♡ A GHOST ♡
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♡ MARIAN ♡
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My muscles locked up, I was unable to walk as I stared at my innocent family. Everything became a blur, the air smelled thickly of gun powder,
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I wobbled to my mother, tears began streaming down my face as I took in the position she was placed in, her once beautiful face was swollen and destroyed with a bullet wound that completely shattered the back of her head and half of her face, leaving her completely unrecognisable.
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I blamed myself, I needed to. Maybe if I had arrived here a day earlier, or maybe even two hours earlier, I might have been able to save them.
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I screamed.
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"mom" I called, hoping this was all a nightmare and she would wake up, but everytime I pulled her hand, it felt cold and limp. I hated how lifeless her eyes were, staring at me. It was void of the emotions they once displayed.
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I couldn't imagine that anything more could happen. I couldn't believe my life could go below the surface when it had already reached rock bottom. I stared aimlessly around the house, searching for any indication of life, but nothing was there.
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My entire existence descended into another chaos as I gazed at my deceased cat, wondering how anyone could be so wicked.
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The whole house smelled like death. They left nothing living or breathing. There was no reason for me to try the hospital. I had never felt this powerless nor drained of all determination.
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This was all my fault. They would still be alive if I hadn't gone to the bar. Would I be laughing at my dad's terrible jokes if I had gone home instead?
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I sat there, staring into nothingness that somehow was my life now.
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"Take her, I told you to watch her." He snapped a finger. I couldn't react, my mind was so far gone that trying to pull myself out of the darkness that swallowed me felt futile. I couldn't even shed a single tear.
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"You couldn't do one job right?" He snapped at a lady, the same one that had driven me here.
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I knew it. The escape was suspiciously too easy.
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The conversation played somewhere in my mind. Damien's icy, piercing voice rang, but I was unable to reply to him.
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I wanted someone to hold me and give me a jolt of reality, someone to tell me that this was all a bad dream. It felt as if I was screaming, but no one could hear me. I felt like I was trapped in a glass cage, seeing everyone else enjoying their freedom while I was left feeling unworthy of happiness.
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A defeated finally tear trailed down my cheek. Damien lifted me and carried me into the back of the SUV.
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"You could have stayed still, Piccola." He chuckled
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How dare he, how dare he smile when my parent were laying dead in there. When my mind hadn't come around to the loneliness and confusion they must have experienced in their last moment.
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I slapped him.
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"Did you murder them? You sick fuck." he didn't say anything, he just stared at me with anything but surprise.
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“How dare you laugh!” I huffed, breathing heavily. “My parents are in there, dead and disfigured beyond recognition, and you’re laughing? You disgust me.” With that, I sank back into the seat, as if I hadn’t just exploded moments ago.
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The realization dawned on me, the reality of what I had done crashing down. I remained silent for the rest of the ride, staring into oblivion, unable to blink.
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Was this where everything ended?
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When we arrived at the house, Damien instructed Martini to carry me inside. Everything Martini was telling me only echoed somewhere deep, I couldn't even cry anymore, it felt futile.
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Finally, Martini said to me softly, “It wasn’t your fault. You would have been dead too if you’d been at home.”
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My eyes finally focused, fixing on him. He came closer, he reeked of the smell of the gun powder was heavy, like he hadn't bother to take a shower after using gun like he always does.
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I shifted back quickly, trying to clear that thought from my head, they had kept me here alive, even with how much I had disobeyed simple instructions, they hadn't killed me yet. I needed to try to think straight, to be rational.
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“So I could have died with them?” I asked, a regretful smile forming on my lips. “Then why am I alive now?” I couldn't say anything after that. I simply sat on the bed, my mind returning to its previous state of numbness.
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My body finally caught up with everything. It sank me into the bottomless pit of doubt and regrets.
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'it's all my fault." The tiny voice at the back of my head played on loop, like a broken record.
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How many times have bodies been disposed of ever since I was here, and yet I decided to slap him because he smiled when my parents died?
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He has done far worse things than that.
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Ah! I was such a hypocrite. Why was I worried about myself when I just claimed I wanted to die?
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The first thing I needed to do was beg Damien for forgiveness. I should tell him it was the heat of the moment and plead with him. I have to keep living, at least until I can understand why my parents had to die and why my sister has disappeared without a trace.
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The Angelini family always finds whoever they want.
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So where is my sister?
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and then Add to home screen.