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FIEFDOM FALL
ISSUE #10
Author: Rebel
FIEFDOM FALL
Author: Rebel
ISSUE #10
10. Qingming
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I know what I covet and it's not solitude 

It's never been me and sure as fuck isn't you

Pareidolia's got me spitting the truth: 

I know I, know I, know I, know I, know I miss you 

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I just need to be alone

Forget about you, my nepenthe cologne 

I just need to breathe, not choke

On falling in like; smelling men's musk 'til I die 

But I get shanghaied, enthralled 

I believe in you, oh, and magic as well 

So cast your chemical spell 

Heretic, in my opinion you're way too cool to go to hell

But then I snap out my trance 

Hypnosis works well, 'specially when you hypnotize yourself 

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I know what I covet and it's not solitude 

It's never been me and sure as fuck isn't you 

Repeated jouska's got me yelling the truth: 

I know I, know I, know I, know I, know I miss you

And I know I, know I, know I, know I, know I shouldn't 

I know I, know I, know I, know I, know I'd kiss you

But I know, know I, know I, know I, know I couldn't do it 

229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGmNODVTlw

I can't help myself, I crave 

To love and be loved, by enchantment enslaved 

And I can't rebel, fuck fate 

Bells in Santa Fe chime at witches hour each day 

Colonized, Catholic, cauldrons 

Religion's enough to make one find heaven 

Without feeling abandoned 

Barbaric, I still need the latter and the former to ascend 

Now, have I wasted my chance?

I'm not in heaven; went through: two, three, four, five, six, seven 

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To know what I covet and it's not solitude 

It's never been me and sure as fuck isn't you 

Only my mantra's got me speaking the truth: 

I know I, know I, know I, know I, know I miss you

And I know I, know I, know I, know I, know I shouldn't 

I know I, know I, know I, know I, know I'd kiss you

But I know, know I, know I, know I, know I couldn't do it 

229Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGv317tX7F

Taym, I can't visit your grave 

Not even on Qingming, but I used to pray 

Someday you'd say something to me 

Taym, please, don't come eat my brain 

'Magine me a zombie, fuck, I used to pray 

Someday I'd have nothing to say 

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Taym, know what I covet and it's not solitude 

It's never been me and sure as fuck isn't you 

Your Kama Sutra's got me whisp'ring the truth: 

I know I, know I, know I, know I, know I miss you

And I know I, know I, know I, know I, know I shouldn't 

I know I, know I, know I, know I, know I'd kiss you

But I know, know I, know I, know I, know I couldn't do it 

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Last updated: Jul 20, 2025
Total word count: 6,608
Total reading time: 31 Minutes
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