚，偷偷記住妳的每一寸味道和聲音……如果妳知道我腦海裡，是用什麼方式一遍又一遍想著妳的……」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gNxIFb2rp
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82VPiRPaYM
「妳一定會覺得我很噁心。」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9YO2di1xH
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他低下頭，苦笑。
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936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjT4pCnLHtG
他指尖仍握著那片刀鋒。她的影子像火一樣燒在腦中，灼得他無處可逃。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa77T9YnMIi
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7GeU9tkX4
「可惡……」他低聲咬牙，胸口劇烈起伏。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAImlvOl52h
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNkrkz2Nz1
雖然說是第二次經歷，可為什麼……身體的反應，竟然比第一次還要強烈？936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuZPApfA3U
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBqIkzDhIG
是因為擁有了一周目的記憶嗎？936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMiylNXqHT
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hOlwOrSp4
那些原本就過於濃烈的情感，被加疊、壓縮，燒得更深、更烈，連身體都出現了加倍的反應。還是……只是因為，他的心智年齡，從未真正走出二十七歲那一年。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjQeMENHuc
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvAOx11cYH
那一年，他失去了她。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZ5BuB35KS
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那一年，他啟動了系統。
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從那之後，他的時間就像被人按下了暫停鍵，表面上日復一日，可真正的他，始終困在那個無能為力的冬夜。那一夜的雪、她的淚、自己無聲的懊悔，從未遠離過。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsppkI49Csw
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBE56Yr75FQ
「冷靜……」他強迫自己在心中喊出這兩個字。不能隨便離開既定的故事線，哪怕只是一步錯，未來就可能徹底崩壞。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qGWTtrddb
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這一次，絕對不能失控。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4IAnX1XT8
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzs2ll2hxvD
這一次，他必須守護她，不讓她再走向那條死亡的結局。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthLfDrW9Lc
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9ympkESWR
那個近乎敬虔的使命感，如燙印般烙進心底，把他從深淵邊緣拉了回來。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgYEllofrg
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「……我絕不會讓妳死。」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNY4kN9TcW
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhGTTtuVYd
那句話落下，他整個人卻洩了氣。他垂下手臂，視線落回那一道仍在滲血的紅痕——冰冷、安靜，卻是某種無聲的誓言。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQNWzkGWYE
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看到這裡的你，真的太有愛了！🥺💗936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTfuwF82ms
喜歡的話記得幫我點個讚 👍、加書籤 ⭐、順手留個言 📝～936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxs5vz7RqMz
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