I had always felt that my existence was a delicate, slightly awkward thing, like the flower I was named after—a symmetrical, heart-shaped bloom that never quite seems to know if it’s showing off or simply trying to hold itself together. That feeling was never more acute than on the Tuesday evening I agreed to have dinner with Hermione and her boyfriend, Leo.
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Leo was the kind of person who saw the world as a spreadsheet. He was handsome in a sharp, calculated way, his clothes impeccably chosen for their cost-per-wear value. His most defining characteristic, the one Hermione recounted with a sigh that was equal parts exasperation and admiration, was his unwavering commitment to splitting every bill, down to the last cent. It wasn't about affordability; it was a principle. A transaction had to be equitable.
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We were seated at a sleek, minimalist restaurant where the lighting was too bright and the chairs were designed for aesthetics over comfort. I was already feeling like a spare part, an unbalanced entry on Leo's mental balance sheet.
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“The ROI was phenomenal,” Leo was saying, his fingers tracing the rim of his glass of craft beer. He was holding forth on his latest triumph. “Sticker photo machines. Everyone thought they were a passing fad, a gimmick for teenagers. I saw the data. The margins on those tiny, glossy squares were insane. It was pure genius.”
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Hermione smiled, a tight, practiced curve of her lips. She was brilliant, an architectural historian who could talk for an hour about the emotional weight of load-bearing walls. But around Leo, she seemed to shrink, her own vibrant colours muted by his monochrome certainty.
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“And then, 3D printers,” he continued, not needing any prompting. “I told my fund to get in early. It was the same pattern. A novelty, then a tool, then an industry. It’s all about recognizing the pattern before it becomes obvious.”
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I nodded, pushing a roasted carrot around my plate. Each of his words felt like a small, hard pebble being dropped into the still pool of my own life. My salary was a number I avoided looking at directly, a faint, embarrassing whisper in the roaring economy Leo inhabited. As he spoke of leveraged buyouts and market saturation, a single, stark question formed in my mind, clear and terrifying: At what point does a salary become so low that you stop being a working economic creature and become something else? A hobbyist? A charity case? A ghost? I paid taxes, I rented a shoebox apartment, I bought groceries. But in the face of Leo’s profitable world, my financial existence felt like a pale imitation of the real thing. I wasn't generating wealth; I was just… circulating, slowly, like stagnant water.
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But the economic anxiety was just the background radiation. The more immediate, humiliating fear was my role here. The Third Wheel. The Tag-Along. The Unrequited Lover. The Friendzoned.
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The titles cycled in my head, each one more pathetic than the last. I loved Hermione. Not in a romantic, dramatic way, but with a deep, fierce loyalty that sometimes ached. She was my tether to a world that felt real, a world of messy emotions and impractical beauty. And here I was, watching her with this man who valued patterns over people, profit over passion. Was my presence here a testament to our friendship, or was I just a silent, desperate chaperone, hoping to somehow prove that my kind of love—quiet, unprofitable, and demanding no equity—was the superior one? The fear was that I was neither. Not a lover, and not, in this context, much of a friend. Just an appendage.
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The bill came, as it inevitably did. Leo pounced on it with the focus of a predator. Out came his phone, its screen glowing with a proprietary bill-splitting app I was sure he had invested in.
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“Okay,” he announced, his voice all business. “Hermione had the sea bass and the second glass of Sauvignon Blanc. Bauhinia, you had the mushroom risotto and the pinot noir. I’ll factor in the shared bread basket pro-rata…”
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I sat there, feeling my face grow warm. This was the ritual. This was the moment my low salary was no longer an abstract concept but a quantified, publicly acknowledged fact. I was about to be presented with a digital invoice for my own social humiliation.
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As he meticulously tapped and swiped, I looked at Hermione. She was studying her napkin, a faint blush on her cheeks. Was she embarrassed for me? For him? Or for herself, for being part of this?
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And then it happened. Leo paused. He looked up from his phone, his brow furrowed not in calculation, but in something resembling… confusion.
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“Huh,” he said. He looked at the paper bill, then back at his phone. “The app seems to have glitched. It’s not calculating the tax distribution properly.” He tapped the screen again, frustrated. “The algorithm is flawed.”
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He spent another thirty seconds fighting with his phone before letting out a short, exasperated breath. “Forget it. It’s too much hassle. This one’s on me.”
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The words hung in the air, more shocking than any profanity. This one’s on me.
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He hadn’t done it out of generosity. He had done it because the system, his beloved system of equity and calculation, had failed. It was more efficient for him to absorb the cost than to waste his valuable time fixing it.
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There was no triumph in that moment. No victory. Only a hollow, chilling clarity.
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Hermione looked at me, her eyes wide with a shared, unspoken understanding. We stood up to leave, and as we walked out of the harshly lit restaurant into the soft, forgiving night, the dynamic had shifted. Leo was already on his phone, probably emailing the app developers about their subpar code.
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He walked a few steps ahead, a man already moving on to the next problem to be solved.
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Hermione fell into step beside me. Our shoulders brushed, a silent, solid comfort. I wasn't the third wheel. I wasn't the unrequited lover. Those were roles from a more dramatic, more human script. Leo wasn't having a relationship; he was managing an asset. He wasn't in love with Hermione; he had simply calculated that her presence in his life was a net positive.
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My low salary didn’t make me less of an economic creature. It just meant I traded in a different currency. A currency of quiet solidarity, of shared glances in the face of absurdity, of a friendship that didn't need an app to split the emotional bill. As we walked, the three of us—the capitalist, the historian, and the ghost—I realized I wasn't the one who was starved. I was, in all the ways that would never show up on a balance sheet, impossibly rich.
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and then Add to home screen.