被發現了。273Please respect copyright.PENANAEevD1P5zwx
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專輯被發現了。273Please respect copyright.PENANATxcpssjoqf
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這個認知引發了一陣頭暈目眩的感覺,暈得尚妤婕覺得自己下一秒就直接倒地昏過去也不奇怪。剛剛彷彿被人扼住喉嚨再次得以呼吸,身體隨著急促的呼吸止不住地輕顫起來。273Please respect copyright.PENANAogJ7QTd8Q0
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──冷靜。273Please respect copyright.PENANARGWdKtu1hH
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她要冷靜下來。說不定不是全部都被發現了呢?273Please respect copyright.PENANAMRrpIqKh61
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「媽媽……」273Please respect copyright.PENANA49K6lUtD50
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尚妤婕正想開口說什麼,尚母卻招招手讓她過去。忐忑不安地脫下鞋子放好,硬撐著隨時軟下來的腳緩慢地走到尚母的面前後,尚妤婕全程低著頭,不敢坐下或有也不敢任何動作。273Please respect copyright.PENANAnTfdMQfs12
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「我問妳,這所學校是誰說要讀的?」273Please respect copyright.PENANAAOdY73wqWP
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沒來由的問題使尚妤婕一楞,但她沒因此放鬆,反而更緊繃了。在不知道尚母為什麼會突然提這個問題的情況下,她也只能硬著頭皮用『實話』回答。273Please respect copyright.PENANAGvTK0KfGCf
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「是……我。」273Please respect copyright.PENANAEVzK1PrJ9X
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「為什麼要讀這裡?」273Please respect copyright.PENANARiKQbqSsZv
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「因為……我想和菱菱在一起……」273Please respect copyright.PENANAn49WNhfsTR
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「那這所學校提倡什麼?」273Please respect copyright.PENANAwylm9Vxw74
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每回答一個問題,她就覺得自己的身體越來越緊繃,彷彿身體中的每個細胞都在承擔著巨大的壓力。問題逐漸發展到社團活動上,心跳一點一點加速,呼吸也變得粗重。額頭上不斷滲出汗水,順著眉毛的弧線滑落,黏膩的感覺讓她格外不適。273Please respect copyright.PENANAhazBjTVKRL
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「社……社團活動……」273Please respect copyright.PENANAIGOsmns5zB
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「妳這幾年都加入讀書社了,是嗎?」273Please respect copyright.PENANAnoMt1b0cVc
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呼吸一滯,尚母特別提到這個問題的用意太過明顯,但這時精神過於緊繃的她完全無法思考太多,滿腦子都只剩下必須隱瞞的念頭。273Please respect copyright.PENANAhfXjtJ0iUW
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「……是。」273Please respect copyright.PENANAoVFJWVK4jv
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「尚,妤,婕!」273Please respect copyright.PENANArmnPp01cuK
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尚妤婕瞳孔一縮。273Please respect copyright.PENANAiLCTAdBFtl
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隨著年紀增長,尚母已經很少再叫過她的名字。與別人對話時,也只會說『我的女兒』。有時尚妤婕都會忘記,自己到底叫什麼名字。273Please respect copyright.PENANADlh0lUn4wP
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尚母那怒意沖天的怒吼聲將她混沌不清的腦袋喚醒,她這時才發現自己剛剛說了什麼話。尚母已經知道真相了,這時她還選擇繼續隱瞞,無疑是火上加油。273Please respect copyright.PENANAxpYxF4N0rz
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「妳還在說謊!我已經看到妳趙家那個女兒一起登台演出了!!難怪妳在學校一直表現出希望我快點離開的模樣,是因為妳這幾年都待在那個音樂什麼社對吧!?」273Please respect copyright.PENANAN5GwlFLwuV
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「媽媽,我──」273Please respect copyright.PENANAnTlUOUaRYi
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「我出錢養妳培養妳,妳就是這麼對我的?!說謊,隱瞞,騙了我足足六年!」273Please respect copyright.PENANA09OGXXnSYx
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啞口無言。273Please respect copyright.PENANAa3lGcHlGBL
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沒想到,尚母沒回去。273Please respect copyright.PENANAdVtNUrX53B
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沒想到,尚母看到那場表演了。273Please respect copyright.PENANAV3dT5eY85N
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此時此刻,她腦袋中不是在想尚母怎麼會回頭看到表演,也沒有在思考怎麼回答,甚至沒有在思考對策。她的腦袋,早已被尚母的話語轟得嗡嗡作響,根本思考不了什麼事情。273Please respect copyright.PENANAGttWLyqj7S
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因為,尚母什麼都沒說錯。273Please respect copyright.PENANA4tRYm9wvS8
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她確實說謊隱瞞了。273Please respect copyright.PENANAwaRxUPZ1vL
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「還偷偷藏了這種沒有營養的東西,我給妳的錢根本不夠買這種東西吧?誰送的?趙家那個女兒?還是妳還瞞著我偷偷談戀愛了,是哪個男孩子送的!?」273Please respect copyright.PENANADgB2vYrL3s
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「不是的媽媽,我沒有……」273Please respect copyright.PENANAfuZbErkJZ6
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尚母是不能接受高中生畢業之前談戀愛的人。即使尚妤婕會對好姐妹的感情進度採取看熱鬧的態度,可自己是絕對沒有想要談戀愛的意願。273Please respect copyright.PENANASSXkwNPZlU
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知道尚母已經氣在頭上了不能再保持沉默,尚妤婕想開口解釋,可在看到對方用左手一把抓起那張她無比珍愛的專輯時,腦袋再一次變得空白。273Please respect copyright.PENANAV55E5Canvx
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「尚妤婕啊尚妤婕,我就問──妳說妳去上志瑜學府,我讓妳去了;妳說妳想去社團活動,我只叫妳去加入讀書社,但從來沒有阻止過妳去參加活動;當時妳那個社長說要校外活動,我也讓妳去了。」273Please respect copyright.PENANAG50MMguLTy
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「若是不讓妳去,我有千百個理由可以讓妳去不了!妳就是這麼辜負我的信任的!?」273Please respect copyright.PENANAuHsANwihq1
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看到她伸手的動作,尚母顯然又更生氣了。被那像是快凸出來又泛著猩紅的眼眸瞪著,尚妤婕腦子一空,雙膝雙腳一軟,跪了下來。273Please respect copyright.PENANAZGRgLKboZS
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『謊言就像雪球一樣,會越滾越大。滾到最後,只會迎來破滅的結局。』273Please respect copyright.PENANA0aN9jKkuFi
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楊亦桐曾經說過的話就像是鐘槌一樣敲得腦袋嗡嗡作響,她這時才明白,自己現在面臨的,就是這所謂的破滅結局。273Please respect copyright.PENANAkWj6cXFhqb
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再不說,可能沒有機會再說了──273Please respect copyright.PENANAV0E6Yx2gsQ
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想到這,尚妤婕的手緊緊抓住了尚母的左手小臂。273Please respect copyright.PENANALsKCNOYkuS
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「媽媽,我真的很喜歡音樂,我很喜歡唱歌,我──」273Please respect copyright.PENANArFp2B6YTDY
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「妳還敢說!?我把妳養成了個說謊精,妳──」273Please respect copyright.PENANArK3iwgsiZO
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尚妤婕那句話可說是徹底焚盡了尚母的理智。怒意沖天的她已經想不了太多事情,只想甩開那雙抓著自己手臂上的手。她奮力一甩,專輯中從開口中飛了出去──273Please respect copyright.PENANAhZJRoIEK5v
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「不要!!!」273Please respect copyright.PENANAndKS8QpDvh
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瞳孔緊縮,尚妤婕飛撲過去,試圖伸手抓住那張光碟。可光碟飛得太遠,尚妤婕伸長的手,完全抓不住那持續掉落中的物體。273Please respect copyright.PENANAcnbrapGlfF
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在那一瞬間,時間好像被按下了慢速鍵,腦海中閃過了很多回憶。273Please respect copyright.PENANAgrmT2fdrni
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在秘密基地見到趙奕菱時,對方不經允許將耳機戴在自己頭上,第一次聽到音樂時的觸動。273Please respect copyright.PENANAjnKfQxFz2D
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和趙奕菱一起去志瑜學府上學,瞞著尚母選擇去音樂愛好者社團參加活動的心虛。273Please respect copyright.PENANAH2m73BVgWx
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傘熙毅加入社團後搬來了自己的樂器在無隔音社團教室中開『演唱會』引起騷動,在心底勾起的嚮往。273Please respect copyright.PENANAmgaE4g0EO5
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生日那天唱歌時收穫大量的掌聲,社員們友善與真誠的笑容,第一次覺得自己也有優點的自信。273Please respect copyright.PENANA5D6aBJ3IkA
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與趙奕菱等人決定參加校慶表演項目,大家一起合作填詞,一起練習配合時的歡樂。273Please respect copyright.PENANAaYXk1DqN97
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首次踏上舞台,一曲終後得到觀眾們熱烈的回饋,與大家相視而笑後的滿足感。273Please respect copyright.PENANAsbvVqB9Osx
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那一段段回憶彷彿化身為那片墜落中的光碟,隨著掉落在地上的光碟,變得四分五裂。273Please respect copyright.PENANAV0R6mybvst
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光碟響亮的碎裂聲喚回了尚母的理智。發現地上碎裂的光碟與失神跪坐在地上的女兒,尚母張了張嘴想說些什麼,最後還是選擇沉默,咬了咬牙轉身離開。273Please respect copyright.PENANApA21ue9bEz
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客廳,再次回歸寂靜。273Please respect copyright.PENANAeEew4WYwBK
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跪坐在地上許久,久得雙腳傳來陣陣麻意,尚妤婕想試圖站起來,卻發現自己的腿不僅麻了,還脫力了。273Please respect copyright.PENANAH3AhHkD6fY
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不顧醜態拖著麻痺的腳往前爬行,尚妤婕撿起那一片片光碟的碎片,慎重小心地擺放在另一隻手上。大片的,小片的,菱形的,薄片的……就算她將所有看得見的碎片撿了起來,也無法再次將其組合回一張完整的光碟了。273Please respect copyright.PENANAaS7mm9gbpZ
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將所有的光碟碎片輕輕抓在手中,拿起已經沒有光碟的專輯,她一拐一拐地拖著麻痺未退的腳,推門走進房間裡。房間彷彿被颱風侵襲過一樣亂七八糟,將手中的東西擺在書桌上,書包掛在椅子上,她打橫躺上自己的單人床,腳懸掛在床外。273Please respect copyright.PENANA9XTgAsZ3Fu
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從撿碎片起,她的表情就一直是呆板愣神的。即使身上黏黏膩膩的滿是汗水,儘管手上還沾附著一些光碟的碎渣,也沒能喚回被極愛乾淨的女孩的心神。273Please respect copyright.PENANASu5b2fceVj
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眼中那羸弱,拼命又努力燃燒的小小火焰,熄了。273Please respect copyright.PENANA51MEyVgIrL
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這時她才知道。273Please respect copyright.PENANAElgqPeZEuo
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原來難過到極致的時候,真的會什麼眼淚都流不出來。
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第一個故事-她的音樂夢(十五)
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